fey's stuff

25 yo artist from Ukraine. he\they

[fey-03]

No art because I had a child (it's art block and mental illness and war actually but let's be more positive)

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[fey-03]

Might create a new twitter acc just so I can live tweet me playing slow damage

[fey-03]

For the 3 people that liked this post

(fey03, @: hyperlove00 (to copy and paste) )

[fey-03]

My pc caught some viruses so no visual novel nonsense for now, I'll be tweeting about my cat's health a bit (my baby got sick again)

[fey-03]

Might create a new twitter acc just so I can live tweet me playing slow damage

[fey-03]

For the 3 people that liked this post

(fey03, @: hyperlove00 (to copy and paste) )

[fey-03]

Might create a new twitter acc just so I can live tweet me playing slow damage

[fey-03]

Today was actually so scary the explosion was VERY loud I live very close to that park (takes 2-3 min to walk there) that was attacked today

Fucking hell this park was actually worked on and gradually becoming more pretty and usable for people

[fey-03]

I'm very very tired of working as an artist but money won't earn itself.... Not ready to start looking for something else when our lifes are so unstable now. Also like what else could I do unfortunately I'm not good at anything else

Make your hobby a job they said :/

[fey-03]

I'm not sure how but the fact that my early 20s were just pandemic and war (and now I'm 25) definitely fucked me up in some way

[fey-03]

Since I'm not drawing at all I have more energy to work on Kai's story and the setting itself and I'm kinda excited that it's becoming more comprehensive. I had to change one of the aspects of the story tho so it pushed structure of the story from being finished for 80-85% to 45-55% but I think it's more interesting like that. It lacked meaning and things for Kai to do, now instead of him just watching everything from aside he has a lot of stuff happening directly to him. I need to become less merciful to my OCs tho because I'm planning horror adjacent story. Also finally picked a love interest for Kai (Deimos). If I could make a visual novel I definitely would make more choices tho because I find it interesting how different characters show themselves when interacting with each other romantically.

I also have Noa's backstory basically done (just thinking about a couple of aspects) but idk if I should include it and how. What's more important is how the story will end for Noa.

[fey-03]

I REALLY should visit therapist like yesterday but I keep getting overwhelmed by other important tasks which makes me push the visit every time but I've been rawdogging this anxiety-depressive disorder (I know cuz I visited therapist whole 2 times 3-5 months before war started and then quit yay) for about 10 years now I should grow some fucking balls finally

[fey-03]

At this point I have like reflexes of a tiger I hear a loud ass explosion I wake up and jump up from bed I grab my cat and phone and teleport to the corridor (2 walls)

[digitalroot]

Visit Original Link

[fey-03]

Look who I met today

[kashiomi-art]

Not gonna lie, my morale is at the lowest point it's been since the beginning of the invasion. Russians are successfully occupying more and more territories and shell frontline regions every day. People are dying, our culture and herritage is destroyed. International aid dwindled significantly because of american bullshit. Mobilization law has been signed and there is a chance that my family members get conscripted soon. Don't even get me started on internal political problems. A bunch of articles in foreign media talking about our defeat and "peace talks" (what a joke).

It feels like there were no at least moderately good news in a while. On top of that, the feeling that we are screaming into the void is stronger than ever. I'm happy when I see a foreigner online supporting us and spreading the word, because it gets rarer. Ukrainians feel like none of what's happening gets outside our info bubble. Most likely no one but Ukrainians will see this post either. Honestly don't know what to make of all of this.

[fey-03]

Feel too much pressure to post art because it's AN ArT ACcOuNT and it's causing me unnecessary stress (small but with other stuff its building up) so idk might "rebrand" and start posting whatever (art too ofc) because I'm tired of presenting myself as an artist instead of just a person. Not sure what to post yet tho cuz I've never really had a personal blog 🤷‍♂️

[fey-03]

Need to make some jjba fanart what if it miraculously cures my art block like it did in 2018

[fey03butcute]

(2019)

[fey-03]

Oh I forgot to mention that I actually did create a separate winx (maybe some other stuff too) acc. There's only old art here for now bc u know there's no new art in general