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colin worth, 18. @c_olinfirth there is paint on my eyelid. that's gonna help me get girls.

[ffscolin]

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[whatsilas]

I.. - -I really don’t like how this is going. You should take those pillows ‘n.. build a fort. A nice, comfortable fort. Vacate in there for a while until you feel better. — Do.. you wanna talk about it? I.. gee.

[ffscolin]

I'm doing okay, don't worry, man.

[whatsilas]

That’s a lot of responsibility to be put on a — well, now, single.. and windowed, mother. — Scratch the pillow idea, alright? I.. — I’ll think of something else. Just, don’t off with yourself — I.. mean like, really. 

[ffscolin]

She's strong, she'll do good. But, I mean, you better hurry, otherwise shit is gonna go South.

[whatsilas]

That’s.. — no. You shouldn’t want to abandon your kid. Who’s telling you this?

[ffscolin]

Uh... My brain. I think my kid will live on. It'll be okay without a dad. I'll have to pass it onto Autumn for forever.

[fvkpiper-blog]

I’m not very good at trying when it comes to love.

[ffscolin]

Doesn't mean you don't know how. Practice makes perfect, right?

[whatsilas]

—— —Do you need to talk about something? I.. — Colin, suicide is never the answer.

[ffscolin]

It is when you've got a fucking kid, apparently.

[ffscolin]

Lennon: No, I mean like legit a brother.

FUCK HIM UP PIPER

[fvkpiper-blog]

I love him. I really love him, Col.

[ffscolin]

Then don't let him go. Or at least try your hardest.

[fvkpiper-blog]

You’re right. I’m going to be okay. You know what? I am Piper fucking Abernathy. I make my own happiness. I don’t depend on anybody for anything. I live for myself and nobody else. If we get through this, great. If we don’t, I’m going to be okay. Because I am Piper Fucking Abernathy, and the world is my oyster.

[ffscolin]

Yeah, exactly. You got this. But that also doesn't mean don't try. I know you like him.

[wrentho]

Yeah… I think thats going to happen… No matter what…

[ffscolin]

Yeah, I know. Fuck this project.

[gdiautumn]

Hey, at least it’s not loud enough to like — I don’t know. Do you want me to keep it? I don’t want to keep it. I tried to give it Starbucks yesterday. 

[ffscolin]

...Are you kidding me? You know we have to pass this, right?

[fvkpiper-blog]

——What if this is it, Colin? What if that’s all the happiness I’m ever going to get? A few months of honeymoon bliss with Len and then…it’s over. Poof. Just, poof.

[ffscolin]

That's-- That's what I had with Charlie. Only it lasted a few weeks. And it sucks. You lose it for a little bit. But you have people other than him now and you don't have to depend on him for your happiness. You make your own. It sucks, at first, but you... get over it. You move on. What I'm saying is, if that happens, you'll be okay.

[ffsbilly]

I’d be going with the latter.

[ffscolin]

I'm going with both. And a "this project sucks."

[btwnirvana-blog]

Guess ya’ have to find out. I mean, it’s the same thing, really. If his wakes ya’ up, then it wakes him up, too? Ya’ won’t sleep much, anyways.

[ffscolin]

Well, that's--... Not comforting.

[whatsilas]

No, what? That’s a child, Colin. Smother your roommate.

[ffscolin]

I'd probably just smother myself.

[smhgaia]

Oh c’mon, it’ll be like cuddling yourself.

[ffscolin]

Well, I don't cuddle myself, so.

[celestinefck-blog]

Why where’s your partner, anyways?

[ffscolin]

Probably... dealing with actually important, real life shit.