[04/01/15] Happy birthday to Nitori Aiichirou! へ(゜∇、°)へ (insp)
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[04/01/15] Happy birthday to Nitori Aiichirou! へ(゜∇、°)へ (insp)
A certain otter is breaking all the no running rules in the hallways just to get closer to his senpai, for a really important reason.
“Ni—…Nitori-senpai!…H..Happy Birthday!”
He’s totally out of breath but he’s big smiles and all as he wraps a arm around Nitori humming in the tune of the birthday song.
The sound of the quick footsteps behind him are the only warning the older swimmer gets before suddenly he's under attack by an otter. "A-ah... Momotaro." He laughs just a bit--running across the hall was so like his room mate. He was used to Momo's energy levels by now, more than used to it. He almost found the other's quirks sort of endearing at this point.
"Thank you for remembering...! But you didn't have to run all the way over here, you're going to get yourself in trouble." He had to scold him at least a little bit for breaking the rules, right? That was what a good senpai would do.
*tries to relply to oniichan* *remembers that i suck* *gets super anxious* *runs away*
WHERE'S MY FREE CAKE ITSUKI?
Online if anyone wants me~
okay but i was kinda rehashing thoughts from catching up with free and i kinda stumbled upon a thought of mine about all of rin's previous confrontations with people like.
we have seen that he obviously doesn't have a problem with getting a bit physical with folks when he's emotional (we've seen it happen quite a few times, but him grabbing sou and getting up in his grill was sort of what dinged the bells in my brain and reminded me) but you know who's been around a ton when he gets worked up and we've never seen rin lay a hand on even a little bit? ai. not even to like, grab him. the closest we really see--if i'm remembering right--is rin breaking the hold that ai has on him in the hall scene in the first season. but other than this instance, rin rarely touches ai, even when ai is being annoying, or rin is particularly emotional. i think it's noteworthy because we all know that rin isn't exaaactly known for his self control. it's not that rin is violent it's just that when he gets worked up he tends to display internal agression and frustration externally, and rarely does he seem to realize he's doing it until after he's already done it.
but even when rin was at his worst, every single time he's hitting that point around nitori, we see him aim his aggression at something else instead (the wall, the trash can). he even goes so far as to remove himself from ai's presence most of the time if he's getting angry/upset (i'm not going so far as to say this is all for ai's sake, but it just kind of sticks with me...).
when ai perceives rin and sou's actions toward each other as the beginnings of a fight, rin immediately backs down and waits until nitori is removed from the situation in order to continue pressing the issue. you could just chalk this up to him wanting to have a more personal conversation with sou (which in part, i think it was) but idk. it just seemed interesting the way in which rin assured nitori that it wasn't a fight (it SERIOUSLY reminded me of the way my mother used to talk to me when her and dad started yelling at each other and I'd freak out. "Are you two going to fight?" "This isn't a fight, go to your room and get some sleep." So maybe I'm projecting too much, but personal experience flavors interpretation, I guess?)
IT'S JUST SO interesting to me that rin seems slightly more aware of ai's presence when there's tension in the air than he is of anyone else. make of it whatever you will but i just can't shake the feeling that ai's had some sort of really icky abusive experience and rin is mindful because of that.
SEND ME A ★ FOR MY MUSE'S REACTION TO YOURS PICKING THEM UP AND THROWING THEM OVER THEIR SHOULDER
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Do you ever just crave someone’s presence? Like you would literally be happy just sitting next to them and it could be completely silent but for once everything would be okay.
(via a-complete-idiot)
"Ah, I see…" She could empathize with him since she herself had some trouble with her self-esteem. "I know how that can be. It’s rough…"
"Rough is definitely a good word for it..."
"I know this is kind of sudden, but could I ask you something? I mean, if you don't have a good answer or don't feel comfortable giving advice, then you wouldn't have to say anything..." Ai sighed. It was easier for him to work out his problems with people who were further removed from the situation, so he hoped she wouldn't find this strange.
;w; I'm almost to 100 followers holy heck what are you all doing here? I love you.
Hopping onto my Haruka blog because my Ai muse is still really angsty like jfc child it's okay stop crying GAH.
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I REPLIED TO EVERYTHING ON MY MAKOTO BLOG ITS A MIRACLE
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SARAH I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE YOU
carcharodonselachimorpha replied to your post: [ Oh wow…I really really liked that. I will have to reply to that soon. Hopefully, tonight if not then tomorrow. I really really like it. Holy. And its okay because long is fine with me you know that. ]
Phew! I was like... terrifyed because it got so long like HOLY HELL IT'S SO LONG. And for some reason my muses are always meeting their soulmates in the most clumsy way possible like jfc guys get your shit together. I originally had something totally different planned but then Ai was like "nope i'M GOING TO DROP THE PHONE".
00:00:00 || Nitori&Rin
In a universe where everyone is born with numbers on their wrists counting down to when they’ll meet their soulmate, send me 00:00:00 for my muses reaction to their numbers hitting zero when they meet yours.
Life had been different for Aiichiro, since the accident.
He remembered, four or so years ago, waking up in the hospital after the whole ordeal. He remembered his mother crying, remembered the look on the nurses face when she told him that he'd make a full recovery--a full recovery, except for one little thing.
During a surgery to reverse some damage done to his arm, it had become necessary to operate on his wrist. And as a result of scarring, the numbers--which had once been bold and bright--were now blurred and dim.
It had seemed like such a little thing, at the time, that Aiichiro hadn't even been upset.
As time went on, however, his situation became more frustrating. Everyone else's numbers were easy to read--a constant reminder of that fateful day which would change their lives forever: the day they would meet their soulmate. But due to the scarring on his wrist his numbers were harder to see. Sometimes they flickered, sometimes they faded, and although they always remained consistent (they never changed dramatically or skipped or faltered) it was enough to drive Ai insane. His friends joked around (well intentioned, but hurtful) that maybe his counter had been completely broken and he would meet no one when it hit zero. His mother voiced similar concerns. The doctors promised him that everything was fine--that the only problem was visibility--but that did very little to calm the feelings of dreadful anxiety that he got whenever he looked at the numbers that used to give him such nervous joy.
So eventually he did the only thing he could do--he covered it up. He checked it only occasionally, not wanting to face the apprehension that the numbers gave him, but as the years had gone on those checks had gotten less and less frequent. Most mornings he woke up and put on the thick rubber bracelet he often wore to cover it up without so much as a squint to try and discern the numbers. Some nights, he didn't remove the bracelet at all, which gave him no opportunity to glace even a hint of the numbers in the mornings.
In the last few weeks Ai hadn't checked his numbers even once.
Which was why, when his coworker had suggested they meet up at a nice restaurant after work today, he hadn't even stopped to consider that this was the day he was supposed to be meeting his soulmate. He'd accepted without a second thought, dressed in some relaxed clothes, and headed over to meet up.
The restaurant was a nice place, a quiet establishment that always served good food and had an attentive staff. It was close to a famous swimming stadium--somewhere professionals often went to train. Ai had even heard that Olympic swimmers trained there quite often in the rainy or cold seasons--it was an indoor pool and he had always heard wonderful things about it. The stadium was so close that as Ai approached the doors of the restaurant, he could smell the faint chase of clean water. It brought back memories--he'd been a swimmer throughout his younger years, but had never gotten quite good enough to continue into university. It had been difficult for him, but eventually he'd found a path that suited him better; he'd always loved helping people with their problems, so becoming a counsellor had seemed like a natural fit.
Shaking his nostalgic thoughts, the beauty marked male reached for the door handle, just in time for his phone to buzz in his pocket. Pausing, he drew it out and checked the message that had flashed up on his screen.
I'm really sorry about this, but I have to cancel! My daughter got sick! Raincheck?
Nitori sighed and shook his head with a smile, turning from the door and beginning to type out his reply. It didn't bother him, honestly, in fact he was more appreciative of the fact that his coworker had at least warned them that they wouldn't be able to meet. Still, now he was left with the unfortunate activity of deciding what to do now that he'd travelled all this way to meet up. He hit the send button, completely oblivious to the fact that the timer on his wrist was creeping into the single digits.
9...8...7...6...5...4...
He moved to slip his phone back into his pocket without looking, and in a stroke of what he would later only be able to attribute to fate, it didn't quite settle in properly. The phone dropped, and slid across the sidewalk as though it were on ice, settling right at the feet of a stranger, whom Ai was (at the moment) slightly too preoccupied to get a proper look at.
3...2...1...
Quickly, the silver haired male stepped over with a laugh. "Sorry! Leave it to me to drop something just in time for it to land in someone's way," he bent down and placed his hand on the phone, but at the same time his eyes finally locked on the stranger's face, and he felt a strange sensation somewhere between his heart and his throat. He wrote it off as nothing, of course, because he hadn't glimpsed his wrist in weeks.
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No, Ai, leave it to you to unknowingly meet your soulmate even though most people are perfectly aware of when such things are going to happen.
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5 facts about yourself, then pass it on to ten followers. I was tagged by senpai~
---> Apparently people think I have a nice singing voice?
---> I have a serious sweet tooth. uwu;; I find it difficult to eat salty things without following it up with fruit or chocolate or something.
---> Despite being sick quite often and missing a ton of school because of it, I managed to graduate from High School with my Associate's degree. I did it at my parent's urging, and while a lot of people would consider it an impressive feat... I really hated it a lot. Which might account for why I haven't gone back to school yet...
---> I love my oniichan! Who doesn't know that, though?!
---> Due to a horrible latex allergy, I cannot be around balloons. :C
I'm cheating on the passing it on part, so I'm taggin' oniichan, munspot, and anyone else who happens to see this and wants to tell me more about their beautiful selves.
Nitori's inability to communicate his feelings with certain people (ie: him talking about his insecurites with Souske rather than Rin) is due to his closeness with them rather than a lack thereof.
The closer Ai gets to you, and the more he values your friendship, the less likely he is to share his burdens. This is because he's the kind of person who is constantly trying to hold others up, and never wanting to weigh them down. He's afraid that if he shares his problems with people he's close to, he could cause them more trouble or annoy them to the point that they don't want to talk to him anymore. For this reason, as backward as it may seem, Ai is very open about his feelings with strangers or loose aquaintences. There's less fear of loss when he talks to them.