fidelius.serendipity

☮ ♥ & ♫ [fidelius:] Allows a secret to be hidden within the secret keeper’s soul; very powerful spell [serendipity:] the faculty or phenomenon of finding valuable or agreeable things not sought for 21. artist. dreamer. designer. hopless romantic. this blog is to express myself and post things i love and share serendipity. HUFFLEPUFF

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Oh my god. ;___;

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fallen expectations yet. again.

god im starting to wonder why someone should even have expectations cause all my expectations ever do is fall short. seriously the you cant always get what you want song wont get out of my head either but did i really NEED people to bail on my birthday... did i really NEED to have a shitty birthday... no did i want to have those things no. I JUST WANTED TO HAVE A GOOD "golden birthday" and yet again it has fallen short. im done planning things im going to try and be done expecting things. didnt even have a candle to blow out. happy birthday me... gonna go drown in depression now.

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okay way too many people are being in relationships. fml. am i really that undateable? like really where is my mr. now or mr. charming or mr. someone. today stinks.

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so i've realized you cant control people walking out on you... but you can control who you walk out on.. makes me wonder if the people i've walked out on.. which is uber rare in my life care that I walked out on them.... honestly im thinking no... as depressing as that is....

i love people more than they love me. which i hate cause it always ends me hurt.... why? lord knows i wish i knew... it'll get better one day. I think im reminiscing on it more today cause recently my ex best friend.. the only best friend i really considered a "bff"... aka they wouldnt screw me over... ohhh hey thats a lie. she broke my heart in everyway possible and to top it all off ((short version of the story but:)) she gets engaged... doesnt tell me until a while after//she invites me to the wedding then continually sends me messages like"well you dont have to come.. i understand ur busy... you're not gonna know anyone really no one u know is coming.." aka "subtly" UNIVITING ME... yeah pretty much not worth the gas and the heart break of going and being ignored if you didnt want me to come.. why fucking invite me in the first place cause you saying shit like that hurts more than not getting an invite..

literally hate people sometimes.... love just breaks my heart over and over. 

someday i'll know why because this heartbreak happened for a reason.. idk what or why but i just really needed to get it off my chest. so thanks tumblr for being here for me to rant away. 

happy note: i finally painted today. 

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my emotions...

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hey tumblr!?!

ANYONE KNOW WHERE I CAN FIND PINK PUMPS RELATIVELY CHEAPISH AND COMFORTABLE IS THE KEY.... ANY SUGGESTIONS WELCOME. :)

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afraid i might be lonely for the rest of my life.. yes. but im hoping and praying god has someone out there for me. 

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sweet. dramatic. restless. passsionate.

i would say quite possibly very accurate :)

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hi new blog.

so i've decided. I wanted a place on tumblr where i can vent my feelings with anonymity... as much as there can be on the internet. Idk lately I just needed a place for me. I love my other tumblr but I had a lot of followers//toooo many i did know in real life. so here is the start to a new found place for me. && best part. its harry potter themed. yeahhh im a dork but one of my amazing friends helped me come up with it. anywho done for ranting for now. :)

im off to maybe watch an episode of doctor who?

peace love and happiness tumblr world.