Hi there! My name is Topaz, Iโm 22 years old, and I go by she/they pronouns! Iโm an illustration student who also enjoys writing, hence why this writing blog was born haha (โฐหโกหโฐ)
I enjoy writing just about anything, but especially hurt/comfort, fluff, and angst ! I also love to write headcanons, ships, platonic stuffs, and even some nsfw on occasion ;) all of my work is going to be gender neutral unless stated otherwise !
โก Requests are officially open! โก
To start off, here are some of the main fandoms I am in and who I will write for in said fandoms, everyone listed can be written for NSFW requests unless otherwise stated:
โง๏ฝฅ๏พ: *โง๏ฝฅ๏พ:* Mo Dao Zu Shi (The Untamed/TGMoDC) *:๏ฝฅ๏พโง*:๏ฝฅ๏พโง
Seniors:
Lan Zhan
Wei Wuxian
Lan Xichen
Jiang Cheng
Jiang Yanli
Jin Guangyao
Nie Huaisang
Wen Ning
Wen Qing
Juniors (ABSOLUTELY NO NSFW):
Jin Ling
Lan Sizhui
Lan Jingyi
โง๏ฝฅ๏พ: *โง๏ฝฅ๏พ:* Tian Guan Ci Fu (Heaven Officialโs Blessing) *:๏ฝฅ๏พโง*:๏ฝฅ๏พโง
Hua Cheng
Xie Lian
โง๏ฝฅ๏พ: *โง๏ฝฅ๏พ:* Faraway Wanderers (TYK/Word of Honor) *:๏ฝฅ๏พโง*:๏ฝฅ๏พโง
Seniors:
Zhou Zishu
Wen Kexing
Ye Baiyi
Juniors (ABSOLUTELY NO NSFW):
Gu Xiang
Cao Weining
Zhang Chengling
โง๏ฝฅ๏พ: *โง๏ฝฅ๏พ:* Chainsaw Man *:๏ฝฅ๏พโง*:๏ฝฅ๏พโง
Devil Hunters:
Aki Hayakawa
Kobeni Higashiyama
Kishibe
Quanxi
Angel
Devils/Fiends (ABSOLUTELY NO NSFW):
Beam
Denji
Power
โง๏ฝฅ๏พ: *โง๏ฝฅ๏พ:* Spy x Family *:๏ฝฅ๏พโง*:๏ฝฅ๏พโง
Loid Forger (Twilight)
Yor Forger (Thorn Princess)
Franky Franklin
Sylvia Sherwood
Fiona Frost (Nightfall)
โง๏ฝฅ๏พ: *โง๏ฝฅ๏พ:* My Hero Academia *:๏ฝฅ๏พโง*:๏ฝฅ๏พโง
content warnings: choking (consensually), nsfw, new kinks, bottom ratio, top screwllum, robot x human
authorโs note: hehe surprise! more hsr content from me. i just finished playing the update and i loved it so much!! maybe i'll write some aventurine in the future ;) you can also find this fic on my ao3, @/sheligirl !
โI want you to choke me.โ
Screwllum took a moment to think, then responded: โVeritas, do you not think that may result in-โ
โYou wonโt hurt me.โ Dr. Ratio interjected, โIโll show you.โ
โโฆโ Screwllum again took a pause.
โVery well.โ He replied, looking down upon the already partially undressed scholar.
Dr. Ratio flashed a quick smirk, reaching for his partnerโs cool-to-the-touch metal wrists. Screwllum obliged, allowing the man to direct his movements. His slack hand was placed just a bit above the scholarโs adams apple, before Dr. Ratio moved his hand to press down on the top of his, initiating the form of a grip.
โIโll tap you twice if it gets to be too much.โ
When he felt Screwllum had the gist of it, he let go, bringing his hand to the Intellitronโs waist. But, he made no movement after being placed there.
Veritas let out a dissatisfied โtchโ.
โHarder.โ He ordered.
Screwllumโs eyes lit up very faintly, Veritas watching and analyzing his face carefully as he felt the metal grip become stronger across his neck. The tight constriction combined with the twoโs connected bodies was beginning to feel euphoric.
โObservation: Your heart rate has raised considerably.โ He commented, fingers tightening the slightest bit on the manโs throat. Veritas swallowed, his mind reminding himself of the fact that Screwllum cannot only sense changes, but also feel each movement.
Screwllum continued pumping into Dr. Ratio at an increased pace, urged on by the scholarโs nods and fervent eyes. The noises that escaped his throat were unlike any the Intellitron had encountered before, much less ever having been the cause of such noises. His internal fans were working overtime, trying to keep his bodyโs system from overheating at all the realizations and movement that was going on.
Veritasโ eyes rolled back into his head as he let out yelps that could be barely heard.
โYes, yes, yes!โ He chanted on, his hand moving to tug at his own leaking cock in a pitiful attempt at release.
But, it worked.
He swore he could count on his fingers how many times heโd ever orgasmed with a partner, and this took the cake as number one.
Hot, thick spurts of his semen came to rest on his stomach, still rising up in down in a struggle to catch his breath. Screwllum did not pull out immediately, but his grip on Ratioโs neck did loosen.
Veritas, once his breath had returned to him, let out a huff. He smiled with satisfaction, eyes wandering over the Intellitronโs body as he was left empty, having been pulled out of.
Upon Screwllumโs return, he was given a towel to clean up. Dr. Ratio took note of the kind gesture, accepting the towel and also wiping any fluids off of the cool metal of the other man.
โWell,โ he started, giving Screwllumโs cheek a wipe. โDoesnโt it feel nice to be in control?โ
Screwllum looked down at the man, clearly not expecting the question. But, he acquiesced soon enough.
selfish desiresย / dan heng, march 7th, & trailblazer
โก dan heng x march 7th x caelus
โก word count: 857
tags:ย fluff, a lil angst, hurt/comfort, hugging, crying, kisses, happy ending
content warnings:ย identity crisis (?)
authorโs note:ย another ficlet of the Astral Express trio! i can't get enough of them, and the angst that came with the 1.3 update :') this one is basically about Dan Heng having an identity crisis after the events of 1.3, and he's having a hard time, even after being pardoned by Jing Yuan.
โDan Hengโฆ itโs okay.โ March reached out to him.
There was a sharp intake of breath, and then silence.
โโฆ Is it?โ
His voice was barely above a whisper.
He continued, โI-I donโt know March, I donโtโฆ feel okay.โ Dan Heng walked backwards until the back of his knees hit Marchโs bed, and he fell to sit on the plush comforter, hands gripping it tightly.
โDan Hengโฆโ she quietly trailed off, a worried expression adorning her face before she continued.
โWhat matters more? The opinion of those people or the opinion of those who you care about?โ
He shook his head instantly.
โYou two, your opinions. Himekoโs too, and Mr. Yang, and Pom-Pom. Everyone on the Express; theyโreโฆ theyโreโฆ.โ He let his words falter as he tried to find his voice again.
โTheyโre my family. And you two are myโฆ my family.โ Dan Heng finished, looking up tearily at March, his eyes red-rimmed and throat choked up.
โBut I canโt be selfish. Not after all Iโve done. After all thatโฆ heโs done.โ He shakily breathes out. โBut I want to be. Aeons, do I want to be selfish.โ
โSelfish how, Dan?โ Caelus questioned, coming to kneel at the dark haired manโs legs. He reached forward with his large hands to grasp Dan Hengโs smoother ones, rubbing circles with his thumbs.
โI-โ Dan Heng started, then cut himself off with a choked-off sob.
โOh, starlightโฆโ March said, immediately joining Dan Heng on the bed and holding his face to her collarbone, allowing him to lean his upper body weight on her.ย
His hot breaths matched the tears rolling down his cheeks, face burning as he tried to stop crying but couldnโt. March rubbed his back up and down, shushing him gently.ย
Dan Heng tightened his grip, his right arm wrapped around Marchโs side, pulling her closer as his body was wracked with tears. His left hand trembled in Caelusโs tender hold, but he squeezed back whenever the other did, to let him know he was still there and grounded.
Eventually, once the two had calmed him down enough to breathe steadily, Dan Heng pulled back a bit. His long lashes blinked the tears away, and he let out a deep sigh.
โI want to be selfish. With you two.โ He confessed.
March and Caelus looked at each other, eyebrows raised. Caelus turned to Dan Heng, after having moved to join the two on the bed.
He continued to hold his hand. โWith us?โ He asked, gently urging Dan Heng to continue.
The man nodded. โI want to be more to youโฆ both of you. More than the family weโve made on the Astral Express.โ His pale cheeks were soon blooming with a slight blush, more evident at the tips of his ears as they burned with anxious anticipation for a response.
He jumped when there was a sudden warm feeling across the back of his hand. Dan Heng turned so quick, he heard his own back crack. Caelus was there, next to him, pressing his lips to Dan Hengโs hand. His hand.
His mouth opened slightly ajar, in shock. It opened even more when he felt Marchโs cool lips against his temple. He was blindsided by how the two reacted.
โWhat are youโฆ?โ He breathlessly asked, not even finishing his question.
March giggled at that.ย
โDan Heng! Isnโt it obvious? Weโre showering you with love and affection!โ
Caelus hummed in agreement.
โOkayโฆ um. But why?โ He breathed, the air seemingly knocked out of his lungs.
Caelus smiled a bit, chuckling into Dan Hengโs hand as he lowered it between the two of them.
โDan Hengโฆ we feel the same way. March and I, weโve felt this way for a while. We just didnโt want to upset or offend you in any way, since we hadnโt come up with a plan on how to approach the subject yet.โ He stared into Dan Hengโs eyes with a genuine smile, eyebrows tightly knitted together.
The dragonโs eyes were wide, almost glowing in the night; it took a moment, but they soon returned to their natural color and he squinted towards the three of their hands, all interlocked.
โTruly, you both mean this?โ
March and Caelus nodded in synch.
โAbsolutely.โ March stated, harrumphing as she scooted closer to the two.
โOf course.โ Caelus added on, leaning his head on Dan Hengโs shoulder. He continued playing with their now-joined hands, pressing his thumb into the skin.
โWeโd never lie about something this serious.โ
Dan Heng laughed a small laugh, eyes glassy as more unshed tears threatened to fall. He caught them before they did, wiping away at his cheeks before returning his hands back to their original positions. One was wrapped around March and the other held onto Caelusโs hand.ย
โAlright then,โ Dan Heng stated, a hint of a bona fide smile in his words. โI guess if you allow it, I too, will be selfish with you two.โ
The three settled in, huddling beneath Marchโs plush comforter, with hearts beating in synch, loving touches exchanged, and words of affection passed on in quiet whispers meant only for their three souls to hear.
authorโs note: i will admit, i have been obsessed with honkai star rail lately. the brain rot is so bad right now, and i love the astral express trio with all of my heart. i hope you enjoy this lil ficlet of the three <3
โMarchโฆ?โ Caelus said, his voice not above a whisper.
Dan Heng held her in his arms, his shoulders slumped but forearms wrapped protectively around her lifeless body.
Wait a minuteโฆ lifeless?
Caelus rushed over to the two huddled figures, immediately dropping to his knees.
โWhat happened?โ He cried out, reaching his hands out to lightly grasp the wrist that was dropped to the ground.
โIโฆโ Dan Heng started, โI donโt knowโฆ I got her signalโฆ she sent one to you too, no?โ
Caelus swallowed. โYeah, thatโs why I came. I was worried she might be in danger.โ
He started rummaging through his pack. He had to have something in here, anything. Soon enough, he found a life-saving device.
Dan Heng sighed a shaky breath of relief. He gently turned Marchโs quickly-cooling body towards Caelus, awaiting the device to be placed around her mouth and nose.
Caelus worked swiftly but gently, not wanting to hurt her more. His heart ached as he did so, but he wasted no time in turning the device on for it to work itโs magic.
The two watched tensely, Dan Hengโs grip on her slowly loosening as Caelus helped him set her down flat on the ground. They waited in agonizing silence, both quivering slightly in expectance.ย
Finally, March 7thโs frail body took a shallow breath.
Caelus let out a quiet whine of relief, body sinking further to the ground as he gripped her hand closest to him, whispering prayers of thanks to the Aeons.
Dan Heng brought a hand to his mouth, grimacing and looking away. His lip trembled and his eyes glazed over, tears threatening to spill. That was too close a call. Too close for any of their liking.
Marchโs head rolled to the side, looking at Caelus first and then her eyes reaching Dan Heng.
โHi boysโฆ did I miss something?โ She smiled weakly, coughing a bit as a glint of her teeth showed.
The two almost immediately let out a painful laugh in synch, throats tightening and hearts beating intensely.
ย They laughed with tears rolling down their cheeks in the cold air, holding on to Marchโs now-warm body, and they were never letting go again.
hi, love! thanks for the follow and congrats on starting a writing blog!! i was wondering if i could request something just really soft and sweet with jolyne? just lots of physical affection and maybe some cuddles? whatever you come up with! thank you so much and congrats again! <3
morning sights / jolyne cujoh
โก jolyne cujoh x reader
โก word count: 371
tags: request, cuddles, silly little kisses
content warnings: none! just fluff <3
authorโs note: hello friend!! thank you for the well wishes and request!! <3 I know this was message was from feb 2021, and I'm so sorry for the two year delay!! I wasn't inspired until recently </3
When your eyelids open, heavy with sleep, the first thing you see every morning are those strikingly emerald green eyes looking back at you. Jolyne always woke up first, and she seemed to enjoy watching you from the time the sun rises until it goes back down. Even if it made you flustered or embarrassed, she would always reassure you that itโs because she just cares for you so much. She recently started adding the word โloveโ into the mix too; it warmed your heart.
She caresses your cheek, basking in the soft sunlight that is hitting your shared bed.
โYour skin is so softโฆโ she starts, her voice raspy from sleep. โMakes me wanna pinch your cheeks.โ
You give a light laugh in response. โPlease donโt.โ You say, smiling gently.
โAnd why not? I canโt appreciate my beautiful and perfect partner?โ She pouts.
โYou can,โ you say, โbut not with cheek pinching! Youโre too strong for your own good. Must get it from your father.โ
โYeah, but you like my strength.โ She quips back, giving you a wink.
God, sheโs so cheesy.
And God, how you love it.
She pounces on you, pinning you back against the plush pillows of your bed. Your hands reach for her hair, stroking through the multi-colored locks. She smiles against your chest, kissing you there and slowly making her way up to your lips. Once she reaches them, she teases you, giving quick kisses and pulling back, refusing a full one. When you finally pull her into a proper kiss, you can feeling her grinning. A grin of mischief. She immediately makes her move, hands moving from your clavicle to quickly grab each cheek as she tightly pinches them.
โArghhhh, no!โ You yell out in fake defeat, groaning as you shove her away.
โI got you!โ She exclaims back in victory.
This turns into a full-blown pillow fight, whacking each other jokingly until either gives in. As she presses chaste kisses to your cheek, you find her hand and bring her knuckles to your lips. Looking back into those eyes yet again, you two eventually secede into the comfort of the otherโs arms and end up cuddling for the rest of the morning.
hello!! i will get to the requests in my inbox soon hopefully!! Iโve been having a bit of a rough patch and creative block, but Iโll be back eventually (: thank you for your support on my first two posts <3
tags: soft husbands, embarrassed but turned on xie lian, dominant hua cheng, make out session, ficlet
content warnings: sitting on lap, kissing, groping, public displays of affection, slight exhibitionism, nsfw just in case but not really
authorโs note: just a lil ficlet of hualian at the gamblerโs den :) what if hua cheng was more than okay with publicly worshipping his god? and what, if anything, is the fact that it gets him going even more? ;)
hua cheng and xie lian are making out in the gamblerโs den. xie lian is sitting on hua chengโs lap, face hot with desire and eyes half-lidded. the demon king has his hands tightly gripping his god, nails slightly digging into the latterโs plush hips. xie lian canโt help but squirm and let out a whine.
theyโre not alone; the demons who were already there to gamble just stayed and either kept playing or watched the couple, becoming more rowdy by the minute and whooping at the two.
xie lianโs face burns in slight embarrassment, but this just makes hua cheng all the more excited to see his lover reacting this way. he wants to worship his god from the top of his body to the bottom. eventually, hua cheng excuses the disruptive onlookers so he can have his dianxia all to himself~
tags: soft fluff, head canons, kisses, and teasing
content warnings: partially nsfw (after the cut), fingering, submissive! top aki, dominant! bottom reader, finger sucking, groping, spanking, biting, nipple play, and hair pulling
authorโs note: i went a bit ham on the nsfw section, but i hope you enjoy the sfw head canons just as much :>
aki is a soft lover. heโs so tired of being angry at himself and the world and devils. youโre his only escape; the one who grounds him.
during the summer, when he gets the faintest hint of freckles across the bridge of his nose, his heart melts whenever you concentrate on counting each one, booping his nose at the end. by this point,ย he is putty in your hands, but heโll stillย scrunch his nose up in fake indifference. this doesnโt last long, and eventuallyย heโll boop you right back; one ofย the only times he acts a bit goofy with you.
he could gaze into your eyes forever. he swears to you up and down that the whole universe is in them, and you wonโt win against him if you try arguing. let him gently kiss your forehead, then your left eyelid, and then your right eyelid. heโll get to your lips eventually, but he wants to make sure every part of you is shown his love. he takes his time doing so.
heโll trace his fingers ever so slightly up and down your arm, lightly scratching it in a soothing manner. light enough that you donโt wake up, or light enough that you fall asleep. he loves watching both, focusing on your breaths rising your chest and exhaling through your lips, reassuring him that youโre alive and well. it makes his heart squeeze painfully in the best way.
NSFW CUT โ
aki is a soft lover, but he can also need more.
he likes playful touches to get going. sometimes ones that are barely there can work him up enough to get started immediately. if you tease him too much, it might ruin the mood for him, but most times, the teasing will arouse him.
start out with your thumb on his lips, just barely grazing them. the sensation sends tingles and electricity down his whole body. the soft pad of your thumb, slowly circling his lips, then pressing down on the bottom one to open his jaw, your other fingers gently tilting his head up towards you. his eyes light up and his tongue will flick out to meet your thumb, maybe even give you a little bite, waiting for your lips to crash into his.
or, waiting for your fingers to slip into his mouth. heโd love sucking on them, getting them slick with his spit so you can rub up and down his glistening cock. he also gets a kick out of putting his fingers in your mouth, mouth watering at the fact that he can slip his slick digits into your sweet hole. heโll use his free hand to gently twist and pinch your nipples, arousing you even further while working you open.ย
heโll fuck you at the end either way, slowly and caring or if you beg hard enough, rough and senseless. though he prefers to slowly pump you and feel each movement of his cock inside you, hoping you enjoy it too. let him know immediately, itโll rile him up even more. bonus if youโre moaning and whining his name.
aki is definitely an ass man. he loves feeling the plush squish under his warm hands, gripping it tightly and releasing like a stress ball. he enjoys light spanking, just enough to leave a faint red mark, but not enough to welt. he loves hearing you squeak with each smack, your ass writhing in blissful pain, but still eager enough to lift it back up for him to hit again.
he doesnโt like inflicting pain, but in some situations he is more than okay with it, like spanking, as long as you enthusiastically consent. if you donโt, he wonโt ever bring it up or do it unless youโd like to. heโs too shy to; but more than anything, he just doesnโt want to make you uncomfortable.
although, if you want him completely at your mercy, gently tug on his hair. it gets a rise out of him, the adrenaline building up quick as well as his blood, beating hot and red and needy. heโll whine and writhe under your hold, urging you to pull more, pull harder. you oblige, earning fully fledged moans out of him. heโll do whatever you want. yank his head up to make him look at you and command him. give him orders; heโll listen.
