Remember Me
His cold metal fingers wrapped around my throat as his deep brown eyes, seeping with hate and anger, locked with mine. I felt helpless and weak. Unable to move out of pure fear for this wasn’t the first time I have been at the Winter Soldiers mercy.
My body danced around his as I avoided every attack he had thrown at me so far, I was starting to get cocky… And he could see that. Tossing his non bionic arm out to hit me I darted to the left only to be throat slammed into the mat below by an attack i did not see coming. The wind escape my body leaving me weak and vulnerable to another heavy blow. Yet he did nothing. Pinning me to the mat he began to speak “вы получаете неаккуратно , позволяя” snarling through my teeth I hissed “In English, I must learn… Please.“ He smirked at me as he let go of my throat but remanded on top of me "you’re getting sloppy, letting yourself get to comfortable. You are no mind reader Natalia, you do not know what my next move will be… You’re not that good yet.” I watched his lips, mesmerized the way they moved as he pronounced every word in that American accent of his. I moved my hand towards his face wanting to run my fingers across those lips but was stopped as he snatched my hand away and glared across the room towards the group of men watching us. For mounts we had been sneaking around hiding our love for one another from the Red Room, if they knew they would take all the memories we had together from the both of us… A faith worse then death for without this man I would still be lost, still looking for a reason to get up each day. We Russians, all we have is our winter and he is mine.
but now here he is. Standing over me once again but with no memory of me or our years together. I want to scream till my voice gives in, cry until I have no more strength left to, kiss him one more time and be held in his arms and hear him say he loves me one last time… Oh James. My poor lost James “You could at least recognize me?”
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