fiftyshadesofpayne

thank you for being my first family

[discooccasionally]

I feel so fucking lucky to have been shaped into the person I am today by One Direction. 2024 me does not exist as I am today, without them. How lucky am I to have be changed by them. I’m here today on this tumblr, with all of you- friends, mutuals, strangers- because of them. One Direction will always be woven into the fabric of my memories, experiences and dreams. That is a truth that cannot change. I am so so lucky to have loved them and be loved by so many of you because of them. Wow.

[yourdaysinthesun]

fans using their hands and bags to block paparazzi from photographing liam payne’s dad, who arrived at the scene of liam’s hotel.

there’s a lot that can be said about celebrity culture and all that but FANGIRLS MAKE SHIT HAPPEN

[noukeeeh]

you know the post that's like: one day I'll be 45 at a party and ill hear a one direction song and ill be dancing my heart out because I never learned to love anything as much as I love one direction?......... yeah.......thinking of that right now

[fiftyshadesofpayne]

whoever is here and still listening…

i cannot believe we are living through the death of a one direction member this soon. obviously, i was a liam girl during the one direction days…so this has been very confusing and upsetting for me. my heart is hurting for him, his family, friends, the boys, his son, and for my teenage self who turned to him when i had no one else.

liam, and one direction gave me so much. they saved my life, gave me my best friend (now of 11 years and we are roomates of 2 years) and the reason i moved across the country to live out my dream. i will never be able to repay him for the love and safety him and the boys gave me.

i only wish i knew where to go from here.

to my followers, those who are still here, aren’t here…i’m thinking of you, and always will. you were my first family. always. thank you for all the love and friendship and support over the years.

[applebutterbabie]

Love seeing little pawprints. So fucking magical. There was a little guy here.

[albertcamusofficial]

[superstarrrrgirl-deactivated202]

even tho im annoyingly insufferable would you still hit be honest

[horriblebeing-deactivated201906]

Preferred pronouns?

dont talk about me

[fiftyshadesofpayne]

hi is anyone still there? i miss u guys.

[fleeten-deactivated20150421]

don’t stare at the moon too long or else you’ll remember that nothing in this stupid fucking world makes sense

[motiya]

[sadnegro]

[mercedesbenzodiazepine]

This is…so me

[senseitive]

I hope that you become filled with so much happiness that it heals every part of you

[billie-eilish-bitch]

[fiftyshadesofpayne]

hey bitches. I miss my life on here

[nikita-ermakov]

[sixpenceee]

Transillumination of a newborn’s head.

[uss-america-blog]

Amazing