I'll figure this out later

Just a blog for a mostly disaster of a human to talk about life. Feminist, Bi-gendered female (most of the time) Pansexual, Demisexual person dealing with depression, extreme anxiety and a general sense of failiure. Main interests: Psychology, writing, music, youtube, FF15, Dan and Phil, and anything gay. My fanfiction account is https://neverbeenawriter.tumblr.com/

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Phan Timeline

For a while now, I’ve been wanting a concise and up-to-date phan timeline to help make my fics as chronologically accurate as possible, but I couldn’t find one, so I decided to make one! I hope other people find it useful, too!

Also, I have linked to relevant YouTube videos wherever possible, so you can check out Dan and Phil looking like cute little babies in Jamaica in 2010, goofing off with PJ and Chris in Italy in 2011, or appearing at various conventions over the years, that sort of thing.

(It’s a bit heavy on the 2009-2010 stuff, because that’s what’s hardest to find & it’s so useful for fetus!phan fics.)

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some wholesome howell

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Had a local con I wanted to go to today and I was having really high anxiety so I didn't think I'd be able to make it. But I put on one of my D&P hoodies and felt much better about everything. I went and had a super fun time! :D I got cute Hamtaro stickers from the Hamtaro Ham-Ham Heartbreak game (one of my favs games of all time, don’t judge me) and I love them!! <3

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Heyo!

This account used to be run by a friend and I just used it to have a side blog, because I was unable to understand tumblr ^^; But anyway she made a different one a while back so I have this one now LOL

I am best known as Nev, a writer on AO3 for writes self indulgent fanfictions as a form of therapy.

My writing blog: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/neverbeenawriter

This is just a blog for me to be weird and gush about fandom things I am a tad to obsessed with >.<

My AO3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/users/NeverBeenAWriter

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Sometimes I get sad. And then I watch a video of Dan where he laughs and suddenly I'm just not sad anymore. Anyone else feel the same? Or am I the only weirdo 😅

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Anyone else ever feel like they can only be themselves when their not around family?

I feel like I'm still learning how to be myself, it's oddly difficult when you've spent so long trying to be someone else.

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Anime

Spent a few hours watching anime today because I got crunchyroll back to watch the new CCS (which is amazing by the way! So glad it is still so similar and my boys are srill together and adorable) And I found a few other ones I like too. I tried Sanrio boys and Cheer boys both of which were sweet!

If you got any suggestions for more animes I should check out while I have crunchyroll lrave them below! :)

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Bored....

Having one of those nights where I could totally be doing things but I just can’t bring myself to care enough to do them :/ Is that a depression thing or does everyone get that?

Also I love that when you search “depression” on here it sends you resources to get help. Like how awesome is that?! :D

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Trying this out

Okay so I have no idea how to use this thing but I thought I might as well try. I used to talk to people online a lot and it was cool always having someone around to talk to. But then I stopped playing MMORPG’s when I realized how much of a toll it took on my mental heath (Also shitty guys made it less fun) so yeah thought I’d try this tumblr thing out. Why does it not have an e? Someone explain this XD