Usually, it's either my boyfriend saying he's nauseous or me just asking him to gag himself. Above all, it's just me asking him to repeat the stories with more details, asking new stories and/or tell me how he felt during those moments.
Another thing to add, he often smiles when I call him sexy or say "that sounds so sexy to me" whenever he tells me his stories.
TODAY however, I was on the verge of a breakdown because a lot of things are going on at the same time, he turned his video on for my sake and I tried to just lie down and breathe... I started scrolling through Instagram. He even started having his dinner in the bedroom so that he could be present with me.
He was eating and I was scrolling, out of nowhere, he said "I don't feel like eating anymore". I could see it in his face that he was not feeling that great, I pestered him "why ?" He first said "don't know, just don't feel like it" and few seconds later he says "I feel nauseous". He didn't want to waste dinner but couldn't finish it either so he decided he'd have half of what's left... Seeing him struggle, I asked him not to force. If he was feeling better, his response would be "why ? Won't you like it better if I throw up ?" Or give me a smirk and say "sure ?" But this time he couldn't speak at all... He was just shoving bites and trying to swallow it with water, heave a heavy sigh as if he was done moving something heavy across the room and stare at food. I didn't want to annoy him so I stayed quiet, I'd definitely say "you look so sexy" but seeing him struggle so much, I thought it's better that I shut up.
After few bites, I saw him press back of his hand over his lips, try hard to gulp down the food and try to breathe (he was struggling). This happened twice and after finishing his water, he decided he won't eat.
Disappointing for all of us (but at least he's fine) it didn't take him much long to feel better. Like after doing his portion of dishes, he felt fine and started rambling about his games... He apologised saying "you're in pain and I'm rambling", told him the sight I got today even cured my chest pain (I get them when I'm too anxious) and started whining about how he got better (half kidding because I'd have loved to see him finally throw up).
But the fact that ALL OF IT WAS NATURAL AAAAH... I asked him why he pressed his hand against his lips and he said "I was feeling too nauseous and I was trying not to retch"... Almost saw a natural dry heave ! Or maybe it was the milder kind, his body did move but couldn't tell for what, I was too busy admiring and hoping he'd take his phone to the toilet. I asked him what would've happened if he retched, he said he'd have rushed to the toilet because that's the sign he was gonna throw up. I asked him what if he had finished his dinner, he said he'd have definitely thrown up. But seeing how uncomfortable he was, I didn't have the heart to ask him to finish his food :< and his mom is sick too, don't want her making herself more sick by worrying about her son. But OMG he was so hot... I was a little closer to seeing him dry heave naturally hehehehe
I put my phone away (still on facetime) and started repeating that scene in my head, he'd occasionally ask what I was doing because I'm not the type to stay quiet and since I almost had a breakdown, he was worried... I fell asleep fantasising :P