kill me

deep down, I think we all long for another half of our own selves, a 3-4 to match the 1-2 of our single-sided waltz, freeing us of the monotony of a lonely existence, bringing us to a chaotic spinning with glee, and happiness, and anger and jealousy, grace and rage combining, twirling into a passionate dance, till death do part. don't you ever wonder where your dance partner is?

[indieteen]

[quietlotus]

When you are sorrowful, look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

Khalil Gibran (via quietlotus)

[stardust-seedling]

It is eerily terrifying that there is no sound when a heart breaks. Car accidents end with a bang, falling ends with a thud, even writing makes the scratching sound of pencil against paper. But the sound of a heart breaking is completely silent. Almost as though no one, not even the universe itself could create a sound for such devastation. Almost as though silence is the only way the universe could pay its respect to the sound of a heart falling apart.

–Nikita Gill

[ask-spideypoolreverse]

[finderman721]

leave my butt out of this.

[tearcrossing-deactivated2021070]

skype conversations ft. hotshotgg

[finderman721]

KYAAA~

[finderman721]

where is everyone when i’m feeling bad? i can only wonder where the person who’s supposed to cheer me up is. because i sure don’t do a very good job of it myself.

[goodquoteco]

Because what’s worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?

James Patterson (via hqlines)

[nitrogen]

concept: an entire day without feeling like a useless piece of shit.

[tearcrossing-deactivated2021070]

It would be cool if you managed to do a cosplay for every ADC. I thought your Jinx was amazing, and your Ashe seems to be coming along really well.

Ahh, well if you guys left suggestions for who I should cosplay next I’d totally consider doing them 8D

And thank you! I’m glad people like my cosplays ;u; 

[finderman721]

do varus ouo

[tearcrossing-deactivated2021070]

…I could actually 

[finderman721]

fem varus i’m dying

[tearcrossing-deactivated2021070]

I’ll do it man Just watch me

[finderman721]

I’M WATCHING

[tearcrossing-deactivated2021070]

It would be cool if you managed to do a cosplay for every ADC. I thought your Jinx was amazing, and your Ashe seems to be coming along really well.

Ahh, well if you guys left suggestions for who I should cosplay next I’d totally consider doing them 8D

And thank you! I’m glad people like my cosplays ;u; 

[finderman721]

do varus ouo

[tearcrossing-deactivated2021070]

…I could actually 

[finderman721]

fem varus i’m dying

[finderman721]

Rather post here, than facebook.

at least here i won’t have people i don’t care for perusing my posts; today has really opened my eyes to peoples' lack of understanding on the topic of mental illness. people just think that, since someone is, say, depressed, that they can motivate themselves to do stuff just because they know they need to. I believe one person used a sort of comparison to getting out of bed before they pissed on themselves. it's different though. when your body tells you it doesn't feel like doing anything, when your hands don't even want to work because your mind says they're too fatigued to function. that's depression. "oh, you just need to blah blah motivate yourself, seek professional help.". countless people seek professional help and leave empty handed. it's not something you can just talk about and have go away- it's always there, all around you, in everything you do. it's not fair to judge people because they're depressed, or make fun of someone who always looks sad, or point out or question someone's scars on their arms from where they just haven't felt something in so long, they carve into their arms to feel anything other than nothing.

[tearcrossing-deactivated2021070]

It would be cool if you managed to do a cosplay for every ADC. I thought your Jinx was amazing, and your Ashe seems to be coming along really well.

Ahh, well if you guys left suggestions for who I should cosplay next I’d totally consider doing them 8D

And thank you! I’m glad people like my cosplays ;u; 

[finderman721]

do varus ouo

[finderman721]

kek

at least i’m safe from bad feelings on the internet. oh. oh wait.

[ayybolachan]

he speaks to me

[finderman721]

dude woinp af

[finderman721]

kek

at least i’m safe from bad feelings on the internet. oh. oh wait.

[looselyhanging-deactivated20250]

hearing a girl moan your name is a reason to be alive

[finderman721]

good thing i’ll never hear that. heyo.

[wordsnquotes]

I love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text messages (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist. I love saying, Kiss me harder, and You’re a good person, and, You brighten my day. I live my life as straight-forward as possible. Because one day, I might get hit by a bus. Maybe it’s weird. Maybe it’s scary. Maybe it seems downright impossible to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like, in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them, touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the couch or your tongue in their mouth or your heart in their hands. But there is nothing more beautiful than being desperate. And there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care. We are young and we are human and we are beautiful and we are not as in control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans. We never know when the bus is coming.

Rachel C. Lewis, Tell The People You Love That You Love Them (via wordsnquotes)

[finderman721]

rant...?

it’s really annoying to see friends jump to their feet and rush to other peoples’ aid when they’re feeling down and i’m just. Kinda sitting here. Feeling terrible, but it’s like no one notices. Not to sound selfish but... Well, it gets old. It’s been like this for a long time and i dunno. It’s a bit stale.