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Andi. 20, artist, music junkie, hopeless romantic(emphasis on hopeless)///people are like stars, some fall so others dreams can come true.

[finding-lambsauce]

The most help from anyone I ever received was from 2 of my college professors which is sad

[finding-lambsauce]

My dad literally just texted me “you need to not forget your family” maybe don’t completely disown me for staying at my fiancés house overnight then not speaking to me until I nearly die 3 months later? Maybe don’t have the last words you say to me when I move out is “no you don’t” when I tell him I love him

[finding-lambsauce]

When they don’t understand that you want to sit in silence cause you’ve been talking all day and they just keep talking on and on and on but it’s making you mad at this point but you don’t want to be a bitch cause they’re one of your best friends

[meow-slays]

real

[finding-lambsauce]

Something I wrote about a year ago, I found it while going through my stuff and thought I’d share it. It’s kinda shitty but hey ces’t la vie

Here’s to the kids

The kids who weren’t forgotten

But weren’t exactly cherished either

Who were told to sit and wait if they had a question

But if someone else had one

They were first priority

Those who had to hold their breaths

And be on their best behavior

To simply go to their friends house

If something came up

Your plans weren’t important

And even if something didn’t

Your plans were still bottom of the list

Those who werent hit

But are still some of the most touch starved people you know

And when your parents yelled

They sometimes said it was an accident and apologized

But the second you do the same

You’re rude and disrespectful

You were never told you could never do anything right

But praise was so rare and criticism so common

That it was you who told yourself you couldn’t

Your decisions were always made for you

So now people get mad at you when you can’t decide

But really you were taught that you can’t make the right decisions

So you second guess everything

And when you finally got the courage to speak up

Say how you felt

You were simply disregarded

“You’re too emotional”

“You’re overreacting”

“It’s not that bad”

And when you finally speak up about your health

Because you feel something is wrong

You’re told you’re fine

You just need vitamines and water

It’s cause you’re on your phone all the time

And when you start making plans to leave

Finally move out

As if they can feel you detaching

They go all sweet.

They love their house

But the truth is

You’d feel just as at home anywhere else

And probably more so

[finding-lambsauce]

I feel like I’m trapped in an endless loop of not being good enough. I’m 19 but before I go anywhere I have to have approval from my parents with a few days notice, I can’t participate in anything Halloween, I’m still not allowed to drive and my mom says “we’ll just let me know when you want to drive” NO MY WHOLE LIFE REVOLVES AROUND YOU AND WHAT YOU WANT TO DO AND HOW YOURE FEELING. We haven’t played an actual board game together in years. I get yelled at for being too stressed and depressed to even clean my room, which only makes it worse, and get called a psychopath but can I go get a psych evaluation? No because “nobody needs that they just need to learn to control their emotions” I can never win can I? I get a tattoo? It’s the end of the world despite that passage in the Bible literally being the ceremonial law and not applying to the church now because that law was fulfilled with Jesus’ sacrifice. And then people say “we’ll that’s just life” like you can fuck off, that’s giving someone who’s trying to peel a potato without a peeler another potato and saying “it’s easy just do it”

[nyxxycat]

sad that I’m not living in an enchanted forest

[finding-lambsauce]

My brain isn’t exactly stupid but the contents sure are

[anxietyproblem]

[cannottoleratelactose-deactivat]

Things I’ve said out of context pt.1

“ Who you calling a Jurassic park tomogatchi!”

“No, no. Shut your dang mouth”

“ I dropped my phone in ranch one time and I had a heart attack”

“A purple elephant?”

“ComB”

“Gives the same energy as the cube”

”It’s wrong”

“Sorry it took me so long to reply I took a shower and had a mental breakdown”

“No I am frittata”

“Can’t go wrong with the WigglEs”

“This is cursed and I love it”

[finding-lambsauce]

The fact that I was the one receiving all of these 💀

[cannottoleratelactose-deactivat]

Have you guys ever seen a personal sauna. I feel like I shouldn’t have seen this, like it’s illegal or something.

[dailymarvelheroes]

get you a man who can do both

[nitramaraho]

one of my patients came in for an emergency visit, because she snapped the wire on her retainer watching the movie when MBJ took his shirt off she clenched her teeth so fucking hard she snapped it. that is the fucking funniest shit ever to me this tiny 17 year old girl thirsting so goddamn hard she busted steel

[crystalitesummerstar]

Y'all, it gets better. She found out.

[buzzfeed]

We interviewed her, obviously.

[buzzfeed]

update:

[thebanaltongue]

This is my new favorite post on this website.

[finding-lambsauce]

Every girl is bi, you just have to figure out if she’s bisexual, bipolar, or just a bitch.

[everythingfox]

Soft bed

[sailor-moon-moon]

So fun fact abt today it’s also Star Trek day, which means there has literally never been a better time to bring this scene back

[linusbenjamin]

I’ve been with myself for so long now, I like it. I’m not willing to give up that independence for anyone. Basically, there’s the tiniest, tiniest, tiniest chance you might find someone you can have a real and long-lasting relationship with. In my teenage years, I was enamoured by the idea of romance because I thought it was going to be this ‘happily ever after’ situation. Taylor Swift for Wonderland Magazine | November 17, 2014

[finding-lambsauce]

How is she so prettyyyyyyyyy 😭

[finding-lambsauce]

Sometimes depression isn’t not caring what you look like and just wearing sweats and messy hair, sometimes it’s caring too much what you look like bc you don’t want people to see how much of a mess you are internally so you spend extra time making sure you look okay.