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I wish I could turn my brain off.

Not knowing what to do with my life is killing me.

My fear of making the wrong decision makes me do nothing.

I ruined everything for nothing.

While everyone else is full of life, here I am waiting for my death.

Years have passed and you still come to my mind.

I wonder if I'll ever be able to forgive myself one day.

Why is life so unfair?

I feel like my head is going to explode from all these poisonous thoughts.

I realized that I can only be liked if it's not me.

I thought I changed but here I am still doing the same shit.

Whenever I start thinking it's getting better, it gets worse.

I will always mourn the version of myself I could've been.

Mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted.

Wanting to be everything, turned me into nothing.

It's always me who tries to get to know someone, never the opposite.

I'm always the one who misses, and never the one who's missed.

I'm always the one who loves, and never the one who's loved.

I'm always the one who tries, and never the one tried for.