coffee & thoughts

Hi, I'm Jay, I'm 23 and I write poetry...

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July 6

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I feel like I was greatly made to love but not made to be loved, I've never really wanted much from this life and all I've ever wanted is to feel that love too, to be seen, chosen, to be loved. At times, I just want someone to call me, to be with me when I'm spiraling thoughts inside my head, and tell me to calm down when I'm overthinking or crying and their voice and hugs untangles all the spirals. For someone by side to say, "I love you" and suddenly I'm okay. I feel like I was made to love but not made to be loved...

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I'm sorry, I can't really handle the pain of loving you.

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The girl I'd climb the empire state building for, won't even text me back...

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No matter how much you give in, you can't fill something that keeps leaking.

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How do I get out of the abyss of love

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"We don't need to text everyday"

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"Yes we do"

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All this time

I drank you like the cure when maybe, you were the poison.

Clementine von Radics

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“I want to leave, to go somewhere where I should be really in my place, where I would fit in but my place is nowhere; I am unwanted."

― Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea

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June 1.

I'm tired.

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Do all my friends hate me ?

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I love films, movies, tv series, anime so much that I can't stand the thought that I'd one-day die and amazing movies will be made and I wouldn't be there to watch them

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Life's just this endless series of days you have to survive