Hey everyone, I really need help. I had to move back into my parents' house during the pandemic when I became very sick, and my depression skyrocketed. I am disabled and chronically ill and I can't work, and I only recently got health insurance (Medicaid) but cannot afford a therapist or medication (none near me take Medicaid).
My parents are divorcing, which is good for them because my father is an absolutely awful, abusive piece of shit, but bad for me. I don't have a place to go, and I used all my savings to scrape through the pandemic. I am trying to afford to be able to move in with my mom (also disabled) to split rent because I cannot stay in this house without her protection, and she can't really afford an apartment without a roommate.
My father has on numerous occasions threatened to kill my animals, refused to let me use the air conditioning in a heat wave (nearly went to the hospital for heat stroke and inability to breathe), threatens to kick my cats out or hit them at least once a week, and constantly berates, belittles, and insults me because I'm disabled, autistic, and mentally ill. If I'd been able to support myself I never would have moved in during the pandemic because I've been trying my whole life to get away from him. He doesn't want anything to do with me and had called me the worst daughter and a failure as a human being, and also told me I deserved every bad thing that's ever happened to me (being raped, being in an abusive relationship, losing my child). My father never does anything for himself and when my mom leaves he's said I can only stay if I wait on him hand and foot like my mother did, and there's no guarantee he won't throw me out anyway when he moves his girlfriend in. He's also threatening to sell my car, meaning I will be trapped in the house until he decides to come home at the end of the night.
I don't have anywhere to go and I feel bad asking for help but even a dollar would help immensely. I need to be able to find a therapist and get medication, and then start the process of applying for disability, and find some way to get rent to my mom so I can move out with her and get away from my father.
My PayPal is laurrante @ Gmail(.) com. Please, every little bit helps. I just want to get me, my cats, and my mom away from this man.
This is from my main blog. Please, if you can spare even a dollar, my mom and I are trying to escape financial and emotional abuse
I've gotten a few reblogs but most are from me and my side blogs. Please, please, if you can't donate, reblog to spread the word. You can donate directly to my PayPal at laurrante@ Gmail(.)com (no spaces). I don't want to risk my father stumbling over something public like a GoFundMe because he doesn't know my mother is divorcing him and trying to leave.
