A look into your eye

We see, hear & feel? What's real?

[fixourselves]

No need for one

Why is it that life has to be this way?

Is it always a hustle?

Why can't things be normal?

Why reach for the highest when there's no net?

Can never feel more uncertain.. worst of all finding oneself back at square one.

There was a turning point in all this.. the office.. the apartment on the other end of the causeway.. this house.. the original house in the north.. Zeus

Just live within our means.. so what if you're balling? Will it last for fk sure? Idk.. It will eventually run out if the means of ascertaining it weren't all good.. I wish I can close my eyes n go right back to the moment we were still in sembawang.. all was well.. debt free. No major overheads or headaches. No expectations.. No nothing. Live and let live.. grind n bite down hard

Why? Greed? Image? Status?

That's on one end of all this dysfunction..

Looking at oneself. Endless escaping, wasn't meant to be.. suckered to saying yes.. was it all for what? Absorb the culture? Bullcrap.. self pleasure and living the 'dream' well now that it's hit back in the face.. was it worth it? I don't feel so.

Is it too late to regret? Yes. Lifestyle change can only go up. Fascade for who? You pump your chest up but it has no depth.. no structure.. for naught..

And here we are staring into abyss, looking behind is a trail of deceit'

Typing away.

No use for feedback.. it's just thoughts.

Time reaps n crawls under the skin.. every tictoc is $ evaporating.. Can we stop it?

[fixourselves]

L0gan Pau|?

In short, the move that “disgusted” everyone worldwide was indeed a calculated decision. Think about it for a moment.. & let the numbers speak for itself.

- Increase in subscribers *tho I was never one to follow such idiocy in the first place*

- YTub3 allowing the content to stay on the channel even with a pg rating?!

along with that a bullsh*t of an apology and allowing his channel to still remain active?! wow humanity done right, right there.

- Bad/Good/Disgusting publicity is still Fruitful publi$ity

You travel to a country that treat people with the highest amount of respect, order and warmth, yet you take a piss on traditions, humor and belittle the culture and cause discomfort to the citizens. Being a representative of and from a western society, taking all negative stereotypes of western culture and smearing it all across Japan.

For fame and money, publicity is the driving factor behind it all, take reference from those days when videos of people torturing kittens circulated; it is the amount of traffic views generated that yields the most, do they care if you love them or loathe them? nope.. the fact that you spoke about it or raged about it to others will just fatten up their pockets.  

Was he looking for a body in the “Suicide forest”, the answer is yes.. with all respect, it definitely is not a spectacle to behold and even the nerve to thumbnail a person’s remains on any medium of social media.

Does he know what it feels like to have someone he cares about take their own life? Nope.

Does he realizes the amount of hurt and emotional damage he has stirred among the victims family? Nope.

Does he understand how people with depression or suicidal tendencies function? Nope

Then again, does he care? well if you are reading along then you’d probably guessed a big fat NOPE.

So with that he already know full well the situation he is stepping into. Same goes to YTub3.. shame on both parties.

But what can i say? I’m just a person sharing his views, i do not tweet about everything like D. Tramp let alone own an account, nor bathe in the ever pursuit of likes..

[fixourselves]

What are we feeding ourselves?

social media is about exploiting human psychology, a quick fix. if we aren’t addicted turn it off for a week can we?

some do anything to be liked or noticed, now  as the current generation it’s to be liked by 60 million.. every individual wants to feel connected truth vs popularity these days can be a diluted topic.. how the rich use money to influence groups.. they are basically paying to manipulate peoples thoughts.

It is just as good as Dopamine fix when a red notification appears, a like appears.. feedback actually is what we are looking for.. we are looking for reactions.

On the developers end, their main objective is how do we consume as much of your time as possible and your attention? And if possible by posting, considering to post something for that matter becomes an endless cycle of self validation.

Same goes for binge watching series/dramas. Sad to say we are all wiltering away and truth be told.. psychologically messing up the basis of human nature and how society evolves around us.