❝ 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘐𝘊𝘌 𝘋𝘖𝘌𝘚 𝘕𝘖𝘛 𝘍

❝ 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘐𝘊𝘌 𝘋𝘖𝘌𝘚 𝘕𝘖𝘛 𝘍𝘖𝘙𝘎𝘐𝘝𝘌 ❞

[fjerdarn]

INDEPENDENT     ,    PRIVATE    ,    BOOK    BASED   &   CANON   DIVERGENT MATTHIAS HELVAR WRITTEN   BY   ELLA  .

pages under co.

[fjerdarn]

i shall be returning here soon bcs exams r over n i do have muse for this very idiotic soul 

[mvrkblvckthorn]

The noise was deafening even beneath the water, but with fear also came a kind of giddy vindication. He’d been right. The Voice of God. There was always truth in legend. Kaz had spent enough time building his own myth to know. 

[fjerdarn]

I miss my son 🥺

[suavetore]

        ❛    before   it’s    over    you’ll    have    learned    WHAT   I    CAN    AND    CAN’T    DO    .     winter     is     an     unforgiving    season 

 THIS   CHARACTERISATION    IS   STRICTLY   AGAINST SHOW   CANON !!

[fjerdarn]

@shedaggers·    /    INEJ

CUT  FROM  THE  SAME  CLOTH    /      her  lips  twitched  with  ease  as  she  watched  the  way  the  man  crafted  a  smile  warm  enough  to  melt  the  icecaps.  inej  was  surprised  by  the  confession,  softer  than  prayer,  and  the  fact  he  was  willing  to  admit  that  to  the  wraith.    leaning  her  back  on  the  brick  of  the  building  they  sat  next  to,  she  relaxed  her  shoulders  and  her  sharp  eyes  softened  to  pull  him  in.      HE  WAS  BECOMING  MORE  LIKE  THEM.    criminals,  thieves,  killers,  and  crows.  all  picked  to  pull  off  the  impossible.    her  eyes  lifted  to  watch  a  bickering  session  between  nina  and  kaz,  distent  but  predictable,  and  her  eyes  turned  back  to  the  boy.      ❝      because  you  are  free.      ❞          

she  paused,  mind-twisting  around  the  word    FREEDOM    as  if  she  understood  what  that  meant.    the  reality  was,  inej  was  still  working  through  the  balance  between  guilt  and  survival.    to  busy  her  mind,  she  brought  her  fingers  to  a  knife  against  her  hip  and  started  to  play  with  the  blade.        ❝    do  your  gods  not  believe  in  freedom?      ❞             

      ❛   my   gods   .   .   .   ❜   he   wondered   what   his   gods   would   want   .   WHAT   DJEL   WOULD   WISH   FOR   .   surely   not   for   his   followers   and   believers   to   enslave   grisha   or   treat   them   like   objects   .   maybe   NINA   WAS   RIGHT   .   maybe   his   gods   were   grisha   once   .   the   questions   in   his   mind   were   multiplying   -   daily   .   ❛   I   don't   know   what   my   gods   would   want   .   I   feel   confused   Inej   .   like   I've   lost   my   connection   to   them   and   I   do   not   want   to   lose   it   .   I   do   not   want   to   become   like   him   .   FAITHLESS   .   find   comfort   in   objects   .   ❜   his   eyes   on   the   demjin   .   he   wasn't   weak   ,   he   was   brilliant   .   he   was   strong   but   he   died   not   envy   him   at   all   .   Living   for   the   kruge   ,   seemed   like   a   very   low   philosophy   in   life   to   have   .   not   fulfilling   at   all   .   empty   .   

❛   he   can   survive   any   danger   in   his   way   ,   but   what   happens   to   him   when   time   comes   for   him   ?   kruge   will   not   save   him   .   no   one   can   outrun   time   .   when   time   comes   to   get   me   I   want   to   see   my   gods   .   I   want   them   to   tell   me   that   THEY   ARE   PROUD   OF   ME   .   but   I   do   not   know   what   would   make   them   proud   anymore   .   I   feel   lost   .   I   feel   angry   .   I   feel   disappointed   .   I   thought   they   would   want   what   brum   taught   me   ,   but   now   I   fear   that   everything   has   been   a   lie   to   an   orphan   .   somebody   so   gullible   and   I   fear   it   worked   perfectly   for   him   .   ❜

[waterstribe]

@sixofcrowsnet heist: fjerda

❝they’d come into the i c e  c o u r t  scurrying like rats. live or die, they were going out like an army.❞

[fjerdarn]

also for people that are interested in the OG Damon Salvatore @suavetore

[praying]

by Hannah Sweet

[fjerdarn]

I see tumblr calling me out today, NOT NICE

[fjerdarn]

so I signed up for the vaccine waitlist and I have 2nd level priority, not too bad

[likethcrns-archived-blog]

bioticbcss:

I think everyone kind of wants to have that kind of ship that one feels terribly invested in. Talk headcanons late into the evening, the kind of ship that makes you start doing playlists, aesthetic posts, art, drabbles. Without feeling awkward because you are not sure whether your partner is as invested as you are. I only have one thing to say: be that kind of ship partner. If you want to ship something, don’t be afraid to approach a mun about it, the worst they can do is say ‘nah thanks’. Don’t be afraid to show how much you love a ship, take way the stigma of being overly interested in ships and doing stuff for a pairing. Go for it, show that you are passionate about it, and you will see it can turn out great. 

[fjerdarn]

me: not being able to find an age accurate blond fc for Matthias

me out of desperation: what if Nina tailored him brunet for like ever

[fjerdarn]

Nina giving Matthias a man bun is a must on this blog

[deanmoth]

What are you doing? God, relax, I promise not to ravish you. I hate the way you talk.

[cinemaspam]

A Woman Is a Woman (1961) dir. Jean-Luc Godard

[fjerdarn]

also to the people that messaged me here or on discord, imma get back to you tomorrow ❤️