I'm scared!

independent || semi-private HTF Flaky || NSFW warning

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scoobs erin up and gently smooches

>erin.exe has crashed

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@warb0nds jiiiiiii

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warb0nds:

OOC.

Pls look @ this thank u

REBLEGS THIS B/C FLIPPIN THIS IS GR8 EVERYONE SHOULD SEE THIS GLORY

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     Flaky was out front doing some minor gardening. The front planters needed weeding and the bushes trimming. Just past that, in the open window that led to the kitchen, she’s left a fresh baked pie to cool. Cliche, yes, but Flaky liked some cliches. Next to the cooling treat, she’s left a little radio, playing some music to keep her entertained as she words, shaded from the sun with only her sunhat.

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narxkami:

          “Ah … iiya. It’s nothing.”

“Buh-- but it looks bruised! W-We should put ice on it!”

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     “Oh, ah... that... looks painful. A-Are you okay?”

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❛  We are formed by dust, when life ends, we shall return as dust to the ground. ❜

{ Art Cred. }

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( James )

[ txt: ♥Erin♥ ] great !!! would dinner at 730 be fine then?

That way it would give him enough time to figure out what to cook, what to buy from the store and hopefully enough time to make it. Maybe he could look at one of the cookbooks around the library and maybe check one out? Yeah that’s what he’ll do and then he’ll quickly run over to the store and gets what he needs.

[sms: ♡James♡ ]      Sure!! ٩(⁎❛ᴗ❛⁎)۶ I’ll see you then! 

Her heart skipped along to a melody of excitement that trickled from her lips in the form of nervous giggles. She had actual plans for Valentines, now. Dinner plans! With James! Not to say that it was an actual date - James had said nothing of the sort and Erin didnt want to assume anything. But she’d have to make sure she looked nice when she headed over after her shift. Filled with giddy excitement for their plans to come, Erin tucked her phone back into her pocket and slipped back out onto the sales floor. Time to tackle her work for the day with her newfound energy. Though, all the while she couldn’t help but think on what she’d wear. Hopefully she had something nice she could put on that was clean...

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 ( James )

@flakyphobic​ || Cont.

The Vet doesn’t let go, instead his hold on her gets tighter, not enough to hurt Anna, no, he could never hurt her. He promised to protect her, and he vows to keep it. Eventually he loosens his grip, allowing Erin to turn around to face him. He lifts his head to look at her.

His own face is distraught. Eyes are blood shot and his pupils are small. There’s bags underneath his eyes, he looks like he hasn’t been sleeping for a while. He looks somewhat terrified, like he’s starring at a ghost.

❛ Anna please…. M’so sorry…. ❜

He tries to hold back a choked sob, but it’s a failed attempt. He’s back to sobbing. He’s quiet for sometime, his breathing is labored in between sobs. 

❛ I’ve….. I’ve missed yo….you…. ❜

He’s not looking at Erin. No this wasn’t Erin. This was Anna. She was back. It was Anna’s red hair, it was her beautiful pale skin. This was Anna.

Part of her wanted to snap him out of it. To tell him she wasn’t Anna. She was Erin. She was standing right in front of him, and yet he called her by someone else’s name. It was just as she had feared. He didnt see her. ‘Erin’ wasn’t here, in his eyes.  Another part of Erin was telling her to stop.To keep quiet, let him get his feelings out. Dont break the spell but use it to help him. Despite the sorrow it brought her to be in this situation, she was more inclined towards the second option. Maybe it would be better to let him get this all out. Getting it off his chest might help him with whatever he was going through over this Anna, person.

So she would take it for now. In hopes that it would bring about some greater good in the end.  Listening to him sob was a thousand times worse than his mistaking her for someone she didn’t know. And so she reached her hands out to him, fingers gently brushing his cheeks as she cups his face. He looked so tired, she noted. The nights passed had not been kind to him, and she wondered if he’d been suffering nightmares again. Perhaps this was what brought about the current predicament. She wants to say something, anything. To tell him he should rest. To tell him everything was okay. To say that ‘Anna’ missed him too -- anything. But what if her voice didn’t quite reach him? What if he didnt hear her, but only ‘Anna’? Or...what if her voice broke whatever spell he was under and all she ends up doing is making him cry again over the disappearance of someone he missed so much, who wasn’t actually here?

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Quietly he came up behind her, his arms wrap around her shoulders, his weight leaning against her, his forehead pressed against the back of her head. ".. M'so sorry... Anna please forgive me...." His voice is cracking and hoarse, as if he's been crying for a long time.

     If it weren’t for his familiar scent, Erin might have panicked at the thought of a stranger just coming up behind her and holding her like that. But it was James. She knew him anywhere -- at least, she would like to think so. Her heart skipped a beat, those arms drawing around her like that. Though the extent of the weight put on her was rather much for the small redhead, she managed (somehow) to keep to her feet.But at the name he called, everything seemed to still. Her mouth agape -- seconds away from calling his name -- and she froze. 

Anna?

Who was Anna? Erin had never heard that name before. What was Anna supposed to forgive James for? Why did James sound like he’d been crying? Was he crying over this Anna girl?Who was Anna?Erin was silent for a moment. He was clearly mistaking her for someone else - and that was not something that had ever really happened before. Well, maybe once when he was sick he confused her and Giggles for each other. But that was a different thing.

She did shift, ever so slightly in his arms. Trying to turn just a touch. Just enough to look at him. But if she were to catch his gaze, would he really be seeing her? The thought made her heart hurt. When she did speak, her voice was barely above a whisper on her lips. “...James?”

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@warb0nds and i are laughing over James and Erin being the cutest couple that isnt a fucking official couple. these two fucking losers over here get it together u nerds lmao

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warb0nds:

As soon as he got the text back his eyes lit up. Now he just needed to figure out what to fix.. What was Erin’s favorite food again? Did he even have food to cook and make a proper meal out at his place? He might end up having to do a quick run to store and try to hide from Erin at the same time, to at least give the illusion he had this all planned out from the beginning.

[ txt: ♥Erin♥ ] did you want to come over for dinner? what time are you off?

[ txt: ♥Erin♥ ] i mean only if you wanna have dinner with me tonight?

[txt: ♥Erin♥ ]  ill be cooking of course

     She was supposed to be restocking the hair products right now, but instead she was tucked in the back near the breakroom, clutching her phone with both hands. Erin had fled the aisle as soon as she’d heard her phone chime in her back pocket to check her texts. Bad work ethic, but the rush of the store had ebbed, giving her more than a moment.  She had been right about James inviting her to dinner. There was no hiding the smile it brought to her face.

[sms: ♡James♡ ]      i would love to!  \( ^o ^\)

[sms: ♡James♡ ]      oh and im off at 5:30

[sms: ♡James♡ ]      ill have to change before i come over tho

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     Erin had barely gotten punched back in from her lunch break when she received the message on her phone. She didnt think she’d get any sort of message until after his shift ended. Then again the library didnt tend to be all that busy on a day like today. When she read the message, however, her heart fluttered. Was he going to invite her to dinner? It seemed the obvious thing to assume, considering it was a question about if she had any plans.  Fingers hesitated before carefully piecing together a reply.

[sms: ♡James♡ ]       no plans for me. ^ ^ just me n’ a movie rly

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I DEMAND THIS

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i hope someday to do a thread where someone brings up Erin’s crush on James or something equally flustering or embarrassing for her. and then I can use my over exaggerated blushy faces.

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     “I wonder if James would go with me...”  The redhead mutters (to herself) as she gazes at a poster on display in a shop window. Something about a carnival nearby town. A sale on ticket prices for an Aquarium in a nearby city. She had very faint memories of such a place from her childhood, but she’d never had the courage to drive there herself. She hadn’t much courage to drive many places.      “I want to see the fish.”

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making new icons for Erin