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“ellie, it’s not that you’re some innocent kid, it’s that i’m not.” beth warned, talking another step closer, almost threatening. “please… you know i wouldn’t hide anything from you if it wasn’t for your own good.” beth lowered her head, looking down at the ground, her head inches from ellie’s. “i am begging you.. don’t push this.” beth took a step back and sat down on her bed. “we do things we have to to survive.. sometimes we’re not proud of them… but we make do with what we have. i left gallagher and i had nothing. no money, no food, no home.. but i found opportunities. i took them. that’s the only excuse i have.”
AT THIS POINT, SHE COULDN’T CARE LESS ABOUT HOW BAD IT WAS. it’s not like she could judge beth for anything ---- she wasn’t exactly the most innocent person herself. she just wants to know what’s going on , wants the secrets and the sneaking around to end. “what kind of opportunities?” she asks , refusing to let this go , eyebrow quirked as she steps towards them. “are you fucking people for money ? finding out dirt on people for clients ? believe me , beth , nothing you say is going to freak me out. i used to be friends with daisy , remember ? i’m pretty sure she’s done every possible immoral or illegal thing out there. just fucking tell me.”












