[ Last Updated --- June 1st, 2026 ;; Complete revamp ]
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Hello hello! I'm Fynn, but you may also call me Okami or my username!
I am an adult therian that rambles sometimes.
I go by He/Him, Pup/Pups, and a plethora of other neopronouns! Feel free to ask me and/or check out my prns.cc for my terms/flags/prns! I heavily prefer human & masculine terms - I don't mind neutral "being" terms, though, but please do not dehumanize me or degender me!
I am transgender, gay, aromantic, and xenogender (Pupgender, Sunnydeergender, etc.)
I am a dog therian, specifically spiritual and psychological. I'm not any specific breed, but I do have floppy ears and a fluffy tail kinda like a lab! I also consider myself an Alterhuman and a Metahuman. Metahuman is a personal term to describe my identity!
I am a furry and artist - I have been for about 14 years! I use Clip Studio Paint for my artwork (mostly), otherwise I do it all traditionally ^^
My stances are not listed here because I frankly get tired of listing them, but you can find my stances in my posts pretty easily and/or my sideblogs!
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Might I reccomend this app as well !! I personally am a beta tester for it, and have been for around a month(?? Ish?? Maybe shorter? Idk! I was in the first batch of testers) and it is AMAZING!!
It's like if Octocon, SimplyPlural, and Ampersand had a baby that had even more features (and even then it isn't overwhelming because you can control whats on your dash!)
[ bonus — the app is anti-endo, however acknowledges that it cannot and will not control who uses the app/bot :) ]
On a serious note though, I love when it's warm and especially really sunny, it makes me really shifty. It makes me feel like a big 'ol retriever that just flops in the sunshine and lays there for a few hours, I'd love to do it if I wasn't at work right now. I love when the sun is juust strong enough to where you can notice when you stand in the sunshine where it hits your clothes, and when it makes you feel all warm and comfy... Tbh I might just be a lazy dog though!
[ Last Updated --- June 1st, 2026 ;; Complete revamp ]
(( Templates for dividers are from abudasima and recolored by me ))
Hello hello! I'm Fynn, but you may also call me Okami or my username!
I am an adult therian that rambles sometimes.
I go by He/Him, Pup/Pups, and a plethora of other neopronouns! Feel free to ask me and/or check out my prns.cc for my terms/flags/prns! I heavily prefer human & masculine terms - I don't mind neutral "being" terms, though, but please do not dehumanize me or degender me!
I am transgender, gay, aromantic, and xenogender (Pupgender, Sunnydeergender, etc.)
I am a dog therian, specifically spiritual and psychological. I'm not any specific breed, but I do have floppy ears and a fluffy tail kinda like a lab! I also consider myself an Alterhuman and a Metahuman. Metahuman is a personal term to describe my identity!
I am a furry and artist - I have been for about 14 years! I use Clip Studio Paint for my artwork (mostly), otherwise I do it all traditionally ^^
My stances are not listed here because I frankly get tired of listing them, but you can find my stances in my posts pretty easily and/or my sideblogs!
happy priideee monnthhh!! from your favorite dog!!
lowkey i almost crashed clip studio TWICE drawing this LMFAO
always remember!! your attraction and gender is YOURS!! dont let others beat you over the head abt it!!
andd my own identities !! cuz why not!!
I included me being a therian with it because my queerness affects my spiritual/mental identity as well!! Plus this is a (primarily) alterhuman/dynahuman blog soo x)
I’m asking from a genuinely curious and scientific perspective. I believe that you are all valid no matter what the answer is, I’m just curious and I like learning!
I'm at work & don't feel too well so ignore any typos, I'm also ngl I didn't expect to see this in my inbox LOL.
But the short answer is — it doesn't. Systems cannot exist without the involvement of trauma. There have been studies time and time again that simply prove that systems are traumagenic in nature, even if they cannot deliberately say "You need trauma for this" in the diagnostic criteria. <- furthermore its also just kinda. dumb. to assume that it all has to be laid out flat and plain and obvious, especially when you cannot feasibly measure trauma. trauma is how the brain interprets the events!
Systems, in the context we're speaking in, are entirely derived from trauma responses — hell, the term "system" specifically refers to "System of Survival". Aka, the system of responses the body goes through to protect itself from traumatic memories, which it otherwise cannot see itself surviving.
Systems form through trauma responses such as severe & consistent dissociation, derealization, depersonalization, amnesic barriers, time loss (due to dissociation), etc. All of the responses mashing together is what results in the ego states (different states your mind is in when you're young, before a solid identity is formed) staying seperated, since the brain does not think it can survive if these ego states merge. The traumatic memories would be too much for the brain to process all at once, and thanks to the brain not being able to perceive any safety either (as the child themself does not feel safe), it just throws up barriers to try and contain the traumatic memories.
That's what then form alters (alternative dissociated identity states)! Alters are not entirely seperate people, as all alters share a psyche & brain — they're just all dissociated portions of the same brain. The dissociative barriers is the entire reason why alters exist, to claim to not have trauma, is to claim to not have those complex dissociative barriers in the identity, and thus you wouldn't have alters.
I'd definitely reccomend researching it in your own time whenever you can, just always remember to be careful considering the extreme weight of the topic (trauma)!
This is all why OSDDID are generally the only disorders known to cause systems, as well. They're the only known disorders at this moment that are complex enough to cause these alternative identity states, mash-ups of trauma responses, and specific isolation of traumatic memories through dissociative amnesia.
Its also just generally "silly" to entertain the idea that you can experience the complex trauma responses that make up systems without trauma. The brain does not start throwing up dissociative barriers all willy-nilly just because it wants to. It's counterproductive and just causes issues, so why would the brain want to make things harder?? 😭
note :: I know UDD is a diagnosis as well, however afaik it tends to be temporary since it just means you have a dissociative disorder but they don't know what kind.
are you aware that your ""beware"" post is being used by literal irl stalkers?
This will probably be my one and only post on this blog cuz lwk I'm starting to move away from Tumblr but.
No, I was not aware, and I'd highly reccomend reporting + blocking the being trying to use my post to doxx people! I've already reported it myself.
Alas, I'm not going to take down my post about Ourcana's developer as I'd rather her actions NOT get swept under the rug, however I do not condone any harassment or doxxing or anything of that matter towards her either. Block and move on!
I in no way associate with beings who think it is fine and dandy to exploit others for their own gain or to act as a savior by "bringing justice" to them. Do not endanger anybeing, regardless of if you agree with them or not.
hello! here from your reply on a post and wanted to ask if u could elaborate on ourcana's dev and co-dev stuff? we havent seen any info on it before your reply
Of course!! I'll put it all under a cut just to prevent flooding anything. CW below for discussions of Nazis, Labor camps, Generative A.I, and harmful rhetoric. No DNI on this post.
[ Edit 04/15 ;; Censored out names of those not involved in Ourcana developer's behaviours + added more information as it's been found ]
So, for one, I'd seen this personally on the dev's blog when looking for evidence on other claims, which was eugh ->
I don't know if I need to explain why that's bad and/or just overall ignorant, LOL. Also, it's strange to me that they out of nowhere came back to Tumblr a week ago, despite being seemingly inactive for 8 YEARS. Is it just me or. Idk. (Additionally: Ourcana's developer has since had to make a new blog named myonmyonmyonmyonmyon)
The developer is also "entheogenic" , which from what I've seen isn't on pluralpedia, so it's not a well-known endogenic origin. If I am to guess, it's some form of purposeful spiritual systemhood, guessing by the suffixes. ("en-" means "in or part of", "theo-" means "god/deity", so maybe it means "part of god" systemhood?? idk. your guess is as good as mine) [The developer has since "clarified" that it was where tulpagenic systems originated??? wtv]
(i couldn't understand 90% of this. if anyone else does understand PLEASE tell me what it means because I can't wrap my head around it. Regardless though the whole "I'm entheogenic, and so can you!" feels so. Eugh.)
Now for the big "oh god" of the developer: the Nazi jokes.
Now, here you can see Heni (Linux) being caught on TWO seperate occasions making jokes about labor camps, nazism, concentration camps, and comparing online discourse to nazism. After beings didn't respond well to the jokes (which, who would??), they went out to essentially just state "This isn't the environment for me to say these things, can we get back to developing now?" — entirely disregarding the sensitive nature of the jokes. They then on THIS post proceeded to state that it was okay since they were raised Jewish, but I digress.
Heni making nazi/labor camp jokes I have also been given proof of, which is here:
(if you aren't in support of them or anything, WHY would you joke and say that those with different stances that you regard as "woke bigotry" should be put in them?)
The apology is also pretty disingenuine imo. Regardless of if it even WAS a space where you can say that, WHY would you, especially when you are an adult (IN THEIR 30s IIRC.) and ACKNOWLEDGE how heavy the topic even is? You shouldn't EVER joke about something like that, full stop. Don't shove it off to the side?? when you're excusing something that drastic??? As well as just seeing their community accept the apology right off the bat when it is SO obviously half-assed just irks me.
Additionally, the main dev has been banned from PluralKit's server for something involving AI (I'm still looking into this myself), but they do discuss that they did NOT use A.I in coding itself, but for other things. Respectfully, at least to me, their whole apology reads very A.I-neutral/positive to me. -> Later on they have been seeing sucking up to Sophie-In-Wonderland, a notoriously gross endogenic system whom has public C.AI bots advertized on their page for forming tulpas. A generative A.I bot cannot tell you how to undergo a heavily spiritual practice.
Heni also openly goes out of their way on their main blog to harass anti-endos, and argues that "DNIs are manipulative because they tell you what to think and what not to do to someone". What?
Said link they use as "evidence" is a narcissism abuse link that does not regard narcissism as a cluster B disorder like it... isn't one?? It's a disorder not some criminal activity.
I ran out of image space, as I'm on Mobile, but I can prove evidence of these claims as well
Reblogging because I have updated this with more things the developer has done and I've corrected some information I had wrong (namely somebeing in the screenshots that was not involved reached out asking to be censored out, and I corrected where I thought Heni and Linux were two seperate beings 🥹)
If anyone has any other information they'd want added to this please lmk through either my askbox or PMs!
The Plurality survey is finished! This survey is an extensive questionnaire for any system/plural to answer, and will be used to help me develop a document on the origins/history of the phenomena that is non-traumagenic plurality.
The survey is 20 questions long, and is broken up into 3 sections.
(Technically it's less than that since the last section is mostly bullshit questions I was thinking of, but I digress.)
Feel free to share this survey with anybody you know, I'd ADORE to get to know everybody's opinions! Feel free as well to leave any critiques on the survey.
This survey is entire anonymous -- I cannot see anybeings information, I can only see whether or not it's been filled out and what answers are provided.
(Additionally -- PLEASE REBLOG, LEAVE QUESTIONS, WHATEVER YOU'D LIKE HERE!! This post is open for ANY stance/origin to comment, send asks on, etc. BE RESPECTFUL TO OTHERS HERE. Any harassment, degrading, demeaning, etc. from ANY side will be deleted and blocked.)
Link to the survey (edit 4/10 ;; New survey that is more thorough has been linked! Thank you all for your criticisms on the original!)
*Updated with a new survey link! This now links to the revamped version, which has taken into consideration the critiques on the first one. Be forewarned, this version is long!*
The Plurality survey is finished! This survey is an extensive questionnaire for any system/plural to answer, and will be used to help me develop a document on the origins/history of the phenomena that is non-traumagenic plurality.
The survey is 20 questions long, and is broken up into 3 sections.
(Technically it's less than that since the last section is mostly bullshit questions I was thinking of, but I digress.)
Feel free to share this survey with anybody you know, I'd ADORE to get to know everybody's opinions! Feel free as well to leave any critiques on the survey.
This survey is entire anonymous -- I cannot see anybeings information, I can only see whether or not it's been filled out and what answers are provided.
(Additionally -- PLEASE REBLOG, LEAVE QUESTIONS, WHATEVER YOU'D LIKE HERE!! This post is open for ANY stance/origin to comment, send asks on, etc. BE RESPECTFUL TO OTHERS HERE. Any harassment, degrading, demeaning, etc. from ANY side will be deleted and blocked.)
Link to the survey
Hihi chat! I'm in a super doggy mood today I'm ngl ,, Swatching my new shuttleart pens before I make some theriotype art for the first time in a while :^3
Just for funsies though (and to help pull my feed back to more therianthropy content)
Do any of you have shifts dependent on the weather? I'm curious!
I myself get much more dog-like when it's warm and sunny :)
Imagine this, it's eve, people are spending time with their loved ones, there's firework outside and Derek is laying dead on his desk, a content smile on his face.
On another dark room, Avery is staring at his computer screen, completely hopeless.
Just watched "destroying a world that doesn't exist" and that was the most homosexual tension between two pixel characters I have ever seen. I need updated fanfiction and fanart immediately
