your friendly neighborhood canniboy

not a cannibal just a fannibal

[flesh-connoisseur]

you can call me forest. he/they. early 20s. transmasc, aroace and gay. (real) latino.

𐂂 this is my vent blog. I use it to decompress and be transparent about whatever’s currently gnawing at me. don’t like what you read here? block me. 

𐂂 I’m uncomfortable with flirting and minors following me. I block freely, I’m not here to start or follow any kind of drama. radqueers aren't welcome here, don't ask for my stance on endo discourse or paraphilias. I’m also not comfortable with sharing personal information, if you’d like to be friends you can ask for my main blog. also, since this is a side blog, I’m not active in here 24/7. so if we’re having some kind of combo or you sent me an ask, I’m not ignoring you.

𐂂 please interact with me as much as you like. answering to my posts, sending questions or even messaging me is more than welcome if you're looking for a friend.

𐂂 I struggle with pretty much every symptom from the following: (covert) NPD, AVPD, CPTSD, idk depression and anxiety. I don’t like to call these “self diagnosed”, but yeah, I highly suspect having all of those. it’s economically impossible for me to get treated and tested so don’t even start with that bullshit.

[flesh-connoisseur]

i want to change the way I'm living rn like the depression caused by not doing anything at all to get better is eating me alive, I really need to put effort into getting those papers done for uni, studying the language so I don't fail my exams, I need to try and get a job or at least sell some art to not depend on my controlling folks money

I'm manifesting HOPE atp bro

[deerjawz]

[flesh-connoisseur]

I've had two borrowed books from the small communal library space for MONTHS 😭😭😭 the poor owners must think someone stole them, I swear I'll give them back as soon as I can omg so embarrassing

[ives57]

[biocrafthero]

perceived skill

[solitairians]

many small purchases add up to a large amount of money

[flesh-connoisseur]

mom called me n my siblings larvae (derogatory) earlier, still doesn't top that one time she called me a bitch while yelling at my face a few years ago

[flesh-connoisseur]

been feeling really jumpy today, idk what's going on but every little sound creeps me out (not full-blown paranoid, but still)

[iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou16]

Whenever i feel nervous in a social situation i immediately jump to "if i mess up, everyone here is going to stab me one million times Julius Caesar Style and it will be Totally Justified"

[anoldfriendfordinnerr]

[flesh-connoisseur]

no wonder I stopped reading the news, everything they show makes me lose faith in humanity holy shit

[flesh-connoisseur]

been thinking of getting myself a digital camera again. particularly because, if I get to visit my country again, it's unsafe for me to walk around with valuables, so a small old camera should do the trick, I hope.

I love taking pictures when I go out, and naturally I'd love to get the chance to snap a lot of them to have something from my homeland again.

[flesh-connoisseur]

need to keep locking in with my facial skin care, it had gotten so bad that when I washed my face I could feel bumps all over my skin. gross. but now it's better, not perfect, but at least it's behaving more healthy.

[flesh-connoisseur]

finally finished reblogging every post on my queue, the numbers were pissing me off

[tryksters]

they matched each others freak. 42 injured. 7 dead. 12 missing.

[pizzapvppy]

been feeling like this mf when literally anything happens