eamc.

as long as i was on my way to hell—i might as well enjoy the journey.

[kellythepitiablefangirl]

Edward and Bella + closeness

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       i’d burn down the whole world              if that meant keeping you safe. 

[flightlesslion]

-- open to all. "where have you been?!" edward said through his gritted teeth, running his hand through his hair in frustration. "we were going to put your face on a milk carton."

[flightlesslion]

a chicago man; edward anthony masen jr.

Verse I: chicago; Edward is the son of Edward Sr. and Elizabeth Masen, a well-known couple in the field of law, and attends a prodigious academy in Chicago, Illinois. He is known as the hopeless romantic due to his chivalrous ways, yet he is still your average teenager. 

Verse II: forks; Edward was sent to Forks, Washington to live under the care of his grandfather after his parents’ tragic death. He attends Forks High School as a junior, but all of his classes are senior level due to his advancement at his previous academy. He is slightly bitter due to recent events, but he attempts to push the memories aside by making new friends.

Verse III: family; Edward was adopted by Esme and Carlisle Cullen, but unlike his siblings, he is the only human. He is aware that his family is full of vampires, breaking the most important law, but the Volturi is not aware of his existence… yet.

Verse IV: cullen; Edward is a vampire. I will only do this verse if requested.

[msanonny]

[flightlesslion]

can’t believe it’s been five years since i last updated my age on this blog. it still says 21, but i’m 26 now and itching to write again, even though it feels a bit intimidating. if any of my followers are still here and can catch me up on what’s changed in the indie rp world since 2020, my inbox is open!

[flightlesslion]

a million voices in my head, and yet, none of them are my own. his voice - her voice - their voice, and yet, i can't help but cry and groan. i wish i could find my own consciousness in this very lonely sea. and then, maybe - just maybe, i can finally be the person i've been waiting for - the person just right for me.

[flightlesslion]

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@flightlesslion·  /   EDWARD 

                                            ❛     if  you  could  get  the  FUCK  out  of  my  head  ,           i’d  really  appreciate  that   ,     mosquito  boy.      ❜               a  tight  lipped  smile  meets  the  telepath  ,    though  his  gaze  has  narrowed.    

         “mosquito boy - that’s a new one.” edward stared at the shapeshifter with a smirk plastered across his face; his arms were crossed neatly behind his back. “you know that it can’t be help, black, but i assure you that i will try to stay out of that dirty head of yours. i would too appreciate it if you didn't think about my girlfriend in that way. thank you.”

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lsucvium​:

      “SEE?” The brunette groaned at that, shaking her head “Soon I’ll start getting wrinkles and grey hair, I don’t want to be an immortal with wrinkles, do you know how ugly that would be?” Bella tried to reason with the man - after all he would be the one looking at her for the rest of time if this plan worked out, right? Because she believed him when Edward said he loved her for eternity. She believed him when he said that his love was UNBREAKABLE, unchanging. That was the only thing she was able to go off of, his words and his promise - she could not read minds, could not control emotion. Even Alice’s visions were not a certain thing in this situation. But she BELIEVED him. Believed her own heart.

“Are you trying to make me into the dream-wife you never got to have?” Bella asked curiously, arching a dark brow at Edward’s words. She was scared - terrified. Thoughts of becoming an immortal never caused this amoutn of anxiety and fear in her gut as the simple mention of marriage did. The brunette had been conditioned through the past dozen of years to stop believing into an institution of marriage. Watching how her parents divorced and stopped talking, how her father still adored her mom but the woman moved on - she stopped believing a long time ago that a ring around your finger would be strong enough to hold you forever.

“Are you serious?” Bella looked at him, truly looked at him. At the amber eyes that gazed back at her. At the clenched jaw that seemed to wait for her answer. She shook her head a second later, still shocked to the core about the proposal. She knew she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him, but at their age getting married meant one thing - you got knocked up.

“You know I love you, is that not enough?” The young woman spoke softly, dark eyes looking out of the window before them, watching the trees, watching a few birds fly-by. “If I don’t agree to marry you - does that mean you will not turn me?”

          a chuckle parted from his lips as edward processed isabella’s concerns. he took in every syllable, every word, but in complete honesty, he didn’t know what to make of her argument. it was simply not sound, and frankly, a tad bit superficial. if age was of such importance, then must edward remind isabella that he was one-hundred-and-five? the thought was a bit amusing, edward admitted, but he chose to hold his tongue on that matter.

“you’re eighteen, love - not eighty. you are beautiful now, and you will be beautiful then - regardless of whether or not you take on immortality. plus, esmé and carlisle were turned at twenty-six and twenty-three respectively, but would you consider them ugly and wrinkly - as you so put it?” pausing for just a moment, edward reached over and tucked isabella’s stray locks behind her ear. he watched as blood pooled into her cheeks, and he couldn’t help but smile at the almost instantaneous reaction. 

                                 what a vision she was.

                                                      and oh, how he dearly loved her                                                       ---and wanted to marry her.

unlike isabella, edward had grown up with different views of matrimony. it was something he deeply yearned ever since he was human, and like he told isabella, it was something that he wasn’t just willing to negotiate away. he wanted what the rest of his family had; he wanted what his parents had when they were still alive or human. although marriage meant next to nothing to isabella, it meant the world to him - but he didn’t know how to communicate that to her. 

taking off the cuff that permanently rested on his right hand, edward placed it in his loved hands. “open it,” he said, nodding towards the embellished cullen crest. nestled inside was his mother’s engagement ring - a piece of his human life and something that edward kept with him at all times.

“my mother was sixteen when she married my father. he was twenty-two at the time.” the vampire laughed bitterly; the memories of his parents were nothing more than a blur, but he clung onto them almost as if his unbeating heart depended on it. “they were in love - very much so. she was very much his dream-wife, and you are very much so mine.”

                    “although marriage is a social construct made by humans,                      it is something i’ve deeply desired for a very, very, very                      long time.”

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[forksmemories-blog]

Edward Cullen staring into the water. Taken by Emmett Cullen. 2006.

[flightlesslion]

           I hear voices in my head, and you’re worried that                                       you’re the F R E A K? 

                    independent edward cullen from the twilight saga !!

[flightlesslion]

sucvium·:

       WHAT A STUPID, IRRESPONSIBLE LAMB she was, what a stupid, stupid little animal - to have fallen in love with a lion. An animal with teeth so sharp and bloodlust heavier than the mountains. The brunette had wondered in the past couple of weeks that Edward and the Cullens were back in Forks — how had it happened that her feelings still ran so deep. Had he not hurt her? Had he not ripped her heart right out of her chest? She had been a wreck of a human for the months he was gone. A shadow of the Bella she used to be. Worrying everyone around her, especially Jake and Charlie - and now that he was back, she was ready to fall into his arms as if the man had never left.

                             STUPID, STUPID LAMB.

The brunette was snapped out of her thoughts as Edward began to speak, his silky smooth voice making a shiver run down her spine. He was right. He had been designed to lure her in, a creature of perfection to make her fall right into his trap — and she had been stupid and foolish enough to do it, had it been anyone else she would have been dead all those months ago. But instead - the fates had a different story prepared for her.

“I will talk to them.” Bella nodded her head in agreement to the first condition. She already heard of Carlisle’s and Esme’s backgrounds from Edward - that left only four remaining members of the family to talk to.

“College?” The brunette frowned - she was not even sure if she wanted to go to college. Sure, shew as smart and hardworking and would do exceptionally well at a higher degree education, but in the comparison of eternity of bloodthirst, college did not really seem like a real choice. “Edward, by the time I finish college I’ll be like 22.” Bella frowned at that “I’ll be actually OLDER than you, that’s not what I-” Her words were halted as the third part of the deal finally registered in her brain. Dark eyes widened as she gazed at the man, shocked to the very core for a couple of seconds “Marriage? — NO.” The woman shook her head. It was not that she didn’t love him, not that she did not want to become HIS - but marriage? Was it really necessary for a vampire lifestyle? “I-I’m eighteen, Edward, I can’t marry you.”

no one in his family had chosen this life for themselves. carlisle, edward, esme, rosalie, and emmett - they were saved from a certain death, ironically, by death himself. the same could not be said about jasper and alice, as they were not at death’s footstep when turned, and yet death was not merciless to them either. death was not a forgiving character; he took what he wanted, relentlessly and sadistically, whenever he wanted. disguised as immortality, death took them all.

isabella didn’t know how fortunate she was to have a CHOICE to choose her own fate - the CHANCE to experience human moments that the cullens will never be able to have ever again. what the cullens wouldn’t do to bear their own children, to dream another dream, to eat a proper meal - immortality took away these luxuries. edward was glad that isabella agreed to his first condition, knowing that his family will shine some light on their perspectives of life and death. 

“you are older than me,” edward pointed out, smiling crookedly at his beloved. “i had just turned seventeen when the influenza swept through chicago. i was heading into what was supposed to be my junior year of secondary school.”

pulling up to chief swan’s house, edward parked along the side of the road and turned off his engine. he glanced at the driveway, which was void of the chief’s cruiser, and averted his gaze back to the beautiful woman that sat behind him. “i was meant to be betrothed after my eighteenth birthday. it was common during my time, especially for soldiers. that’s what i wanted to be, you know? i wanted to be a soldier that was happily married.” 

                                “if college is not what you want, then fine -                                  but marriage is a condition that i am not willing                                  to negotiate away. frankly, i’m a tad offended that                                  you’ve rejected my proposal.”

[flightlesslion]

。.:☆*:･about three things that i’m absolutely positive that you show know about me: my name is shannon, my pronouns are she/her, && i’ve been penning ed on/off for approximately four to five years.

that being said, my eddiekins is a bit different from how he’s portrayed in the series. he’s a bit of a dork, more like his physical age, and a lot less uptight. you can read more about him below, but i would like to sincerely apologize in advance to those who may not agree with my characterization. anyway.. come plot or discuss with me !! :3

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[flightlesslion]

sucvium:

      THERE WAS A LOT OF CHAOS going on in her head, a lot of doubts, a lot of questions - even more fear than she had ever felt in her life. She was worried about her future, worried about what tomorrow might bring for her, but she was not scared of spending eternity with Edward. She had no doubt about living her life at his side, as two lovers shoul, no doubt for a life where he would not constantly ache to drain her of her blood. A life where they could both finally enjoy each other to the fullest.

                  She was madly, incoherently in love with him.

And that kind of a feeling would not change or go away. The brunette watched as Edward reached for her hand and then pulled back a second later, it was somewhat amusing to watch the vampire stress so much over the topic of TURNING a human into one of them. It should not be this hard, should it? He should not try to search for an excuse to let her remain human, right?

Bella did not feel right with the thought of going to Carlisle for help. It was something private, something tender that should be shared between her and Edward. If she was to gain immortal life she wished it would be from HIM - but if the man refused to give her what she wanted, she would have no choice. The doctor was experienced, trustworthy, she would not have to worry about him loosing control. But still - Bella wished it was Edward that bit her. Wished to feel his lips against her skin as her humanity faded.

“What kind of a deal?” The woman asked curiously, momentarily distracted from her wandering thoughts. She looked to her companion with an arched brow, dark eyes scanning over his beautiful, marble-like profile “Maybe I will consider it…”

                masochism was a tendency edward knew well. after all, he was nothing more than the sick, masochistic lion that stole his dear lamb’s pure heart. falling in love with a human was something he could never forgive himself for - not because he fell in love with a human, but because the human fell in love with him as well. 

and there she was, sitting beside him, as they discuss her impending damnation. he would never forgive himself for condemning her to such a life, but it was what she wanted. deep down, it was something he also wanted - to spend forever with his little lamb - but could he do it? could he kill her?

          “YES!——             i have friday off. can’t wait to—”

                                        “a dozen eggs, a gallon of milk, a box of—”

                    “fuck, where did i—”

shaking his head, edward attempted to clear his mind of all thoughts and voices. he wanted silence; he wanted the space to think, and yet, the voices in his head continued to roar. it was times like this where edward loathed his ability.

the sound of a car horn being honked was what brought him back to reality. he hadn’t realized that he was stopped at a stop sign for longer than need be. raising his hand to cover his rearview mirror, edward silently apologized to the car behind him and continued with his drive. it was such a human moment - so unlike edward.

pretending that never happened, edward finally opened his mouth to speak. “i have a few conditions i would like you to consider, if i were to do it myself.” he paused briefly, glancing at her before returning his vision back to the road. “first, i would like you to speak to the rest of our family about how they were brought into this life. i must warn you that most of their stories are not very pleasant.”

                                 “second, i would like you to attend college first.                                   i want you to have that experience as a human.                                   move away from home, party, drink - it will also                                   make your disappearance easier for charlie and renee.”

                “and third? well, this isn’t exactly how i planned to                  propose, but i would like you to marry me, bella.”

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* @flightlesslion​ ♥’d BELLA SWAN SC

        “SO WHAT YOU ARE TRYING TO SAY---” Her lips tugged into a half of a smile, dark brown eyes taking in the almost TOO PERFECT profile of the creature sitting in the car with her. His messy hair, the amber eyes watching the road ahead of them “---I am no longer your addiction.” Bella teased, shaking her head in amusement. She still remembered Edward mentioning how she was HIS OWN KIND of heroine but now he said he could CONTROL HIMSELF almost perfectly around her “Even if I cut myself on a piece of paper like I did at that party?”

[flightlesslion]

sucvium:

       HER BREATH SEEMED TO CATCH in her throat as the man’s response to her question echoed in the otherwise silent car. Bella looked at Edward as if he was from another planet, as if she could not understand the words he was saying to her. NOTHING TO WORRY? There were literally ROYAL vampires - the heads of all vampires in the world - supposed to be watching her every move and he wanted her not to worry? Her family and friends, her human collegues, the werewolves, and her new vampire family were in danger because of HER and he was so brazen about it?

“No.” Bella shook her head, turning her gaze away from Edward. She could not do this. Could not just take a backseat and watch everyone risk their lives for her. “Edward, I cannot let you do that.” The brunette added, looking out of the window at the scenery they passed by. Thegreenery of the woods, the small buildings here and there as they entered the busy areas of the town. The people so taken with their own little lives, not realising what was happening all around them. “The Volutri made a deal with us - with ME.” Bella pointed out “I will not be riskinganyone else’s safety or life because of ME.”

There was a moment of silence in the car before the brunette spoke again, not giving the man a choice of answering - she knew he would ARGUE, try to change her mind. But Bella has had enough time to think this through. To come up with a plan. “I want you to change me, Edward.” the young woman spoke softly, knowing he would be able to hear her “But if you cannot, I willturn to Carlisle for help.”

     untwining their hands, edward ran his fingers through his bronze locks. it was unruly as ever, although alice had attempted to tame the beast by styling it with gel earlier this morning. her efforts were to no avail, of course, as edward's hair refused to remain put for longer than an hour. it had a mind of its own - a mind that even edward couldn't control. plus, tugging on his hair was edward's bad habit; he did it when he was stressed, and let's just say - the poor man was always under some sort of stress.

     a soft sigh parted his lips as he returned his arm to the center console, opening his palm to welcome the return of his beloved's touch. he couldn't bare to be without her warmth for too long - not after the months they've spent apart. a moment passed, the tension in the car rising with every ticking second, which prompted edward's hand to return to his hair. he knew there was no point in arguing; alice's vision of bella as an immortal was as clear as ever, but could he take away his beloved's soul? he was unsure. he didn't feel like she knew enough about this life to want such eternal damnation.

     a few more moments passed before he finally responded to isabella. “i remember the deal we made with the volturi,” the vampire acknowledged.

                                                           “—but i would like to strike you a deal of my own.”