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28/Florida girl living half goth

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Don’t need to worry about no one She said I got her if I want She’s so soft like silk chiffon

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SAD is real but I am better than I was a few weeks ago. You know it’s not good when people at work are like…. You’re different what’s wrong 😭

Started taking my supplements again, even though I haven’t been exercising, but plan to get back to that once January hits. As well as not drinking for about 10 days.

Lately I’ve been feeling like. Deep, under the current depression. I’m not lonely, I’m not insecure, I’m not in a bad relationship… but I am just deeply deeply sad in the middle of my soul, just devoid of happiness. I told Danny I just want to lay down and sleep forever and he was like that’s dying and I was like. Yeah.

I mean, I don’t want to DIE. But I’m back to that sad and hopeless place when it just feels like nothing is gonna get better because I don’t even have the capability to try to make things better. I’m legit just. Getting to work on time. Trying to speak to people. Cleaning the kitchen. Repeat.

Anyway I’m starting to cry and I’m babysitting so gotta stop thinking about all that. In other news, we’re buying a house! It’s the street behind our best friends 😭 it’s amazing and a ridiculous fixer upper but it’s perfect.

I know my life is good. I have Danny, a loving family, supportive friends, a working car, a good job…. I wish my brain wasn’t broken so I could experience happiness.

[el3gy]

sometimes I have brief moments of clarity like oh yes. love and joy should be guiding me and it will all work out. documenting so i remember to express this

[fomorians]

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What do you do for a living

i try my best

[palesystemmalfunction]

“Heartbroken” 1895 Ignacio Diaz Olano

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A crested eagle tangled up with a snake in battle

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Before getting wine drunk you MUST consider if you have a man you can feel up. If not, you must seriously consider if you are ready to be wine drunk without having a man to feel up and do not overestimate your mental fortitude

[mysharona1987]

[bocekcicek]

Danny Lane

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[againstagamemnon]

A tree in Turkey, adorned with Nazars; charms designed to ward off the ill effects of the evil eye. 

[roselillihale]

edward having a certified Vampire Moment, hidden from charlie by the dark corner of bella’s room. he may as well be hanging from the ceiling

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