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Daily sketch, ig…………based off of a photo I found on Pinterest of Hiroko Hori

[fluffybumblebeedoodle]

hi!! we are in the same plant community and the other day you posted a hanger you had crocheted, i was wondering if you had a pattern for it that you’d be willing to share?

Of course!

It’s the Whistle and Ivy Versatile Crochet Plant Hanger. Here’s a link.

Easy and versatile crochet plant hanger - FREE crochet pattern - Use any yarn!

Crochet Plant Hanger - Free Crochet Pattern | Easy crochet plant hangers are fully customizable! Make it work for your planter or pot!

[fluffybumblebeedoodle]

I have my own thoughts about the Stranger Things Finale. (As everyone else does lol)

I feel like they had something with the focus on their personal lives after it all closed up, but it still feels unfinished. As everyone said, plot holes.

I did enjoy it, in the moment. I will be honest. I just wanted everyone to be happy and had already lowkey accepted El and Kali would not have made it, it is very sad, but also like why did they bring back Kali just to kill her. I feel like if they left Kali out of it and El just decided she would go with the upside down it would be better.

The whole ending scene with Dustin and his screw the squares moment felt very out of character for me him. Like……I feel like he would have just accepted being valedictorian, no? Especially if he went to a college after that. If he was so……screw the squares, why did he still go to college.

There were a lot of characters that were screwed over. Mike being the main one. Cause that “no you’re gonna be my best friend” was bs. Like, Will obviously likes Mike. Mike is so oblivious. Also, that damn painting. I did like writer Mike, but that’s about it. Honestly, Will, get yourself a boyfriend and make him jealous please.

Robin should have just had a happy moment with Vickie, like be so fr with me rn. I liked her little Rockin’ Robin wrap up, but her crying at the graduation literally made no sense to me.

Jonathan being a film student makes so much sense to me. His character and Steve’s were not messed up in the finale. It makes sense that Steve is a coach and I will be accepting coach Steve x reader fanfics to fill my soul.

Nancy…..it wasn’t as bad for her. I feel like she was already headed in this direction.

For Lucas and Max, that’s good, but I feel like Max def got the short end of the stick the whole season. Like, bro, she would not have left Holly behind be so fr with me.

Okay, I feel like I was only kinda okay with the ending until Mike was like “omg the speakers” during the graduation. Like, bro, do not tell me he got that random El’s alive thing from those speakers.

I did enjoy that it ended with a DND campaign and that Holly and her friends played it at the end.

I, personally, felt like Byler was really hinted at this season, as someone who hasn’t always been a Byler fan. I was Mileven, until this season. Like, Byler just made sense. Mike could not even say I love you to Eleven since the roller rink (I think).

I thought it was cute that Hopper comforted Mike, but it did not make much sense since I feel like they barely interacted and could not see them interacting in those 18 months.

Also the scene between El and Mike kissing was literally so platonic. You can pry that from my cold dead hands. I didn’t care that Purple Rain was playing, it was there, but that scene was literally such a throwaway scene.

The whole ending feels rushed. Idk how to explain it. It all happened so quickly. There were parts I enjoyed and others I didn’t. I like the DnD end scene, but it made no sense. The graduation scene pmo, cause Dustin wouldn’t do that. The whole screw the squares Dustin was not fully fleshed out before this, therefore it didn’t make sense.

There are pros and cons to how it ended. I feel like the main two people that I felt like were the focus of the show (Mike and Will), were just blown off.

That is personally why I think everyone hates this ending. Mike had no character growth and Will was tormented to just follow him. The gay bar scene gave us nothing, while watching it I was like ‘yes, Will can be happily gay in peace’, but now I am like ‘they threw that in just to make people be like “he’s happy”.

I think the ending fell short because we were expecting huge things, it is was just sorta meh. Like, what did we accomplish here? Yeah, everyone’s happy, but why? Why was Dr Kay not like killed? It all led up to ‘fuck the government’, which I agree with, but it didn’t make sense. They just messed with the school government. There were no big international changes because of illegal government experiments. The Geneva Convention was defined broken by the government, yet nothing was done about it yet you want us to believe that the ‘squares were screwed’. Like, show us what was accomplished globally.

Those are just my thoughts after the fact and finally hearing other people’s thoughts on the ending. I was happy everyone was happy, as I tend to just take a story for face value when I want and I do refuse to believe they would do that to the ending.

Me and my family watched it. All thought it was good, then literally stopped talking about it. It didn’t sink with us. There was no emotional value to it. I thought I woulda been crying, but I didn’t. I almost did at points, but it got lost in the amount of storylines that were trying to be wrapped up.

From a writer’s standpoint, there is more to be desired and I feel like it felt openended even if it was ‘closed’. I would love to read rewrites because we all hold this series dear. I may make a rewrite, maybe not in a traditional sense. I would love to make a continuation of it after since it feels like not much was solved. If you count that as a rewrite and would love to see my ideas, tell me.

I saw what they were trying to do with the ending, but missed the mark with major and minor characters. Everyone is pissed off about the queerbaiting. I’m not pissed off, just disappointed, like let Will be happy with Mike, (after seeing ending Mike maybe not lol). It was a sad end in many ways. I felt for the characters, at other times it didn’t. The addition of Heroes at the end showed what they tried to do with the ending but could not accomplish because of rushed writing.

Anywho, just my thoughts, happy new years.

-Bee

I will still be reading Steve and Eddie fanfic (x reader obv, send fic recs please 🙏)

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Okay, y’all, I have a big question that I would like some answers to. This is regarding Ever After High (literally my favorite show since I was a child, which I am not anymore lol)

If Maid Marian and Robin Hood had Sparrow Hood, how would it work out that there would be a Maid Marian legacy character, as in daughter/son/child of Maid Marian to take over the role of Maid Marian? All this happening without incest, lol.

I’m trying to make a self-insert for this type of legacy of Maid Marian, and am just curious how this would work.

[internetgiraffekid1673]

I one time when on a theory-crafting tangent about this on discord.

Robin Hood is an interesting character because he's not just a fairy tale, he's a folk hero. Like King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table, his lore periodically got changed or added as time went on and different people with different values and agendas got their hands on the story. And Robin Hood's lore is extra spotty because it was being told in the oral tradition LONG before it was written down, since he was a hero for the poor and uneducated. Many characters we consider staples are actually latecomers, and Maid Marian is one of them!

Ever After High's society is highly controlling and Milton Grimm usually wants there to be One True Narrative that everything else is attempting to emulate (and he wants to pick a One True Narrative that allows him to continue enforcing his rules). But since that's not how real life works, each time a fairy-tale is relived, it is a unique version that accounts for the circumstances of the individuals involved (Red and Badwolf's story ended in love, if Raven had signed her page, Cedar would have had complicated issues around the lying parts of the Pinnochio story, The Evil Queen invaded other stories, etc. etc.).

To account for the inconsistincies in Robin Hood specifically, me and friends on discord reached the conclusion that not every Robin Hood character is in every generation. Each generation of Robin Hood has a lot of the characters and they do a lot of well-known plot points, but they also do entirely new stuff and may have other members of their gang, and may skip out on popular stories.

We also noted that in the Robin Hood lore, Maid Marian doesn't actually have to be a noblewoman, and is commonly a lady in waiting. This means in any given generation, the girl who will become Maid Marian has the potential to be from any background as long as she works her way into the lady in waiting position (so that could be nobility if she's lady in waiting to a princess, but it could also be a well-to-do family without a title or a poorer family trying to improve their social situation by training their daughter to be a maid, etc. etc.). So she might have no idea she even HAS a destiny or she may think it's something different.

We specifically came up with an idea for a Marian who's siblings with The Little Shepherd Boy from a different Grimm fairy tale. He gets adopted by a King for his great wit, so it's easy to imagine a scenario where the Little Shpherd Boy has a sister who the King doesn't treat as his own daughter, but happily makes her a lady in waiting around the palace. By birth, this girl is a destiniless second sibling like Poppy, but since she fits the criteria to become a Maid Marian, the storybook of legends decides to declare her the Marian of this generation, at which point Grimm would draft her into Ever After High so he can groom her to live out the story in exactly the way he wants.

I also believe @key-is-drawing had a nextgen Marian character who isn't Maid Marian's daughter, but rather her protege from Sherwood Academy---someone she took under her wing, similar to what Marian does for Darling in A Semi-Charming Kind of Life---who then transferred to EAH (I think Key's specifically was also a lesbian who was in a gay rivalry situation with Darling and who Duchess mistook as competition for Sparrow's affection, but you'd have to ask Key to be sure, and your version could have any personality and relationships you wanted).

[fluffybumblebeedoodle]

That actually makes so much sense. The part of the story changing would have to happen because of changing times, like the storybook showing Apple and Raven a modern retelling of their mothers’ stories, in the show (I haven’t read the books, I prob should though)

Lineages, in the show, aren’t really explained. The family trees seem straight forward, like, if you are this person’s kid, that’s who you’re gonna be. No mentions of the different Charming families (at least I don’t think, haven’t watched the show in a year)

Also, the Marian who is siblings with the Little Shepard Boy is honestly a really good character idea.

[fluffybumblebeedoodle]

Okay, y’all, I have a big question that I would like some answers to. This is regarding Ever After High (literally my favorite show since I was a child, which I am not anymore lol)

If Maid Marian and Robin Hood had Sparrow Hood, how would it work out that there would be a Maid Marian legacy character, as in daughter/son/child of Maid Marian to take over the role of Maid Marian? All this happening without incest, lol.

I’m trying to make a self-insert for this type of legacy of Maid Marian, and am just curious how this would work.

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~is this a dream?~

Made by me in Minecraft

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Guess who just learned that you shouldn’t use the danish cross stitch on 28 count linen cloth? Took me too long to figure out to use the English cross stitch technique instead. :(

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So, I have a creative writing account, follow if you like :)

@bee-writes-stories · ☾𝓫𝓮𝓮 𝔀𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓼☽

-just writing fiction- -all pictures from Pinterest- -borders are credited-

[somewhereofataraxia]

Maybe we should be a bit more careful on who we support and are mutuals with (You know who this is about lmao).

There's so much more weirder shit they've said over the months (Your not the only one who has had to fight for their rights, and it doesn't excuse your weird ass behavior ♡).

EDIT!: You know, instead of actually apologizing or admitting they fucked up, they decided to delete their blog.

EDIT 2!: I just want to make it clear that the dark fiction they wrote wasn't the problem (I'm also a fan of dark fiction, straight up "dead dove; do not eat" territory, noncon, incest, and kidnapping type of stuff), it was the weird shit they had been spewing for MONTHS on end. If you think the stuff you see in the screenshots is bad, you should've seen the other shit they had said.

(Their other accounts were/are chewii-404, crybabyx3, strxxis, and fluffram. Running away isn't going to make it dissappear lmao).

[fluffybumblebeedoodle]

I literally ranted to a friend about them. I feel literally so happy that a whole lotta other people feel this way about them.

If you can’t accept listening to other people’s opinions, don’t share your own.

So many bad things, but the thing about making video characters ugly on purpose being a ‘woke’ thing is something I feel strongly about. May not have been exactly what they said, but seems like they would say it.

I was going to follow them at one point, but then I went to their blog and read through some posts……I ranted to my friend and then blocked this person.

[fluffybumblebeedoodle]

Rahhhhhhh, I just wanna scream.

Okay, I won’t agree with every opinion but c’mon.

If your opinion tears down own anybody, it shouldn’t be your opinion. So, I saw someone arguing with anons on their page. I was going to side with the person, for some of them I do. But, as I read on, this person is so sarcastic in their replies, I can’t really understand which side they take.

Also, this person, a female-leaning person (I presume), actually is hating on female video game characters for not looking pretty enough. She thinks she knows female anatomy, but she says some women in video games look like men with boobs slapped on. C’mon, bro, really? Like, it reminds me when all the gooners got mad because of the female mc of one of the Horizons games.

It doesn’t sit right with me because I don’t think I am particularly pretty. I’m not saying I hate myself, I love myself, but I’m not objectively attractive. When I see ‘less attractive characters’ by their standards, I see humans. They source games like Genshin as being ‘shit’, but it sold a lot because of the pretty character designs. I like Genshin, don’t get me wrong, but if you only play it for the ‘hot’ women, get over yourself and grow tf up.

I just don’t really understand why everything has to be pretty. Or attractive to the ‘male’ eye. I’m not trying to hate too much on this person, but they are agreeing with a lot of stuff that aligns with what men do to objectify women. It doesn’t make me feel good when there is this standard of woman have to have Eurocentric beauty or be thin and super sexy. I am white, yeah, but I’m not thin. I’ll be the first one to say that. I hate standards on looks, it makes ir even worse when people put these standards on fantasy worlds. You can do anything in fantasy realms, but you can’t make one ‘unattractive’ woman.

I just hate when people put women in boxes, it feels even worse when it’s another women.

This person also used the r-slur a lot….so…..🤷‍♀️

No hate to this person as a person if they ever see this and think it’s them. I just don’t like objectifying women, or the use of the r-slur. Your views do sound sorta transphobic when read, not saying you are, it just reads that way when you hate on women having muscles, which women do biologically have.

Have a great day everyone,

Bee

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Me and my friend are trying a bunch of different aesthetic looks from the 2000s. I made a wheel with a whole helluva lot of aesthetics from the official fandoms website (lol).

First roll was Bloghouse……so if anybody has tips on apparel and makeup, that would be great

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It’s late right now. I can’t sleep, mostly because of my new lobe piercings I just got done. These are my fifth and sixth piercings. I was curious about how many people have more than two (including lobes) This led me down a bit of a rabbit hole to find out. It ended with some dumb-f*cks ranting to Quotev (God, I now realize how much I loathe that site) about how ‘women with tattoos aren’t sexy’ and ‘are trashy’.

Just say you hate women without saying it. Say you view women as lesser. Say it to my face. I just don’t get why people judge others. Like, there were so many guys saying ‘I don’t date women with tattoos’. They gave no valid reason. I don’t get it. They think it’s ’sexy if she has one on her butt dedicated to her partner’. You want to brand her? Like, you do you for tattoos, but it’s only fine if it’s your name? And it has to be small? Women can only get ‘dainty’ tattoos and men can have these awesome flames and skulls? Give me a break and go f*ck yourself with a chainsaw. (Not to be taken literally) Also, this dude’s whole post read as ‘these young people’ type of stuff. It was answering a question ‘why does the younger generation get tattoos more so now?’ Or something like that but directly aimed at women. This poster’s reason was a biblical standpoint. A lot of women who agree in the comments are biblical. I know it says in the Bible and the Torah not to get tattoos, but not everyone is religious nor will follow the same religion. It’s just stupid to think that everyone does. A lot of religious people have tattoos.

His post was also very f*cking classist. He said something to the effect of ‘I don’t know why so many women of higher class get these trashy tattoos and look like they’re from a lower class.’ While being sexist, he’s also classist.

I hate this idea that women have to be dainty. Like, my mom (I love her) is fine with me and my sister getting piercings, but ‘no hoops in the nose’. It should be ‘dainty’. She’s the most feminist woman of the older women in my family. To be stuck with the ‘dainty’ woman narrative sucks. She doesn’t care when me and my sister finally get out of the house, at least.

I have many personal beefs with people who try to define women into this singular narrative. And anyone who does can go f*ck themselves.

Have a great day (night),

Bee

[fluffybumblebeedoodle]

Jeez freaking Louise,

I was watching the Bam Marenga Documentary thing (The Curious Case of…..)I haven’t finished yet. Only lady I trusted was the older lawyer

Lima, who knows if her technology works and who knows what actually happened to any of her patients.

Don’t get me started on BJ. She wants to present ‘facts’ to her audience. What facts? You can only truly present all the facts if you are neutral on the case, you aren’t. Also, the way she tells her audience to go actually come up with crazy conspiracies on Lima is sickening. The internet cannot handle these types of cases. Do not put trust in them to handle anything with actual people. It’s a hive mind.

I don’t like either side of this case, but Lima shouldn’t be doxxed and harassed. Learn some manners. If you want to do detective work, get into lost media.

It’s honestly sickening knowing BJ pulled Lima’s family into this controversy. She also doesn’t tell her fans to stop.

I do feel bad for Bam. While, some of this can be solved if he opens his eyes, I feel like his life has been taken out of his hands by both sides, including himself.

Most of all, I feel bad for the families all around. Bam’s harassing his family and BJ’s followers are harassing Lima’s family.

Needed to rant cause BJ in this episode is making me sick.

Okay, just an edit cause I finished watching the episode.

Poor Dahlia. I thought BJ would take mental health matters seriously. Not make it a f*cking music video. That’s disappointing.

And, as it turns out, you were supposed to not side with BJ and trust the older lawyer lady. She was the best when it came to giving facts and opinions.

Have a Great Day,

Bee

[fluffybumblebeedoodle]

Hello 🌸,

I hope this message finds you well. 🙏

Could you please help share my story and raise awareness about what my family and I are going through? 💔

A simple reblog of my pinned post or even a small donation could bring us closer to safety and rebuild hope in our lives. 💕

Your kindness means the world to me. Thank you so much for your support. 🌷

🕊️💖🌟

🍉

[fluffybumblebeedoodle]

Also, need this off my chest (lol), I love Digimon, always have, basically always will, but there is one thing that can sometimes turn other woman/people off from being into Digimon, the fan service. (Also, a reminder that I mainly read from the Digimon Reddit, which is a bit male dominated, but if you search for Angewomon cosplayers, they are some super cool people.)

Yeah, I’m open to admit there’s lots of woman (and men) in there who are scantily clad.

But, to anyone who is turned off by the fan service should watch the show. The ‘female’ Digimon, which they actually aren’t, since Digimon have no gender, but they are also super powerful. Like, freaking Celestial Arrow could freaking destroy a city (probs exaggerating a bit, but whatevs)

I think the fan service is combatted by being extremely powerful and the also added man fan service. They make it equal for all their audience, other than the AroAce fellas, you guys probs don’t care.

One thing Digimon artists know how to get right is a hot human body, lol.

So, please, give it a chance. Also, we are actually pretty chill about finding these Digimon a bit hot, since they are, unlike Pokemon (which are made to not at all be hot) and other forms of child friendly media that have really weird fans. I’m not saying that there aren’t weird Digimon fans, I’m just saying that we can all collectively agree these monsters look good and move on with our life. Not drawing sexy fan art of nonsexualized characters. Also not saying sexy art doesn’t exist in Digimon.

Hope you enjoyed,

Bee

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I made a Minecraft skin :) if you want it just search for me on Skindex. Oop, edit, my username is DaSweetBee , lol. I’m not saying there aren’t any good Angewomon skins on Skindex, I just personally wasn’t feeling any of them

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Sorry to get political (in this sense) but read on.

Abortions.

I have been doing some brain searching. I am pro-choice with a heart, but what my actual views on abortion is what I am trying to figure out.

I believe in the safety and health of the person with the pregnancy. The child is a clump of cells. It is not breathing, it cannot eat on its own. Those are two things needed for something to be living. Going on a biological standpoint, it is not living until it is born.

From a medical and biological standpoint, (sorry if this doesn’t make sense) everything is living. So, those cells are alive. But, they aren’t thinking.

So, to boil it down to the deciding factor on abortions, personally, is the thought of why and how.

Why would someone want an abortion? It’s plain and simple yet complex. Many can’t afford a child, people criticize these people for saying this because they think they see a child as an inconvenience and see this child as a burden. Which, a child can be, in some sense. Not like a burden that is horrible, but as in a burden that you need to take care for. I think some people need to realize, children cost money and are expensive. Going onto another point of why someone would want an abortion, r@pe. For one, don’t deny this person a medical treatment. Second of all, they are probably a child, knowing how sick some men are. They can’t take care of a child. Also the fact some people can’t safely have a child. Some doctors recommend it because the child won’t come out ‘correctly’, as in a life or death case scenario. As in the fetus doesn’t have a skull and won’t live past birth. Only harming the birth giver more.

And to the how. I know this may not make a lot of sense, but, to my understanding, nobody just wakes up one day and wants an abortion. That is the main downfall of the “pro-life” movement. They group people with uteruses and who have abortions, not by want but by necessity, with murderers. That is sick. Murderers are sick. People who have abortions are simply wanting to stay alive in a world, where uteruses are seen as lesser. That’s the main flaw in their argument, thinking that all people who can have abortions are murderers, as if they had some plot to kill the baby from the start.

Also, do you see people who have abortions force everyone to? No, they don’t. It takes guts to have one. I am not saying everyone is going to feel guilty about getting one, it is their feelings. There is a better way around abortion rather than seeing it as birth control, which is better sex education. That’s right, conservatives, you actually have to teach people about sex.

And to the arguments against abortion, which I have mentioned above.

“You are killing the baby.” The only ever argument I see. What are they killing? I see this through a biological standpoint, this thing is a clump of cells. That is if done with an early abortion. Later abortions, personally, should be done only if necessary. These cells, are going near the line between abiotic to biotic. If you wanted an abortion, you should have done it earlier.

That is my argument against.

To all the pro-lifers:

I see you saying ‘pro-life’ as a way to control a woman’s body. I say ‘woman’, because usually pro-lifers are people who see only two genders and no-one can transition. They think only woman can have uteruses and shouldn’t use this ‘power’ to kill whatever ‘human’ is actually inside.

For the pro-choice people who will only keep their own babies because of your beliefs:

I thank you. I thank you for knowing what is best for you and not deciding it is best for everyone else.

To sum it up and the key points made:

1. Abortion is Healthcare (said now if not made abundantly clear earlier)

2. People who have abortions don’t wake up and think ‘let’s get an abortion’

3. Not said above, but if you don’t support abortion, make the adoption system better. Give paid paternal leave and maternal leave to everyone. Make baby care more affordable. Also maybe stop discriminating when it comes to woman who aren’t white having babies. :) (also a silent f*** you)

4. Pro-choice is basic respect. Just because you wouldn’t personally choose (key word) to have an abortion doesn’t mean that someone doesn’t need that to live.

5. Also, if not understood earlier by the argument against section (which isn’t that good, oops), the difference between pro-lifers calling people who have pregnancies woman, and me actually just taking the time to type out ‘people who have pregnancies’, is that I am an ally. Regular gender roles and identities at what I am trying to break free from here. Also trying to break free from them in my thinking of ‘man and woman’, when, in reality, gender is a rainbow. ;)

Just a reminder to be nice and, if you don’t understand what any of this means to society and don’t understand the man vs bear question, read The Handmaid’s Tale. Do some Googling. Maybe just respect that not everyone has the same beliefs.

Well, anyway, have a great day,

Bee