looking for motivation

[mellarkslovergirl]

I'm still not over them

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am tired of making a religion out of my suffering’.

[text id: i am too little, and too much, and never enough.]

[justfloatinginspaceig]

i love the MCU but i also hate the MCU because canonically Tony Stark and Peter Parker only share, like, 30 minutes of screen time together, tops.

like damn it, time went by too fast. i didn't ask for a giant purple raisin, i didn't ask for time travel, i didn't ask for multiverses...i just wanted smol bean Peter Parker to accidentally call Stark 'dad'. why has everyone moved on from this already?

at this point can i even call myself a marvel fan? maybe i'm just a fan of marvel fanfic...

[aryacontrast]

no but i honestly just can’t get over how big of a deal irondad and spiderson is. tony spent almost a month in space, a place he’s always hated and felt traumatised of, yet the first thing he said when he landed on earth was how he lost peter—like that was a bigger heartbreak than almost dying in the very place that haunted him for years

don’t even get me started on tony calling morgan his second chance, which indirectly meant that his first chance was peter. tony had other kids that he may have treated as if they were his own, but the title belongs to peter because he was the one who flipped the switch and actually caused tony’s change of character

and out of all of tony’s ownerships, edith was his most expensive one ($15B) and he left it to peter with a message that he knew peter wouldn’t get bc it “wasn’t a star wars reference” like oh my god guys ofc this fandom will not die easily when we can come up with so many scenarios out of all these canon events

[bananaboatmobile]

Tony wrestled with his stubborn-ass kid. “Get behind me.”

“You get behind me,” Peter countered, shoving himself in front of Tony.

Tony was having none of that. “I said get behind me!”

“I said you get behind me! You’re the one who’s retired!”

“And you’re the one who’s prepubescent!”

“I’m not prepubescent, stop being so dramatic! I can handle myself and you need to get behind me!”

“Fuck, kid, just—”

“No!”

“You listen here—”

“Um, Tony?” Steve interjected. “Everything’s fine. The spider’s gone. No need for anybody to get behind anybody.”

[gracieparkerr]

Tony gets clingy after Peter comes back. He’s drifting between consciousness and drug-induced sleep after each surgery, and he’s so out of it he can’t tell the difference from Peter disappearing and him closing his eyes.

He keeps reaching out with his good hand, keeps muttering “you’re coming back, right?” and “Pep, don’t let him wander off, just give me a second,” and “don’t go anywhere, wait for me.”

And Peter’s sitting at his bedside in the hospital. He’s smushed in a seat with a little girl he doesn’t know that propped herself up on his lap and promptly called him big brother. Pepper’s beside him, and they’re all weepy, and he doesn’t even feel like he really belongs there, but Tony is adamant that he stays.

He’s trying not to think about how he’s the first thing Tony looks for in the room when his eyes open. He’s trying to convince himself he’s not all that important, here, because maybe it’ll make it hurt less if Tony doesn’t end up pulling through.

[fake-married-my-dead-fiance]

Pursuit of Jade text posts, 1/? (two)

[gizkasparadise]

[stormboundstars]

While the K-drama of Marry My Husband is clever and elegant, the Japanese version I feel is a bit more straightforward, but also has a bit more magic woven into the story. It's both gentler and more intense. I like how it's unafraid of showing that it can get violent and bloody, to fight for a sense of self, for freedom, for love and happiness...

[da-man-si]

They are adorable! Misunderstandings and miscommunication are afraid of these two because they talk things out, say sorry and laugh it off all in one episode.

[romchat]

I love Satoh Takeru in romances. His naturally solemn face has such a lovely pay off as his characters slowly soften from FEELINGS.

Exhibit A: When he goes from this...

...to this...

...and this...

...to finally this:

The fondness 🥹

I'm really enjoying this version of Marry My Husband. From the way it's acted to the writing and directing, everything is so gentle and warm in that way only Japan can do. The main characters have been on screen together for maybe 10 minutes at most and I'm already rooting for them to find happiness.

[randomblog-things]

find a man who gets all smiley just by thinking about spending the future with you 💔

[cumberbatchedandproud]

'Please stay alive at least one second longer than me' <-> 'Don't you dare die more than one second before me' siblings loving rivalry my beloved...

I need the album version of their VIBRATO duet asap, where is it ??? - where is it !!!

[seekers-who-are-lovers]

You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired.

You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you…

like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you didn’t even have a name for. (X)

[tenhrt]

keita machida & takeru satoh | tenblank fan meeting

[gizkasparadise]

[darkcrownninja]

Tony and Brand New Day

After watching the Spiderman Brand New Day trailer I know for a fact Anthony Edward Stark is rolling, no not rolling WRITHING in his grave right now.

I know he is kicking and screaming into the void right now. Trashing and punching at his watery grave.

I would like to think he already double killed Beck the moment he steeped foot in the afterlife and was ready for the Green Goblin.

It is a special kind of tragedy, to know Tony loved Peter so much he was willing to put his perfect life in risk to bring him back.

Tony who after a life on misery was finally truly happy.

Yet he was willing to risk it all for the chance to bring Peter back.

Not only that, he also left Peter with access to everything he would need to have an amazing life.

Money, connections, technology.

Tony wove a safety net for Peter because he loved him so much.

And it all got fucked over because Talos was an idiot who was walking around with Nick Fury’s power yet none of his intelligence and cunning.

I’m still mad about that.

Tony Stark invented time-travel for a child nobody even remembers anymore.