pretty wings

our white wings, they're very light. one butterfly lands at the end of my fingers, and it's like a faraway world opened to me. one, two , petals fly, when our lips meet. i get dyed along with the petals love. one bite, two bites. when i’m sweetly filled, my heart is filled as well. flying towards me - butterflies, i must be flying towards you, the one who waits for me. in this beautiful ecstasy, my heart melts slowly. butterflies, butterflies. at your warmth, i melt sweetly and slowly. i melt slowly.

[fmdluna]

psa: this isn’t proofread because i really don’t wanna read it over again. but i’m the queen of typos, so is it really too out of character?

hi kings, queens, and in betweens !

 i’m sure this message isn’t extremely shocking, but....today is the day where i officially leave famed! i haven’t sent my unfollow in yet but it should be coming soon. to be fair, i haven’t been around in a minute, but truth be told i’ve been holding on because i really didn’t want to say goodbye so soon. i made a post like this a couple months back, and i didn’t expect to be doing it again, but i’m going to try and save you the emotional because we’ve had enough sad lately!

honestly, unlike the last time i’m in a very good place with myself now, so don’t worry about me! i’m going to be perfectly fine, and i’m sending all my heart’s wishes that all you lovely babies will be too. truth be told, i’m just finding it hard to come on and write for my muses, who i love very much. i’ve been here around 2 years now? 1 and a half? i don’t know. (still crazy....) and micha, daein, and even retired minjae and jinho became my ultimate babies. but i’ve been running low on creative fuel, and i really don’t want to ruin any potential love i have for them in the process just for the sake of sticking around. i am really sorry if it’s seemed i’ve hogged the spot or anything like that, i would’ve done this last week but i came down with the flu and it was difficult doing much of anything - though honestly i just wasn’t ready to leave! and i do apologize for anyone i’ve left hanging, this is a decision i’ve been contemplating for a while now and because of that i didn’t want to commit anyone to anything longterm that i couldn’t keep my word on. but now - jungkook vc - i’m ready to let go, and i think it’s time to say my goodbyes! i really want to live without regrets, and right now the best thing to do seems to be to focus on my life in school, socially and academically, and i don’t think that i have the energy for such a high comittment thing at the moment.

that isn’t a slight to any of you at all, i love you all (no l*ve this time! just love! crazy, right?) from the bottom of my heart and i mean it when i say this has been my home for the past 2 years or so. you were my first tumblr rp as i always say and made me feel more like a family member than i ever would’ve imagined. for the people who have came, gone, and those who are still here, thank you for giving this stupid ass something to do with her time and a place to share her passions. it truly has been a journey and i honestly can’t express my gratitude to you all.

i don’t know if i’ll come back this time, it might be for real this time babies. i have so much of an attachment to nayeon and donghan and the inspiration they brought my faces, so if i did it probably would be something different, fresh. but right now i’m allowing myself this break without any stipulations. i’ll miss you all to pieces and i can’t believe this might be my last stupid ooc post you guys see from me. all i ask is that you don’t forget me and remember that jada loves you all so much, kings, queens, and in betweens!

- jada. <3

[fmdluna]

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[fmdluna]

duri !

 when it came to things like this, duri was always a bit excited - to say the least. personally, in a more private setting, duri would tend to deliver coal briquettes to those less fortunate because he was always big on giving back. while it was hard to do so because of schedules, he had always requested that it be able to be fit into his things to bc entertainment. usually, they’d always allow him to do his charity work, which was nice. nonetheless, he was excited about getting to deliver them with the cast members of shared home and special guests. micha was one of the special guests that had tagged along, someone that he had grown rather close to over the years.

“are you ready?” he asked, as he got the apron and gloves on to begin working. he was going to easily be able to carry a good amount of the briquettes around. “let’s start over that way, since it seems a lot of people are going into the other direction!”

honestly? this wasn’t micha’s initial idea of holiday fun. her’s consisted of warm blankets, steaming hot beverages, and nice christmas music. but that was the thing. it was easy for her to do that, micha had lived far beyond comfortable in her lifetime, but she had to finally step back and think. she was really trying to be a better person lately, and that meant more than just sending off a check to a charity every time december rolled around. the opportunity to do something like this with duri seemed all too perfect, and came just in time for micha to redeem herself from all the holidays she’d sat at home doing nothing.

so even though she hadn’t envisioned things going like this, the days leading up to it the girl had found herself increasingly happy about it. looking to her friend, she smiles, replying with a “ready as i’ll ever be!” before zipping her coat up. she nods at his instruction, and internally hoping the sloth in her won’t let her get sleepy, follows him to the right. “i didn’t notice how cold it was in korea during the winter...maybe these will do people some good, hm?” gesturing to the coal she lets out a breath, a cold gust of her trailing from her lips. “but it’s no use in having a boring walk, is it? let’s talk about....christmas! as a kid, that is.” micha doubles her steps to catch up with the other before smiling his direction. “so, what’s your favorite tradition from when you were a kid, hm? i’m curious.”

[fmdluna]

scenario: micha sings a tribute to her favorite movie at 10: mean girls word count: 646 notes: i’m v tired pls forgive that, i didn’t take this too seriously & you shouldn’t either...pls

maybe this was the ideal time to show the viewers that she was a worthy rapper through some rap-infused christmas song. but really? she doubted a seconds-long clip would properly show her skills, and honestly, she just wanted to sing a christmas song. talking about home seemed like a one-way street into a messy situation, so she’d decided to skip out on it and choose something a little more invigorating. so here she is - decorated in her christmas lightbulb earrings and slightly festive red sweater. yes, the holidays had passed, but who was really going to chastise her for staying in the spirit? quite frankly, she didn’t care, because the holidays left her with a lingering feeling of bliss, and all she wanted was to share a little holiday cheer. none of the viewers would see her anyways, and she could surely survive a couple of sideways looks from staff members.

it’s one thing to sing the small parts she’s assigned by bc, but freely singing one of her wish along was another story. she’s at the building bright and early, warming up her vocals in the bathroom. ironically, she’s always found it awkward singing in front of others, and much prefer the privacy the closed-off room provides to everyone listening to her. she’s still not completely confident in her voice, not to mention the cold that’s starting to settle in, but that doesn’t mean she’s not going to try. she goes over the song, and when the door opens to reveal a staff member, her voice quiets to more of a low hum in embarrassment. there was only so much that could be explained by a girl singing a holiday song with a christmas tree sweater a month too late.

but finally, it’s her shot to sing, and she abandons her spot in front of the sink for the real recording studio. after a few warm ups and brief reminders she’s ready to begin, the familiar tune making it’s way into her ears. it had been a no brainer for her to choose jingle bell rock - a seasonal reminder of preteen her’s obsession with mean girls. it also meant she knew the song by heart, and it was low and simple enough that micha felt she could truly have fun with it instead of stressing over what was supposed to be a fun activity.

she’s obviously having fun with the song, less dramatically miming the choreography as she’d seen it in the movie all those years earlier. it’s only when the track cuts off and she’s told to focus that she stops and starts taking it seriously. to her, it’s funny they’re taking such a brief snippet so seriously, but she’s not complaining if it means the extra screen time.

in fact, this had been one of the better times she’d had during the sharehouse filming. the show itself really didn’t do too much for her, considering she wasn’t on it and it really only meant less time hanging out with friends for her. it seemed unnatural for bc to place her conveniently alongside the cast members - any wishing well knew micha wouldn’t willingly socialize that much at once. but it had been pretty fun, she’d gotten to visit her friends and the holidays brought about more fun events. as cheesy as it sounds, she tries to channel the feeling into the song, and reminiscing as she performs the track really gets her into the spirit. she’s no mariah carey, of course, but she does end the recording feeling satisfied after hearing the playback and convinces herself it’ll be something the fans will want to hear. as she’s leaving, she gets a reminder from her dietician to keep everything in check despite the holidays. 

in spite, she promises to buy herself an ice cream for the good work on the way home.

[fmdluna]

💖

[fmdluna]

this is gonna look ugly bc i’m on mobile but!! just wanted to say happy new years to you all, it hasn’t reached me yet but i know i probably wont be on then lol. i’m so grateful to end this year pretty strong and hope you guys have a great 2020! i’m so thankful - stay safe tonight & i l*ve you!!

[fmdluna]

👀 + what is your Least favourite kind of tea?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! )

“i don’t have a specific least favorite type, but i prefer more subtle flavors so anything too sweet is a no from me. in terms of flavors, one time i had this chocolate mint specialty tea with sugar, and it was just gross. never again.”

[fmdluna]

👀 do you ever worry about wish's popularity dwindling?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! )

“worry, yes, but i do ackowledge it’s going to happen. i think i’m accepting it more the older i get, i used to really reject that idea but i’ve come to realize that if i have myself together once that happens everything’s going to be okay. so that’s why i’m trying harder to better myself, career-wise and personally, so i won’t feel like my life is over when that happens. there’s nothing i can do, so i just can’t keep whining about it….i’ve got to take care of myself until then. plus, i’m not gonna wish bad on any of the future groups, we were just like them five years ago and i’d hate to think our seniors didn’t want us to do well.

[fmdluna]

👀 + if wish wasn't... wish, rank the members in terms of mtl dateable w mla citations and sources, please & thank u

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! )

“hm….”

“this is hard! because really, i think i have different tastes than the general population, but i’m gonna go with how i feel because this is about me. coming in first is….miss lee sooyeon! shocker, right? aside from the fact that we’re bound to marriage by an imaginary contract, she’s one of the closest to me! so it’d be easier to date her because really, there’s not that many secrets with us. she’s really pretty and fun to be around - also keeps it very real! but her downside is i think that if i screwed her over she would try to attack me with like….a butterknife. she’s got so much pent up aggression in that little body, so i’m not gonna lie….a little scared of her. very chaotic energy. next is…soojin! she’s so cute, like so cute, so i’d definitely get some really good girlfriend pics out of that relationship. but we did kind of….hate each other for a long time, so there’s always going to be a bit of awkwardness there. next is miss nari, she just takes the meaning of gorgeous to a whole new level and i can’t believe she’s real! plus, we’ve been rooming together for all this time, just the two of us, so i can’t say there’s much we don’t know about each other by now. her only disadvantage is that we might spend so much time together already that dating each other would be an overkill. then there’s sister ruan, who i’m only ranking so low because we’re like family! but also like….she’s definitely very gorgeous, and i love her to death. since we’re so close i think our relationship would be successful because we could talk things out and i think we bond over our mutual hatred for the same types of people. jiae’s after that, we’ve got this thing where we look out for each other and i know she’s got my back and i got her’s, so that’s great for a relationship. her downfall is that i think her fans would try to break up our relationship. next up is hinata because - well, have you seen her? visual goddess, for one, but it’s like my happy and childish side comes out when she’s around. it’s really nice, plus i feel like we have a lot to talk about and she helps me with my japanese! but she doesn’t like girls, and if she moves back to japan that could be a huge damper on our relationship…..unless i came, of course. such a shame, right? i almost feel like i’m committing a sin putting arabella so low, but she’s so powerful she can get with like...anyone and i don’t know if i can take that. then there’s siyeon, who’s ranked so low because let’s start with the fact that….well, she doesn’t like girls either. but aside from that, being the leader means she’s in control of all of us a lot of times, and as much as i love her it makes her feel like my mom. and i….wouldn’t date my mom.”

[fmdluna]

👀 who do you think the cutest girl in each group is? 👀 anyone you want to work with in the future for music purposes, your youtube channel, or anything else?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! )

“……ahem! okay, so this is always fun, but keep in mind that i find just about every girl cute. for bee i’m gonna say….ugh this is so hard, i wanna cry! they’re my ult so it’s very hard to decide, but i’ll go with alyssia, she’s adorable! lipstick i’m going with sowon because wow, she’s absolutely stunning. wish i’m gonna go with miss moon micha - i’m kidding, let’s say….well this is hard, i’ll say soojin though because she’s very cute! for gal.actic, yena because her cute side isn’t shown much but it is really cute! for 7rophy, miru, because cute is just….her thing! lucid’s really hard because i think i’m in love with all of them, but the one who says cute to me is hyeri! silhouette i’m saying chaeyeon because - gorgeous, she’s literally gorgeous. aria’s jynx is definitely really cute, and i love how much duality she has! for fuse, it’s just wrong for me not to same suji because she’s like a literal angel. and lastly, femme fatale’s crown goes to my wife aeri, of course i think she’s stunning, but i also think i’d get beat up if i didn’t choose her anyways.”

“a lot of people! i wanna work with people who balance out my weaknesses with their strengths, and vice versa. so some strong singers and dancers maybe? like yena-unnie, kyunghwa-unnie, and…joohwan-oppa! oh, and sooyeon, since i think it’d be fun working with my friend! people like that. as for my youtube channel, i want to work with my friends that i don’t see too often! people like joosung and duri-oppa, they have very calm and relaxing voices that would do well on my asmr videos.”

[fmdluna]

i’m just waking up for the day but !! i’m about to get to my remaining asks, so please like this if you haven’t gotten an ask from this acc or @fmddevin! i think i got everyone prior to me falling asleep, but i might have missed someone! i’m gona eat breakfast then get on it <3

[fmdluna]

👀 + top three green tea flavoured foods, go

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! )

“yes! yes! mochi, pepero, and uh…chocolate! anything, really.”

[fmdluna]

👀 pls sir can u spare some thoughts abt ruan :~) 👀 what group would you hate to be apart of 👀 what do you hope to achieve in your career

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! )

talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, showstop - i mean, she’s one of my favorite people! you know how you’ve got those cousins you’re always super excited to have come over for family functions? well me neither, i never had that, but what i’ve heard that’s just what ruan is like to me! we get into a bit of trouble together but i love her company.

“probably…aria? don’t get me wrong, i’ll love mr. chu until the day i die, but they’re even cutesier than us to me? and personally, that’s just not my style, so if i had the choice i’d steer clear. plus, i don’t really know how well my skills would fit into the group.”

“i’m kind of drifting around right now, but it’s getting easier to see where i want to go! i really hope bc will let me start making meaningful songs, i think more than anything i’ve realized i want to do things that impact fans the most? so i assume songwriting could be a big part of that, it’d be fun! but aside from that, it’s my goal to expand in to acting! that’s totally out my comfort zone, but i do want to see what i could do with it and grow.”

[fmdluna]

👀 what made you first want to open up a youtube channel and why asmr? 👀 least favorite wish title song?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! )

“okay, so, i remember one time in particular, i stumbled upon an asmr video by accident. but it relaxed me so much that night, it was before a big concert and i was so nervous but it put me to sleep like a baby! then when i got into it i realized how warm the community was, and that’s why i wanted to be apart of it, too! plus, i definitely love sleep and relaxation. as for why i wanted a youtube channel, i always worry i don’t get the chance to show my real self to the cameras as much on edited videos of wish so with something like this, it was more personal and let fans get to know me, and for more than just a wish member!”

“oh…god. tt. let it burn, please. right now.”

edit: I ALSO NEED TO SAY I FORGOT ABOUT KNOCK KNOCK. SHE HATES THAT MUCH MORE. I KNOW TT IS A BOP LET’S BULLY MICHA TOGETHER.

[fmdluna]

👀 + if you had to take one person out of wish's lineup, who would it be (can't be yourself!)

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! )

“well you’re in luck because…well, i wouldn’t take myself out! but….choosing just who to kick out is always hard. they’re my sisters, you know? but i’m only saying rina because like i’ve said before, there’s just no room in this group to split the raps for two people? but that’s nothing against her personally, i really like her company - maybe i should watch what i say since we sleep in the same room?

[fmdluna]

👀 why japan specifically? 👀 what's the worst relationship in your life? 👀 which girls do you think are cute?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! ) 

“well, i keep this to myself, but when i was a kid to around a teenager i had a major obsession with anime. that’s what started it, but i didn’t really develop an interest in japan for it’s culture & people until wish started touring there so frequently. all my experiences have been nothing but positive, and it’s something about it that’s….really familiar yet a change of pace? that’s why i think i like it - it makes me feel like i’m exploring somewhere new but a little feeling of home, too. also my japanese friends and fans are super sweet.

“my….father? but i mean, it’s kind of nonexistent at this point because we don’t talk. but he is the one person in my life who has truly screwed me, personally, over. i hate him more for the fact that he’s only started talking to me now that wish is making it big. it’s like….i’m only valuable when he gets to name drop me, you know? it sucks.

“that’s not fair at all! there’s so many, so many. and it might sound vein, but every girl in this industry’s gorgeous. but have you seen ryuna, chaeyeon, and jeonghwa? kyunghwa? miss shin sohyun? see, there’s just too many! and i’m not even halfway done.”

[rprnemes]

Send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly!