@foenixs - Tumblr Blog

Update:

Hey guys, it's been a minute.

I wanted to come on here and say that I will not write new smut for the time being. This also means that my requests are closed.

I have rarely been on Tumblr over the last couple of months and honestly I feel much more relaxed. Writing conditions have never been great on this platform, there's almost no interaction, barely any feedback or reblogs and you're just working your ass off for a couple of likes and followers. I got really obsessed with numbers the more time I spent on this blog and it wasn't good for my mental health.

I'm sorry to all of you who are still here, waiting for new fics. I will leave all of my works up and available to read, but I won't be uploading anything new, at least not in the near future.

Thank you to those who have sent me heartwarming messages and interacted with me through asks. Thank you to my moots and thank you to everyone else!

Hope you all have a lovely day!

-Fi

#update #blog update #requests closed #asks closed

Are your requests open? If not just wanna say Hi.

Hi 🙋

No, they're not babes, I'm sorry. I haven't made a real post in well over a month. My libido is slowly coming back but I don't really know how to get back into writing without killing it again. I'm still a mess and tbh being away from social media for the most part has actually taken a lot of stress from my shoulders. I used to worry so damn much about my posts being liked and reblogged and I would hate on myself for not producing content. I'm starting to feel like closing this blog (not coming back to it) might be better for my mental health. But idk yet, this blog has been like my baby for one and a half years and it hurts seeing it die like this. But then again it hasn't really been alive since over a year either and I doubt it will ever go back to the way it once was.

#yeah hi i'm still alive ^^ haven't been on here in a long while tho #anon ask

Hi!! I wish you the best in your recovery & I hope that things get better!! I just found your Decim fic & I'm absolutely in love with it! Thank you so much for creating it especially because it's hard finding Decim fics! Much love ❤️✨

Heyy, thank you so much! 💜💜💜 My headaches have gotten a lot better since being in the clinic and I am more emotionally stable. There's not much one on one therapy, but a lot of group therapies, creative therapy (where I'm making a bread basket atm), morning sport/gymnastics (😖) and relaxation exercises. But a lot of patients are leaving the clinic atm (also my roommate sadly) and it's hard for me to get used to the new patients. One of them keeps misunderstanding me and taking everything I say as a personal insult or sth and she starts yelling at me or getting mad at me all the time, which already gave me a panic attack twice...

I'm glad you like the fic :) it was an experimental one since I usually don't write for anime characters but it was quite well received

#anon ask #open asks #mental health

k-yonghee

say sike right now yonghee

foenixs

WTF WTF WTF YONGHEE HAS ABS?!?!

#but his face is so cute and he's such a marshmellow how? what? when did this happen? and why did he show them off so proudly??#yonghee sweety explain yourself #reblog #cix #yonghee

cixlog

foenixs

#i'm sorry WHAT NOW?!#i'm dead #deceased #evaporated #wtf does this guy think he's doing??#that outfit like holy moly whoever picked that out deserves a promotion #also every time i see them put their hands above their heads like that i just wanna pin them down and cuff them #reblog #cix #seunghun

One of the girls here is bugging me tf out. I'm honestly glad that she's leaving the clinic tomorrow because she acting like she owns it. The way she constantly shit talks other patients just because they don't act exactly like she wants them too is killing my mood every time. She just treats her opinion like the standard that everyone needs to live up to and god forbid we don't. She was allowed to play the therapist in one group session and now she has a god complex.

#i could rant on and on about the shit she says but i'll leave it at this #and yes i'm also kinda into the guy she's shit talking but that's besides the point #they're like 'he's always on his phone and never present and talking to us' but like why would he when all you do is judge his every move #if i was him i'd stay in my room and not want to participate in group therapies with you either or else i'll just feel worse than before

teenjournalist

URGENT: MAN HEARD MOANING WHILE EATING RICE

#all i can think about is 'mmmmm TASTY'

My roommate here is so nice and chill and we're totally on one wavelength. I'm so glad I was put in a room with her and not any of the other other patients or I would've lost my mind even more!

#the others are nice as well but they're just very loud and active and i can't handle that for more than 30 minutes

foenixs-gifs

CIX - Jungle M/V (2020)

#the way i wanna touch him all over his body and let my hands slide under his shirt and down his chest #the way i'd constantly touch his neck and lightly choke him and the way he'd moan and tell me to do it harder #cix #cix gif #cix gifs #seunghun #seunghun gif #seunghun gifs #kpop #kpop gif #kpop gifs

foenixs-gifs

CIX - Jungle M/V (2020)

foenixs

him.

#cix #cix gif #cix gifs #seunghun #seunghun gif #seunghun gifs #kpop #kpop gif #kpop gifs

foenixs-gifs

CIX - Jungle M/V (2020)

#the move from the first gif lives in my mind rent free #from choking to bound wrists back to choking 🤤

yutaholic

Plagiarism

I previously mentioned that someone stole parts of my story and posted it as their own. When I confronted them, they admitted to doing it, apologized and said they would remove the stolen parts. I was fine with that.

A week passed and they didn’t do this. I messaged them again and they have not answered so I filed a complaint with tumblr. After some back and forth, today I checked my email and they said that after reviewing the content, tumblr will not be taking any action against the post.

I’m livid and I don’t know what to do. Obviously the system in place doesn’t work. Until this is handled, I will no longer be posting any writing. This includes the oneshot I was going to post this weekend for my birthday. If tumblr is not going to protect its writers, I’m no longer comfortable with publishing my fics. Not here or anywhere.

The user that stole my work is @/jjkthclub and the fic is Mr. Right (Swipe) which has portions of my fic Small Doses. It’s the pinned post on their blog. Here is the screenshot of our conversation where they admitted to the plagiarism:

I sent tumblr support another email about this asking what am I supposed to do at this point but who knows. I’m just really pissed. I was the bigger person in this scenario and it bit me in the ass. I don’t want to post writing ever again if there’s literally no repercussions for it being stolen and I was so excited to post the Jaehyun fic and first part to the new story.

I’m gonna log out for a while. I’m sorry.