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maddy. california. she/her. side blog: harrystittesfanclub

[daggerdoggy]

Has anyone noticed that talking's just a waste of breath and living's just a waste of death and why put a new address on the same old loneliness and this is you and me and me and you until we've got nothing left

[calmmug]

Artist: byeolnyang_e on instagram

[sickbitterandcoveredinglitter]

I don’t think healthy people every really get chronic illness.

I have a friend I know from when we were both 6. She is the only person living nearby and so she saw me go from walking through limping to wheelchair on a daily basis. I keep her updated on my health even tho we rarely hang out anymore. She was gonna come over yesterday and I had to cancel. She asked if I can’t hang out later that day. When I said i won’t feel better later, that if I feel that bad in the morning later will only get worse she got annoyed and “joked” that I’m just finding excuses. And I was surprised, she knows all about me being disabled after all? So, a bit taken aback, I told her it’s a normal thing for me.

“But you got the diagnosis now, aren’t you better?? I thought you’ll get better now”

She was honestly surprised and it made me realize a thing. They don’t get it. They don’t get that getting diagnosed only equals benefits like welfare or parking spot for us, and sometimes better pain meds but that is just like pushing luck. That it’s a forever thing. That that one day we felt good a week ago was just a bright spot and doesn’t mean we won’t need our aids anymore, cause chronic illness is not linear and will make a great comeback in next four hours, and the next good day is planned on when we’re 70. Cause when abled people are sick, they get better. And our illness is just an excuse for them. And when we say we will never get better they think we’re being dramatic and pessimistic. And I don’t think they’ll ever get it, cause to get it you need to live it. And I want my friends to stay healthy and not go through hell.

[sickbitterandcoveredinglitter]

This is definitely okay to reblog and abled people are encouraged to reblog cause maybe it’ll help others understand

[sickbitterandcoveredinglitter]

Hello it’s me Lexa and this post is relevant again as I just had the Legit Same Talk with someone and I exhausted my number of fucks to give

[good-4-her]

[good-4-her]

simply dont monday

[filmtvtoday]

It's like describing a dog to someone who's never seen a dog. And then asking them to draw it.

BACKROOMS 2026 — dir. Kane Parsons

[funstyle]

None of my experiences are original

[oscillateobsolete]

ode to eaters

[toiich]

Polaroids by Andrei Tarkovsky

[necrophagias]

[achillesinhighheels]

are you gonna watch this weird ass movie with me or not

[perfectday1972]

via otohayakawa

[petaltexturedskies]

Mary Oliver, from “The Sun” in Devotions

[saltedume]

[angelicdewdrop]

[petaltexturedskies]

Found a shy little friend (pic taken by soleatto)

[wifehaver103947]

Awhoahh idid not know this

[wifehaver103947]

[salmon-n-hazel]

Primrose

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