snaps from my 30th
i spent it working just like how i spend every 3rd of the month ever since i got in finance

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snaps from my 30th
i spent it working just like how i spend every 3rd of the month ever since i got in finance
this is exactly why i bought my cam and lens huhu i loveeee
some elyu snaps from the past week
Bumili ako recently ng secondhand na Fujifilm X-E3 kasi originally, gusto ko lang dapat mag-rent ng camera for my upcoming travels. Kaso ang mahal ng rent per day. Kung ito-total yung magagastos ko sa rent lang, nasa 15k din. Tapos in the end, hindi pa rin sa akin yung camera.
So for how many days, ilang araw din akong hanap nang hanap ng reasonably priced na Fuji camera. Itong X-E3, 2017 model pa nga talaga. Ewan ko kung ilang taon na talaga tong nabili kong unit kasi binili lang din daw nung nabilhan ko sa kapatid niya. Pero based on reviews, decent pa rin naman yung quality e. Bumili na lang ako ng bagong lens (Viltrox 25mm F/1.7) kasi gusto ko ng mas may bokeh haha. Tapos bumili rin ako ng cheap lang na black diffusion 1/8 filter (Neewer) para medyo cinematic.
Medyo napamahal lang din ako sa accessories kasi binilhan ko pa ng memory card, new batteries, strap, case, etc. pero mas mura pa rin compared sa available Fuji generations ngayon sa market.
First time ko mailabas so test shots lang to. Tinitignan ko pa kung anong trip kong film simulation pero super happy ako sa lens ko hahahaha
on shifting careers
In a few days, mareregular na ako sa work. I admit hindi ko pa rin naiintindihan half of the things I’m doing as a financial analyst because it’s more of a niche job than being a normal data analyst. Grabe rin ano, last year office interior design ang trabaho ko. Ngayon, puro numbers and SQL scripts na ang nakikita ko.
Magta-try din ako mag-aral ulit sa PUP OU this coming semester. Fingers crossed, matanggap ako since one year diploma lang yun.
Grabe, 2024 was two years ago na pala. Late 2024 nag-enroll kami ni Philip sa Postgrad Diploma in AI and Machine Learning ng AIM. Last January 25, natapos din namin. Naghihintay na lang kami ng graduation. Hindi ko alam kung I feel fulfilled kasi all I felt was relief nung nagka-grade na yung capstone project ko. Wala na tuloy muna ako balak mag-aral this year kasi napagod ako hahaha. Naghahanap na lang muna ako ng mga workshops like floral arrangement, candle making, ganyan. Driver’s license din pala balak ko na kumuha this year.
I’m turning 30 in a few months and I started this blog when I was 13 or 14. Akalain mo yun no? The days are long but the years are short talaga.
on shifting careers
In a few days, mareregular na ako sa work. I admit hindi ko pa rin naiintindihan half of the things I’m doing as a financial analyst because it’s more of a niche job than being a normal data analyst. Grabe rin ano, last year office interior design ang trabaho ko. Ngayon, puro numbers and SQL scripts na ang nakikita ko.
Magta-try din ako mag-aral ulit sa PUP OU this coming semester. Fingers crossed, matanggap ako since one year diploma lang yun.
two and a half months na ako sa new work. nangangapa pa rin pero keri naman, i guess? unti-unting natututo, unti-unting na-a-absorb lalo yung mga financial terms.
wala naman ako impostor syndrome. basta gawa lang nang gawa hahahaha.
career shift
Last year ko pa mina-manifest pero ngayon tuloy na tuloy na. Nag-resign na ako sa work ko noong June 15 and last day ko next week, July 14. Thirty days render kasi pero ang bilis lang pala. Last few days ko nang magtatrabaho as an interior designer.
Well, technically licensed pa rin naman ako pero alam ko sa sarili kong hindi ko na ipa-practice ulit nang full time. Overworked and underpaid naman mga designers dito. My current company is one of the few ones that pay us decently. So kahit na okay company ko, okay culture, okay benefits, alam ko na kailangan ko nang umalis kung hindi masa-stuck na ako dun. Actually iniyakan ko rin nung nag-resign ako kasi malungkot naman talaga ako to be leaving my team. Pero I need growth.
So saan na ako? Tuloy na sa pagiging data analyst, specifically financial analyst. Ang layo no? Hahaha pero kailangan ko rin tanggapin na mas gusto ng utak ko mag-analyze kaysa maging creative.
Ayun muna. Mas mahabang kwento kung detalyado na paano ako napunta dito, pero halong swerte talaga kasama ng hard work e.
hello
pinalaki talaga ako ng tumblr in the sense na kapag may nangyayari sa buhay ko, gusto kong ikwento nang mahaba with details. e hindi naman kasya sa tweets yun so dito na lang ba ako ulit magkukwento?
Hey did you know I keep a google drive folder with linguistics and language books that I try to update regularly
**UPDATE**
I have restructured the folders to make them easier to use and managed to add almost all languages requested and then some
Please let me know any further suggestions
….holy shit. You found the holy grail.
….. is this a DIFFERENT person keeping gigabytes worth of language books on google drive? Holy crap.
This. This here. Is why I love Tumblr.❤️❤️❤️
Update from OP:
UPDATE because apparently not everyone has seen this yet the new and improved version of this is a MEGA folder: https://mega.nz/folder/kQBXHKwA#-osWRLNCXAsd62ln8wKa8w
2411 files and 819 subfolders
Fuck I’m at a fencing tournament and literally a minute after I reblogged this my dad told me that he talked to the point people and I’m probably going to win a medal.
BURN BAGEL BURN
OH WHY NOT?
I need to follow up to say I reblogged this last night, and this morning I got some of the best news of my life, like, a life dream come true news thing.
Bagel what are your powers
FUCK, I though it was just another lucky meme but LISTEN. Since a week ago I was waiting a phone call to confirm me if I got a job or not in my university. I reblogged this yesterday’s night “just for fun and because I don’t want any bagel to be mad with me”, and today’s afternoon, while I was losing my time as always, the professor I was supposed to work with called me and asked me for my personal information to start working with her.
THE BAGEL POWERS ARE WAY TOO MUCH FOR THIS WORLD
I GOT A JOB THE DAY AFTER MY QUEUE POSTED THIS THE FIRST TIME AND I JUST REALIZED IT WHEN I SAW IT AGAIN HOLY GOD
The bagel hasn’t let me down yet!
I got a job offer after reblogging the bagel. Believe in the bagel!
Worth a try lol
i could use some good news or even a good girl
Go lil bagle! Show me your power!
Okii then!
THIS IS THE FIRST THING ON MY BLOG
I GOT ASKED OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME AFTER I REBLOGGED IT
wait but whats happening with the bagel tho
Giv news
This bagel better do me and my skinnies some wonders.
im passed my drivers test🙏🏽
Oh hope this works, i need some good news in my life lmao
plz bagel plssss 🙏
BLESS US ALL OH HOLY FIRE BAGEL
Bagel, pls
bagel please i need this thank you
And this kids is how you start a cult
I don’t normally participate in these kinds of posts buuut I’m desperately trying to convince my folks to let me get a chinchilla so I’m gonna give this one a shot even if I typiodont believe in these things.
Gotta see if this actually works or not, wish me luck!
Badly need one.
I really need this rn
That moment when you have nothing left but superstition to cling to. 😅
Fret not: there's a lot left to discover and experience.
I read something about mourning over our lives that were not lived and how much of a waste of energy it is. And it made me feel somehow melodramatic but it also made me think.
I, too, agree that there is no sense to be sad about the things that did not happen to us because:
I am a firm believer that The Universe is for me and not against me. I am here in this exact moment for a reason. This, alone brings comfort to my heart - that my presence is a contribution to a greater purpose that is yet to be known. It makes me giddy just thinking about it, and -
I somehow have the option to make everything work for me. "What ifs" could be turned into "what will be" as long as I put my heart into it. The fact that I let what ifs remain what they are - just what ifs, is a message, a validation, that I do not really want it to happen. That thought is liberating and frees me from regrets.
The past and the future are our allies only if we let them be.
Ang weird na nararamdaman ko ‘tong inggit na ‘to e it’s been years. Baka kasi talaga I’m in dire need of social interaction. The pandemic has made making new friends weird.
At this point, I really feel like I'm just forcing things.
Y'know, whenever people want to talk about why aspec people 'count' as an oppressed identity, they tend to go for the big stuff like corrective rape and conversion therapy. And like, we should absolutely talk about that stuff. Obviously those things are terrible and important and we need to raise awareness and deal with them.
But I feel like people often gloss over how… quietly traumatising it is to grow up being told that there is only one way to be happy— and that everybody who doesn't conform to that norm is secretly miserable and just doesn't know it— and then to gradually realise that, for reasons that you cannot help, that is never going to happen for you.
You're not going to find a prince/princess and ride off into the sunset. Or if you do, then it's not going to look exactly the way it does in fairytales. You're not going to get a 'normal' relationship, because you are not 'normal', and everybody and everything around you keeps telling you that that's bad.
You see films where characters are presented as being financially stable, genuinely passionate about their work and surrounded by friends and family, but then spend the rest of the plot realising that the real thing they needed was a (romantic and sexual) partner, to make them 'complete'.
You absorb the idea that any relationships you have with allo people will ultimately be unfulfilling on their side, and that this will be your fault (even if you discussed things with your partner beforehand and they decided that they were a-okay with having those sorts of boundaries in a relationship) unless you deliberately force yourself into situations that you aren't comfortable with, so as to make uo for your 'defects'.
You grow up feeling lowkey gaslighted because all the adults in your life (even in LGBT+ spaces. In fact especially in LGBT+ spaces) are insisting that it's totally normal to not be attracted to anybody at your age, and then you go to school and everybody keeps pressuring you to name somebody you're attracted to because they can't imagine not being attracted to anybody at your age.
And then you get older and realise that one day you're going to be expected to leave home, and that one day all your friends are going to be expected to put aside other relationships and 'settle down' with a primary partner and you don't know what you're going to do after that because you straight up don't have a roadmap for what a 'happy ending' looks like for someone like you.
(And the LGBT+ community is little help, because so many people in there are more than happy to tell you that you're not oppressed at all. That you're like this because you don't want to have sex, and/or you don't want to have any relationships, that your orientation is some sort of choice you made— like not eating bananas— rather than an intrinsic part of you that a lot of us have at some point tried to wish away.)
Even if you're grey or demi, and do experience those feelings, you still have to deal with the fact that you're not experiencing them the 'normal' way and that that's going to effect your relationships and your ability to find one in the first place.
If you're aiming for lifelong singlehood (which is valid af) or looking for a qpp, then you're going to have to spend the rest of your life either letting people make wrong assumptions about your situation (at best that your relationship is of a different nature than it actually is, at worst that the life you've chosen is really just a consolation prize because you 'failed' at finding a romantic/sexual partner) or pulling out a powerpoint and several webpages every time you want to explain it.
This what being aspec looks like for most people, and it is constantly minimised as being unimportant and not worth fighting against— even in aspec spaces— because we've all on some level absorbed the idea that oppression is only worth fighting against if it's big, and dramatic, and immediately obvious. That all the little incidents of suffering that we experience on a daily basis are not enough to be worth bothering about.
I mean, who gives a shit if you feel broken, inherently toxic as a partner, and like you're going to be denied happiness because of your orientation? Shouldn't we all just shut up and thank our lucky stars we don't have to deal with all the stuff some of the other letters in the acronym have to put up with (leaving aside the fact that there are many aspec people who identify with more than one letter)?
So you know what? If you're aspec and you relate to anything I've said above (or can think of other things relating your your aspec-ness that I haven't mentioned) then this is me telling you now that it's enough. Even if we got rid of all the big stuff (which we're unlikely to do any time soon because— Shock! Horror!— the big stuff is actually connected to all the small stuff) we would still be unable to consider our fight 'over' because what you are experiencing is not 'basically okay' and something we should just be expected to 'put up with'.
No matter what anybody tells you, we have the right to demand more from life than this.
I… have no words. I totally can relate to this as a demi. When I was younger, I was okay with the idea that I’ll stay single for the rest of my life because I didn’ t really have crushes. Whenever I tell people this, they automatically think that I’m joking or that I was just too young.
Now that I’m in a relationship, I feel like I’m not giving my partner the happiness he deserves because I have ‘defects’.
Oh well
being a self-taught artist with no formal training is having done art seriously since you were a young teenager and only finding out that you’re supposed to do warm up sketches every time you’re about to work on serious art when you’re fuckin twenty-five
someone: oh yeah, do this exercise during your warm ups! it’ll help
me: my what
What’s up I have an actual college degree in art and I was never ONCE taught to do warm ups.
when i was in undergrad, it was kind of mentioned in and offhand way that we should do warmups, but we were never shown what that meant. And, y’know, we were young so it didn’t matter so much.
Being older now and having an art job it’s…kind of essential.
So: a quick primer for those of you who are like ‘ok but how do i actually go about doing this warmup thing.’
1) you may be tempted to do ‘a warmup drawing’ which is just a drawing that will take longer than it needed to and probably be frustrating and kind of bad because you didn’t warm up first. It’s tempting but always a trick your brain is playing on you! Do not trust!
2) warmups will vary based on what feels good to you/what task you’re about to do/what motor skills you want to practice. That being said, some good standbys:
a) circles. Just a whole page of circles on whatever drawing surface you’re going to be using, whether that’s your tablet or your sketchbook or a drawing pad on an easel. For these circles you should make sure that you’re drawing from your shoulder and not your wrist. In fact, you want to be drawing from your shoulder rather than your wrist most of the time! forever! your wrist is delicate please preserve it!
In order to ensure that you’re drawing from your shoulder, when you’re holding your pencil or whatever drawing tool you’re using, the only part of your hand that should be touching the drawing surface is part of the last two fingers–some people prefer the finger tips, but I tend to favor the first knuckles. Either way, the fingers should really be ghosting over the surface, providing guidance rather than support.
I usually start with big circles and then go to smaller circles and lines of ellipses, and then try to fit circles and ellipses inside other shapes i’ve already drawn as a precision exercise, but i don’t do that unless i’m feeling loose
b) spirals! i don’t always do spirals, but if i’m stiff and the circles just aren’t cutting it, spirals are a good fall back. I start from the center and work outward, going both clockwise and counterclockwise until i feel comfortable with the whole range of motion. Some people really care about getting perfect spirals but for me it’s all about making sure i’m comfortable with how i’m moving so who really even cares about how the spirals look. Not me!
c) lines! straight lines! in parallel! i do a mix of vertical, horizontal, and diagonal. These are often more from the elbow than the shoulder, especially if I’m working on a smaller surface. For this exercise, I recommend holding the drawing tool perpendicular with the surface
d) connect the dots. This is a precision and accuracy exercise and takes two forms. The first is to draw two dots and then draw a straight line between them. The second is to draw three dots and draw the curve that connects them. This sounds a lot simpler than it is in practice. Take time to ghost over the line you plan to draw before actually committing to your line. (I don’t always remember where I picked up my warm up exercises, but I’m pretty sure I got this one from Scott Robertson. His how to draw and how to render books are very technical but also accessible and worth checking out)
e) cubes, spheres, cones, and cylinders. These help get your brain into a more volumetric space. I draw multiples of each, rotating the forms around, and I’ll often take the time to do some rough shading on at least a few of them
f) spidermans! This one is really good if you’re going to be storyboarding or working on dynamic poses. Just fill a page full of spidermans doing all sorts of acrobatics.
g) beans. I don’t do beans too much anymore, but I know a lot of people like it so I’m mentioning it here. Fill an area with different size bean shapes without lifting your pencil off the paper.
h) short medium and long line repetition. draw a short, medium, and long line on your page, and then draw directly on top of them 8 to 12 times, doing your best to exactly trace what you’ve already drawing. Repeat with a wavy line. I’m bad at this one, which means I probably need to do it more.
And there are lots more options too! Hit up youtube to see what other people recommend, put together your own go-to list, mix it up when you’re getting bored, etc.
This is a long list, I know, but I usually don’t take more than 10 to 15 minutes to warm up, and I can warm up one handed while I’m drinking coffee, so, multitasking hurrah.
Sometimes I’ll advance to a precision warmup and find that I haven’t loosened up enough yet; it’s totally ok to go back to an earlier exercise! Also, all of this has the added benefit of kind of ritualistically getting you into the drawing mode so even if I’m not feeling it before I start, by the time I’ve gotten to the end I’m usually Ready For Drawin’. Brain hacks.
so, yeah! that’s a lot of words, but! Warmups are important! Save your joints, take less advil, do better drawings!
hobbies masterpost!
a really excellent way to reduce anxiety is to pick up a new hobby. find something you’re interested in, learn it, then use it as a healthy and productive way to cope.
learn to play guitar
learn how to make interactive stories with the free program Twine
learn how to make pixel art
learn another language
learn how to build a ship in a bottle
learn how to develop your own film
learn how to embroider
learn how to make chiptunes (8-bit music)
learn how to make origami (the art of paper folding)
learn how to make tumblr themes
learn how to make jewelry
learn how to make candy
learn how to make terrariums
learn how to make your own perfume
learn how to make your own tea
learn how to build birdhouses
learn how to read tarot cards
learn how to make zines
learn how to code
learn how to whittle (wood carving)
learn how to make candles
learn how to make clay figurines
learn how to knit scarves
learn how to become an amateur astronomer
learn some yoyo tricks
learn how to start a collection
learn how to start body building
learn how to edit wikipedia articles
learn how to decorate iphone cases
learn how to do freelance writing
learn how to make your own cards and
learn how to make your own envelopes
learn how to play the ukulele
learn how to make gifs
learn how to play chess
learn how to juggle
learn how to guerrilla garden
learn how to chart your family history
learn how to keep chickens
learn how to do yoga
learn how to do magic
learn how to raise and breed butterflies
learn how to play dungeons & dragons
learn how to skateboard
learn how to do parkour
learn how to surf
learn how to arrange flowers
learn how to make stuffed animals
IM GOING TO LEARN THEM ALL
CHALLENGE considered :’)
I was wondering what hobbies I should take up this summer - challenge accepted ✅😎.
Well, let’s go
For anyone who wants / needs this🥰💝