NEOWELTSCHMERZ

I'm from a little country, called Poland. And I'm artist, writer, songwriter. I'm like a Phenix. My life goal is spreading love, happiness and support the people. And I create my own style, called "neoweltschmerz" . Contact: [email protected] And, please "LIKE" me on Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Forbidden/230210560408626

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I posted new blog on my blog!!! Do you wanna see "Guts & Muscle Swimsuits VS Zombie Dress"??? Click HERE and enjoy these the best clothes :)

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Cosplay Time!!! I read about Akiomi aka Omi Gibson. He's a Japanese artist and photographer. And I adore his art. Right now just I wanna show you my faves :) Check out more photos: http://neoweltschmerz.buzznet.com/user/journal/17686513/cosplay-time/

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Preview lyrics: "I Knew You" 1. I knew Sue, she wasn't a extraordinary girl From a childhood she starved herself Even when she though she was dying "You can not eat ! You can not eat!" This voice killed her when she saw food on a plate She believed that she was a butterfly No one could help her, she lied every single day Red bracelet gave her secret power And thinspirations were her second life, pro anorexia life F*cking pro ana community, f*cking society, f*cking voices inside her head Doctors gave her prozac, but no one could help her Mom and dad cried when they saw ghost, not Sue I remember her a little face and huge eyes How she loved to dance and sing with me Sue dreamed of returning to health without her toxic friend But she gave up, she passed away You can follow me on Facebook: or on Twitter

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Hush little baby... Please "Like" me on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Forbidden/230210560408626?ref=stream

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Sometimes I feel just like a little girl. I don't like when people say bad about my weight. You know that I have some underweight and it doesn't make me better. I believe that I lost my secret power during the last years. When someone laughs from my dangerous weight, I bleed inside and can I do something with it? Not, because I can't hurt people. My life mission is share hope and love. Respect is everything what counts to me...  Today I spent day with my crayons and markers. Thanks it, I thought a lot about my life, what I did good and wrong. It was weird time, maybe because I'm unwanted girl in my place. The first time in my life, I had a problem with draw something. I looked at the paper and my mind was empty.... Life to me is a hard way to show the world that I'm here and I don't give up. You know that art is everything what I have. And when I see that someone is motivated by my blog, it makes me stronger. And I must fight for these people. Just everything is so complicated. Now I'm 24 and this is weird age. I lost a lot in my short life and I'll lose more and more. I can't stop this never ending process.   I have great family on Table Of Love, Buzznet and from Team OCY. You know that you are my light and  you are owner my heart. I dream about show you that I can be better but all the time I dissapoint you. I hope that someday you will forgive me. You know I'm just a forbidden girl.  And I don't know what will bring to me this year. But I want to change a lot. I want to win with my problems and help more and more persons. And I want to show new things on Buzznet, new series of articles about hard things and I'll put new things to old project "Eat, you have a choice". Love you so much <3 

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Haters gonna hate(from bully to cyberbully) Again I feel weak, maybe I’m freak Spicy words kick me but is not easy to stay here They attack me still and I don’t know what I have to do with it I’m not a murder but they want to see my death I wake up with the fear, he paralyzed me I can’t eat, I can’t think, I can’t breathe Even the last friend left me alone And I don’t know why no one talks with me From bully to cyberbully Haters gonna hate They cut my wings So I can’t help myself And I blame myself for the every next breathe I’m still alive but I feel death A spark of hope turns off inside my soul Please don’t hurt me anymore Bleeding tear will not heal my soul It doesn’t help just makes me worse Sometimes the only way is wrong way Just the mind screams now but no one hears it My sorrow doesn’t have end Ever as in every movie funny happy end My life is not a mortally dangerous game Just a sadness reality with bad luck around me.

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Hey!!! Do you remember Nicole Boggs?? She is talented singer from Nashville( TN). Her music it powerful mix of soul, jazz, pop, R&B and funk.

    Yesterday, she performed during Overcome Released Party and I believe that the show was the best!!!

Check out video from show!!!

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Femme Fatale 1.Tonight voices from the underground woke me Fire and the smoke devil scared, scared me What, what, what the hell is going on I’m high, I’m high tonight I’m high Devil sequence of characters on the walls Third Eye, Triangles and Illuminati have told me “Follow, follow, follow me” “And you are, you are one of us” Chorus: Femme Fatale, Femme Fatale of your nightmares I destroy everything what you created No one, no one can stop me I poisoning your life so slowly, so slowly Your fear, your fear makes me stronger Don’t even try, don’t even try to resist me I’m y

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Don't be ashamed of your story it will inspire others

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You're so much more than a number

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Hey Friends!!! Did you read my new blog about Logan P. McCoy??? He is emerging talent!! Don't wait and read HERE

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Hey!!! It was so hard but I did it. I wrote my life story about bullying. I was bullied and... If you want to know more.. check out on my blog on Buzznet: HERE

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The first drawing from "Project: Eat, You Have A Choice!" To know more, "Like" me on Facebook: HERE

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My new project is called "Eat, You Have A Choice!" and I want to help people who struggle with ‪#‎eatingdisorders‬ ( ‪#‎anorexia‬ ‪#‎bulimia‬ ‪#‎anoreksja‬ ‪#‎ednos‬ ). If you want to be part of the project, please message me here or [email protected] If you won or you struggle with eating disorders and you are ready I would like to collaborated with you... but it's only your decision and you can be anonymously. Thank you for read this post and please share it xoxo Forbidden And, please "LIKE" me on FACEBOOK: HERE

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Hey Everyone!!! I'm Polish artist and I need your support. Please "LIKE" me on Facebook: HERE My dream is share hope and love with everyone who needs....

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Don't Waste Time On What Could Have Been....