[toiich]

Agnès Varda

[scottxlogan]

[mementomauri]

I do have a fondness for how gothic and erotic lit had a certain barrier to entry. Like I do love more ppl getting into the vampire chronicles and I'll always be happy to have more Loustat fans but those books are weird and melancholic and erotic and philosophical and constantly testing boundaries and asking questions. And it feels like ppl are expecting or wanting "the vampire diaries but gay". The books have uncomfortable moments and the characters will do and say and believe things that make you double take but so much of the books are just "how moral can I be when nothing matters and I'm immortal?"

This isn't just a tale of gay vampires. It's a haunting philosophical treatise about life, mortality, morality, death, depression, incest, rape, love, regret, and the Pain Of Time. It can be fun and it can be gross and it can be wonderful but it's not for the timid.

[sawasawako]

- lighthousekeeping, jeanette winterson

[jeannemoreau]

Hanna Schygulla in DIE EHE DER MARIA BRAUN (Rainer Werner Fassbinder, 1979)

[lestatdelioncuort]

A second thought save them all from my provoked rage...Where is Louis?

[aramblingjay]

#yearning 1x01 // 3x07

[reticent-vampire]

[reticent-vampire]

[gaypeople]

i think they have a crush on each other

[henk-heijmans]

Sinaloa, Mexico, 2025 - by Juan Carlos Beltrán (1991), Mexican

[aramblingjay]

loustat + benches

[lioncunt]

the very idea that someone could sit down, watch lestat puke while still trying to rationalize the abuse, have a full blown panic attack over it when louis yells that there is no rationalizing this, and then go say it's consensual...that it's not portrayed as abuse...insane...

i also think a lot of people aren't really getting the *point* of louis' reaction. it's extremely harsh and judgmental and completely insensitive to the fact that lestat is being abused, but that is the purpose of it. the entire season is lestat attempting to justify it. this is louis saying that you cannot justify it. there is no rational way to justify that happening. and when lestat has a breakdown over it, they both sort of realize at the same time that this means lestat has been suffering incestuous sexual abuse for 200 fucking years.

it overwhelms lestat, and it clicks for louis. that's when he changes tacts, when he comforts lestat, when he gently tries to help him admit that it's been abuse all along in the bar. it's so realistic, such a necessary sequence.

i think there is unfortunately a knee jerk reaction people have to abuse like this, esp when it's mother/son, where it's just "gross", "weird", or "sick", as louis says. where the child is not taken to be a victim, somehow. i think the show is very honest in having this be louis' initial reaction, until he sees lestat's panic, until he properly thinks it through for a second. and then he gets it, and he feels horrible about what he said. again, it's just all very realistic and bittersweet. everyone involved did an incredible job with this storyline imo.

[aramblingjay]

2x08 // 3x06 It was enough that he showed up.

[sandushengshou]

The Vampire Lestat | 3.06 “Montreal” let's be offended with mama

[reputayswift]

love the journey he goes on here

[giadishere]

I am the meteor above it Writing your name in dust as I fall