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were you wandering around looking for an erased dream too? it’s different from the typical definition of destiny, your pained eyes are looking at the same place as me; won't you please stay in dreams?

[foreverstcr]

i'm sorry I've been completely MIA. school is hectic right now. I'll probably do a few replies on Thursday though.

[ohsehuns]

181116 KBS Music Bank – ‘Tempo’ (SEHUN)

[waspgrave]

Person: *angers me*

Me: that is it. the grudge has been formed and i will remember this on my dying day. ill see you in hell

[midsommars-deactivated20201109]

You (2018—) Created by Greg Berlanti and Sera Gamble

[yujin]

makeup w/ chungha

[foreverstcr]

mytrxuma·:

    “True, not all of them make good stories…I keep those types of stories to myself,” he explains, understanding that there some moments that shouldn’t be shared. “One that is worth telling is the time I got drunk with my friends for the first time and I broke my thumb.”.

“how did you break your thumb? like, i’d think that feet injuries are more common when you’re drunk, or like, face injuries too, because you trip and fall a lot,” hyorin was curious, wanting to find out the other’s story. “i mean, you’ll now have to spill how that happened.”

[foreverstcr]

hiddcnscrts·:

“maybe you should look for a boxing club that can teach you. like there are certified teachers you could get in contact with?” he didn’t want to be mean so he at least tried to sound nice and helpful non the less. but he as confused.. surely he might be the first person she ran in which was surely why she had picked him. “pay me to teach you?” taewoo grew more and more confused with the stranger’s words but he felt sorry for her. she did seem kinda lost and confused at what she wanted. “what do you want to achieve with it? grow strong? knowing how to defend yourself? what is it that you want from it?” maybe he could help her, he was here all the time anyways and he was used to teach little children.

hyorin realized that she came off as practically crazy, and she didn’t blame him for basically turning her down. she could tell he was being gentle with her, and she appreciated it, given that he could just as well be rude. “well, yeah, i just... i just got a scare, that’s all,” she bit the inside of her cheek. the truth was, she hadn’t exactly let what had just happened sink in before she entered the gym. and now that she was, she realized just how weak she truly felt. “both,” she confessed, eyes closing as she tried to even her breathing. “this man just... tried to rob me, and i didn’t know what to do, i felt so helpless and i was lucky i can at least run fast enough,” she explained, looking up at him. “i don’t want to feel weak anymore, that’s all i want.”

[foreverstcr]

lastblossoms·:

‘ ♡ ‘ « @foreverstcr »  x.

         ❝ah gosh — .. i .. i wish we NEVER even met.❞ words quivered with uncontrollable upset, betraying her desperate attempts at keeping herself calm. lithe digits tugged anxiously at the ends of her sweater, blinking quite frantically to suppress the onset of tears. ❝you’re .. ah – you’re too hard to forget.❞

“you don’t mean that, do you?” chio asked, his arms slowly wrapping around the girl. “i promise i’ll keep in touch, i just, i just can’t stay in this city anymore, it’s too many memories, bad memories,” he tried to explain for the hundredth time. “but i promise, i promise i’ll do my best to visit once in a while.”

[foreverstcr]

rosincss·:

 ( ♡ )  —  — everything that had happened between her calling taewon to the moment she set another wobbly step into his apartment was a blur. all she could remember was that her boss was yelling at her and after that she tried to drown her sorrows in cheap liquor, instead of crying about it. however, how she came to call taewon out of all people, was something she didn’t want to think about. she wanted to blame it on mere coincidence; that he was her emergency contact and that it was only natural to call him, but what she decided to ignore was why he still remained her emergency contact despite of their breakup. “ throwing a party ?” she misheard, shooting him a silly smile. “ lets throw a party then ! we could celebrate our breakup !” she exclaimed, throwing her arms to the air, but the alcohol coursing through her blood robbed her of her balance and caused her to land on the couch he was helping her to get on. “ everything hurts… i don’t want to party anymore.” she mumbled, her face flat down on the pillow of the couch. “ i don’t need anything, please leave my apartment and let me bath in my tears of shame.” ahri slurred, her face still pressed against the pillow. “ but if you insist … – some soju & snacks would be nice, perhaps a blanket -” ahri could feel her lashes fluttering against the soft material of the pillow, her eyes threatening to fall at any moment. “ and kiss my dog goodnight for me…”

taewon all but facepalmed at her attitude. he had been around her long enough to know she couldn’t handle her drinks all that well, and while there was a time when he found that amusing, right now it was crossing the limit of annoying. and the fact that they were no longer together certainly helped him feel that way. rolling his eyes, he tried his best to steady the girl as she fell, luckily, to the couch he was trying to get her to. “i should record this and send this to you in the morning, i’m sure you’d be proud of yourself,” he shook his head, hands on his hips as he tried to come up with a plan on what to do for her. a part of him tried to convince himself that she was no longer his responsibility, but the other side knew that he still cared about her and leaving her to her luck wasn’t an option. “i’d definitely leave your apartment if this was your apartment, but it’s mine,” he sighed, reaching for a few blankets and unfolding them. “so, my rules, and i say you only get these blankets and the glass of water i’ll get next,” he announced, laying the blankets on top of her before walking to the kitchen to fill a glass of water for her. returning with it, he set it on the coffee table. “now try to get some sleep.”

[foreverstcr]

wistfulreality·:

another laugh, softer this time, sounded from her lips as she nodded her head. “mmm, that makes sense,” she acknowledged before she held up her finger to her lips. “we’ll talk after class?” she asked, smiling warmly at him to let him know that she did want this conversation to continue. it just seemed inopportune right now to continue with it. the professor droned on for the next hour before he announced that they would end their lessons there for today. relief washed over her as she picked up her books in her arms. “did you get anything out of that lesson?” she asked, chuckling a bit.

chio nodded at her request, not meaning to distract her from listening to the class any longer. he sat through the whole class, trying to take notes of what the professor was explaining, doing his best to follow him even if what he was saying sounded somewhat like gibberish at times. he let out a sigh of relief as the class was finished, standing up with his books in his arms. “i tried to,” he replied to the girl, shoulders lifting slightly. “i think we really should start these study sessions as soon as possible, before i get even more lost,” he suggested, and though he really did need to study, he was also interested in spending more time with her.

[foreverstcr]

wistfulreality·:

“what?” seojoon had completely lost track of time in the midst of their conversation.  “oh, shit!” he exclaimed before realizing that she had gotten him dressed a while ago. he saluted her as he disappeared off to the stage, straightening out his outfit as the group got ready to go on. the set was successful, and before he knew it, he had returned. “did i look great out there?” he asked her, his smile widening that they’d get to go out now. he was a bit gross and sweaty, but she should have been used to this by now, right? “shall we go out soon after i get changed?” 

kiara watched as he bolted from the room, soon following him so she could watch his set through the monitor. biting at her fingernails, she wrapped her arms around herself as she watched the performance. it always made her feel nervous, no matter how many times she watched him perform, thinking that he could hurt himself with every turn. once it was finished and everything was alright, and she returned to the room to wait for him once more. relief washed over her as she saw that he was in one piece, a smile on her lips as she greeted him. “you were amazing out there,” she congratulated him, handing him back his clothes. “yes, i’ll wait for you outside,” she gave him a joking pat on the head before heading out of the room.

[foreverstcr]

lastblossoms·:

‘ ♡ ‘ « @foreverstcr »  x.

          worry lines his ordinarily serene countenance, breathless mumbles spilling past quivering lips. ❝y-yah … isn’t it hard? making yourself so .. hardcore? can’t you see that i’m WORRIED about you? i couldn’t sleep because i didn’t know where you were, mm? i thought .. well – i didn’t even know what to think. i didn’t know whether or not you were even okay.❞

aeja sighed. she was used to being independent, to doing what she wanted, no questions asked. and she wasn’t particularly used to people caring about her. “dohyun, for the hundreth time, i’m fine,” she set down her coat on the couch. “i just... needed some fresh air, some time to think.”

[foreverstcr]

eojjjeona·:

starter from this meme !   /   @foreverstcr  .  —  with kimmi moon-croft. ↳ 💻 : for an online relationship/friendship starter

to say kimmi was nervous was an understatement. despite the MONTHS they’ve been speaking to the other, they’ve never actually met face to face, and doing it now seems terrifying. their brother raven made sure to go through every possible scenario with them before they got on the train, and they’re now well equipped with what to do if their mystery person turns out to be a 50 year old man. when they step off the train the platform is mostly empty, save for one person they assume must be there for them. nervously, they approach. “ … hi. ”

hyorin huffed. she hadn't ever done this, meet someone she'd talked to online before. and the worst part was that she knew the other knew things about her that she hadn't told anyone. that and, of course, the fact that she hadn't exactly been truthful about who she was. being somewhat known as she was the backup dancer for a famous idol, she believed hiding her face behind someone else's was her best option. and the guilt was eating her up, jabbing at her as she waited for kimmi to show up. the train finally arrived, and her heart sunk. this was someone who knew so much about her, they could ruin her if they wanted to. and so she debated on standing up and leaving. but now, it was too late anyway. as the male approached her, she felt her cheeks heating up and her throat closing as a lump formed. her head lifted slightly to look at the male. "hi... hm, you're kimmi right?"

[foreverstcr]

illarius·:

━  LOOKING AT THE LITTLE, puppy and smiles so widely. She has two of her own, Luna & Moonie. The puppy seemed to be confused as she strokes its fur and smiles widely. ❝  Boy or girl? ❞ Hyerin asks as she takes the little pup from his hands and plays with it.

taewon let out a breath as he saw how she instantly smiled. he didn't know what to expect of her reaction, given that he'd asked her to come as soon as possible and he knew she was a busy woman. "boy," he replied, walking closer to her and eyeing the puppy.

[foreverstcr]

epiiphcny·:

                    ´ ･ .  ✶ okay, so maybe he shouldn’t be laughing — but god, it is funny. tilting his head to one side, chaemin chuckled one more time before an idea popped into his mind. ‘ what if i could help you with that ?? ’ he asked, wondering if it was truly a good idea, given the fact that he usually found himself in the spotlight, given the fact that he was the owner of one of the most famous restaurants around. ‘ i could pretend i’m your boyfriend until she backs off. ’

micha's eyebrows shut up on her forehead at the other's suggestion. she was partially shocked by it, but also shocked at the fact that for a split second, she did consider taking him up on it. "no, no!" she shook her head, trying to convince herself at the same time. "and besides, my mom would never believe me if i said i was dating you, i mean, she knows who you are," she scrunched her nose up. "and then she'd back off and we'd break up and she'd be even more suspicious, and probably rush me even more."

[foreverstcr]

i’ve finally finished all my drafts & posted some while some are queued! i’m also extremely tired this week and i’d love to get some discord threads going as they’re easier for me to write!! so pm me or like this so i can send you my discord if you’re up for a discord thread.

[foreverstcr]

grxnadxs·:

“I know, I-I normally wouldn’t bother you,” Naeun said, looking over her shoulder to make sure no reporters or onlookers were around. “You know the magazine I work for? They’re going to drop a story. One that makes you and your group look bad. I-I tried to get them to pull it, but I’m only an intern and they don’t really listen to me,” she said, rambling because of how nervous she was. “I know we can’t be seen together, but I just needed you to know. My bosses think gossip about a hot boy group will bring our subscribers up and they’re willing to lie to do it. I’m so sorry, Jaesang. I just … thought you should know before the online comments start coming in.”

jaesang’s face visibly dropped as he heard the female. his mind raced, and while he didn’t know what the story was and just how much damage it could do, he still felt scared. “i-- what?” he shook his head, trying to make sense of her words. he should be used to it by now, but truth was, he couldn’t exactly handle it well when the press talked smack about him, especially when they didn’t back it up with any evidence and people still believed the stories. still, he couldn’t let his anger get the best of him. “thank you for telling me, at least i can speak to my managers and have them prepare some damage control thing or something,” he ran his hand through his hair, noticing how she too was upset. “this isn’t your fault, you know?”