made of stardust

indie. sel. kuroshitsuji original character. master of the forge. When your time comes to 𝕕𝕚𝕖, be not like those whose hearts are filled with 𝒻𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽. Sing your death song, and die like a hero going 𝐻𝒪𝑀𝐸. Kuroshitsuji OC. PLEASE READ RULES AND ABOUT. VERSES HEREICON CREDIT: PSD & PSD II BORDER 1 BORDER 2 BORDER 3

[silvcrreaper]

forgedstar​:

“Do the wishes come true?” They asked, settling in and shifting so they would both be comfortable enough for sleep, should it creep up on them. “You said the circus is magic…do the wishes come true?” They smiled at the kiss to their palm, continue using the soft stroking of his skin with their thumb. They idly wondered if he knew how beautiful he was in this moment: hair like starlight in the low lamp light of their bedroom. How long they stared and waited for an answer they didn’t know, but it felt an eternity long.

Hmmm, did they? He tried to recall if they did or not, but Azrael wasn’t truthfully certain on it. At least, the tree hadn’t been mentioned since it was in passing, though the shinigami would like to think they did. “I’m fairly certain they do.” Another kiss to the palm of their hand, eyes sliding half shut as he smiled. “The one who created the tree seemed to have a genuine desire to ensure that those who lit a candle had it granted.” He leaned in closer to Nix to leave a kiss ‘pon their lilps. 

“If I had lit a candle at the tree, the wish would be granted.”

[forgedstar]

They blinked, slowly, smiling at the soft kiss he left them with. Curiosity crept in at his statement: what would he have wished for? What could he have possibly wanted? They had some guesses, but they honestly didn't know. "What would you have wished for, then? What wish of yours has come true?"

[silvcrreaper]

forgedstar​:

Silence for a moment, before they left a soft kiss over his throat instead. “My teeth are e'er dull for you, Azrael.” It might have been romantic, or a bit sentimental of them to say. But they meant what they said, even if it was obtuse. They would never hurt or harm him, never cause him pain willingly or intentionally ( not any that he didn’t want, that was ). They loved him too much. And even if what he said was in tease or jest, they still felt it necessary to remind him that he was loved. Safe.

Safety and a happy heart.

———

Their fingers gently traced his lips, trying not to pride themselves on the litany of dark marks they had covered his skin with. A small, content smile and a soft look was given, as they tugged the blankets up over them both. Carefully their hand moved to cup his face, thumb stroking his cheek. “Tell me about the wishing tree.”

Sweet and kind, even if they got nippy. 

Azrael hrrm’d softly at their words, adjusting his head a little so that it was comfortable as Nix’s thumb caressed his skin. His neck would be sore tomorrow, but it wasn’t like he was bothered by it. “Th’wishing tree?” A fuzzy recollection of it, closing his eyes for a moment before he reopened them. “It’s a tiny little bit of the circus, but the purpose of the tree is that those who want to make a wish light a candle by an older wish. In a way, an old wish giving light to a new wish. I thought that was rather touching, in a way.” 

A movement of his head, lips pressed against the palm of Nix’s hand. “It’s in the fortune teller’s tent. It sounds like something you would’ve created, if I’m honest.” A fond smile.  

[forgedstar]

"Do the wishes come true?" They asked, settling in and shifting so they would both be comfortable enough for sleep, should it creep up on them. "You said the circus is magic...do the wishes come true?" They smiled at the kiss to their palm, continue using the soft stroking of his skin with their thumb. They idly wondered if he knew how beautiful he was in this moment: hair like starlight in the low lamp light of their bedroom. How long they stared and waited for an answer they didn't know, but it felt an eternity long.

[silvcrreaper]

forgedstar​:

“Leave my spicy gay romance novels out of this, mister.” They teased back, gently nudging under his jaw to tip his head back. He was getting squirmy, shifting beneath them. Not that they could blame him. After all, they were playing right into some of his most sensitive spots. Another whisper of their nails over his skin, another bite as their nails bit into his back. They knew what they were doing. They had done it many times before.

Devious.

“I’m certain I know what I’m doing ma moitié. What will you do about it?”

A faint laugh followed by a small noise, as he flashed his teeth in a grin. “Depending on how you’re feeling, I might bite back, or tickle you.” His hands were, as Nix may’ve briefly forgotten, latched onto their sides. 

“But I also risk the teeth at my neck… so it seems I’m going to give the reins to you. Do as you please, love ♫”

[forgedstar]

Silence for a moment, before they left a soft kiss over his throat instead. "My teeth are e'er dull for you, Azrael." It might have been romantic, or a bit sentimental of them to say. But they meant what they said, even if it was obtuse. They would never hurt or harm him, never cause him pain willingly or intentionally ( not any that he didn't want, that was ). They loved him too much. And even if what he said was in tease or jest, they still felt it necessary to remind him that he was loved. Safe.

Safety and a happy heart.

———

Their fingers gently traced his lips, trying not to pride themselves on the litany of dark marks they had covered his skin with. A small, content smile and a soft look was given, as they tugged the blankets up over them both. Carefully their hand moved to cup his face, thumb stroking his cheek. "Tell me about the wishing tree."

[silvcrreaper]

forgedstar​:

They had to stop themselves from asking questions, though the thought of a wishing tree piqued their interest. Their jumped slightly at the touch to their sides, not quite expecting it, wiggling slightly when he would give a squeeze. They stayed like this until he had finished describing what he had read, with Nix sitting back so they could see eye to eye with him; arms flung around him in a loose hold. “Not good enough to hold your attention over me.” A cheeky grin from the smaller shinigami as they leaned in, pressing another bite to his throat at the same time their nails found his lower back.

“It’s ha-a-a-a-ard too when someone’s finding all the right spots~” He teased back, giving a sharp inhale and pressing into them when their nails found his lower back. “Nix.” Azrael hissed through his teeth, eyes flashing. “Are you sure that’s a move you want to make ~♫” 

A small sigh, loving. “I think you’d enjoy it.” A daring tilt of his head to where he could see them. “It’s got mystery and romance. Though none of the spicy gay kind you enjoy.” A teasing grin. 

[forgedstar]

"Leave my spicy gay romance novels out of this, mister." They teased back, gently nudging under his jaw to tip his head back. He was getting squirmy, shifting beneath them. Not that they could blame him. After all, they were playing right into some of his most sensitive spots. Another whisper of their nails over his skin, another bite as their nails bit into his back. They knew what they were doing. They had done it many times before.

Devious.

"I'm certain I know what I'm doing ma moitié. What will you do about it?"

[silvcrreaper]

forgedstar​:

Nix tilted their head slightly, as if indicating he should continue, reaching up to gently tug at his hair, tipping his head back further, showing more of his pale neck. “Mm—hm” they murmured, giving a nip over his throat. They wondered if he’d be distracted enough ( or perhaps just unwilling ) to continue to play their little game. They weren’t about to give up themselves, and they wouldn’t rest until they had left their mark on him.

A steady exhale left his lips as Azrael grinned, eyes closing all the way. “It’s wonderfully written. There’s all manner of things,” a soft noise at the nip to his throat, “a cloud maze. A contraption that allows one to see the stars in their clarity without the lights of the circus.” His hands reached up to gently take hold of them by their sides - giving small squeezes when they bit at a sensitive spot, “An ice garden. A wishing tree. It’s like a dream…~”

[forgedstar]

They had to stop themselves from asking questions, though the thought of a wishing tree piqued their interest. Their jumped slightly at the touch to their sides, not quite expecting it, wiggling slightly when he would give a squeeze. They stayed like this until he had finished describing what he had read, with Nix sitting back so they could see eye to eye with him; arms flung around him in a loose hold. "Not good enough to hold your attention over me." A cheeky grin from the smaller shinigami as they leaned in, pressing another bite to his throat at the same time their nails found his lower back.

[silvcrreaper]

forgedstar​:

“Better than being in an awful mood.” They nuzzled his jaw, tipping his head back with a press of their nose to his skin. They could feel his pulse on their lips, teeth parted as they spoke to ghost warm breath over his skin. “Tell me about your book, ma moitié.” A harsh nip, one that might leave a mark in it’s wake. “Si tu arrêtes, moi aussi.”

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A low hum at their breath ‘gainst his skin, closing his eyes as Azrael shifted just a touch to get comfortable. “Something about a circus.” It’d been one of those novels that it was hard to put down once he started, but he had taken breaks from it due to the formatting. The words were too close together, and occasionally he found himself reading the same paragraph over and over again. “And magic.” Head tilted back, his eyes closed slightly as he peered at Nix through his lashes. “It’s a game, to them.” 

[forgedstar]

Nix tilted their head slightly, as if indicating he should continue, reaching up to gently tug at his hair, tipping his head back further, showing more of his pale neck. "Mm—hm" they murmured, giving a nip over his throat. They wondered if he'd be distracted enough ( or perhaps just unwilling ) to continue to play their little game. They weren't about to give up themselves, and they wouldn't rest until they had left their mark on him.

[forgedstar]

"Better than being in an awful mood." They nuzzled his jaw, tipping his head back with a press of their nose to his skin. They could feel his pulse on their lips, teeth parted as they spoke to ghost warm breath over his skin. "Tell me about your book, ma moitié." A harsh nip, one that might leave a mark in it's wake. "Si tu arrêtes, moi aussi."

@silvcrreaper

[forgedstar]

an undoing influence

Can someone tell you what to do? You have been carrying so much love within you for so long it is starting to turn into anger (why does it matter, all you see is red anyways) and you have been dragging this body through each day and every night you are split open on your bed and it is so so so lonely. If someone were to walk in while you were on your bed that way and they stitched you back in a new way, lining the seams with their love and kisses, you’d probably find this dreary world a little more bearable. You want someone to turn you over and over until you look in the mirror and see yourself looking back at yourself with a gentleness which has been lacking in you since forever.

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[pinkpossibly]

The person I reblogged this from deserves happiness and love

[silvcrreaper]

(▰˘◡˘▰) If I'm not too late. For Nix and Azzy.

Send (▰˘◡˘▰) for a kiss drabble about our muses

Nix bolted awake, almost a missile as they realised the date from their morning lie in! A giddy sort of grin as they hopped around the home, only slightly disturbing the multitude of cats in their respective baskets. “Azzy!” They chirped as they cannonballed onto their husband, learning muffled Hrm? from the still sleeping shinigami. “C’mon, get up!” They gently poked at his shoulder before peeling away the blankets to rouse the still slumbering Azrael from bed.

Said shinigami merely rolled over onto his side, blinking for a bit before he grabbed the blanket back – taking them with him. “A – Azzy!” The admonished, earning a sleepy hmmmmm? From him. They narrowed their good eye at him, huffing before they leaned up and lightly nipped his nose. “Sleeping shinigami don’t get breakfast.” They said at him, which earned a sigh and the shuffling of blankets as he finally pulled them back.

“What’s so important?” He asked with a yawn, as Nix eagerly rolled out of bed and bounced in place impatiently as he sat up.

“Look at the date!” They pointed at the calendar. “It’s today!” Azrael squinted at the calendar, then it slowly dawned him.

“So it is.”

“C’mon!” They pressed a kiss to his forehead, the bridge of his nose, his actual nose, and his lips. “I made breakfast.”

“Didn’t burn it?” A playful pout from Nix, which earned them a sleepy kiss to the side of their head, “I was teasing, love.”

“I know. But I didn’t burn it, thank you.” Huffs. Nix blinked as Azrael reached out and tilted their head up. “Hm–?” A smooch for their troubles! They couldn’t help but return it, before they broke it and gave him an affectionate headbutt, “Hurry up and get dressed love. I’ll be outside when you’re ready.”

“Alright, alright.” A chuckle, as Nix darted out of the room to leave him be.

Renewing vows wasn’t something done every so often, but sometimes it was nice to remember them, and the one they loved.

[forgedstar]

He's here to lightly scoop this Nix up and twirl them around a bit. It's been a good day, and he wants to love on them a little; leaving smooches all over their face!

!!!

Nix smiled ( tired, maybe a little sad ), nuzzling him back a little half-heartedly. They could never quite resist smiling when he peppered their face with kisses, or when he made an impromptu gesture such as the twirl. Good spirits were infectious, but it seemed today something weighed on them. Gently they rested their forehead 'gainst his chest, just listening to the steady thrum of his heart.

"I'm sorry," they said, "That you should find me in such a sorry state when you're having such a pleasant time."

[forgedstar]

Have a canon Nix in their work uniform with a cat.

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Tagging: I'm so late— please do this if you want to.

[forgedstar]

( sorry I've been quiet. An old abuser of mine resurfaced and it tanked any and all writing motivation I might have had )

[silvcrreaper]

HC.

|| Azrael and Nix ( @forgedstar ) got married on April 12th. They wanted a spring wedding ( Nix, specifically. Azrael was content to vibe with whichever season it was ), as spring symbolises new beginnings and rebirth / growth. Every few decades or centuries the two renew their vows around the time of their wedding, as it helps reaffirm their devotions and love for one another. Plus, this means they get to cycle through various forms of renewal ceremonies, though they both are particular fond of handfasting ceremonies.

[melodiadraconis-a]

                                                         – Sing with me, a song ♫

[forgedstar]

He's not late, shhh. For Nix on Valentine's Azrael had gotten them sweets, and a warm scarf. ( flip flop! I hadn't forgotten, just sleepy. )

Nix blinked slowly, holding the gifts in their hands as if they were made of glass. Gift-giving wasn't a new concept: they oft exchanged little things with one another. But this was— this had a meaning. It was a holiday, one meant as a celebration of love. A celebration that meant they were loved. That Azrael loved them.

They pressed the scarf to their face, taking in the scent of new wool and stemming tears that threatened to dissolve the sweet gesture. "Thank you," they said quietly, peeking over the knit garment. "I love you."

Later, at bedtime, he would find on his pillow a small bundle of tea roses, and a hair comb they'd made out of silver and peridot. "Like your eyes," the little card said, "Which I could get lost in forever. I love you, my valentine."

[forgedstar]

Happy Valentine's Day Shrimp! 💜 I hope that today winds up being one of your best, and I hope it is filled to the brim with laughter, good music, bright smiles, and love as far as the eye can see! After all, you grant all of that to us each and everyday, you deserve it back tenfold! You never crease to amaze me with your creativity and your encouragement, you are among one of the most considerate, kindhearted, and magnificent people I have ever gotten the pleasure of knowing. You are very, very loved, never forget that! Have a lovely day!

(( I really don't know what to say Vince. Thank you so much for your kind words and wonderful presence. ♡ Happy Valentines Day to you as well!