Forgotten~Insanity

**TRIGGER WARNING** I thøught i cøuld have the demøns frøm my mind cøntrølled, make them flee away frøm my brain whenever they cøme tørmenting my vile søul. I had the feeling i cøuld løcked them up in a cage sø they cøuld never hurt me. But i was wrøng.. I was sø wrøng, they made me think everything was gøing tø be alright, that i cøuld have a little piece øf heaven før myself. But my happiness is created frøm many deceits. Even thøugh i thrust the demøns deeper intø thier cage, i can still hear their screams inside my head. It alsø makes me want tø scream relieving a bit øf my pain but i cøuldn't. The silence stabs me with the wørst feelings i can ever feel.. høw stupid øf me tø believe i cøuld be nørmal. i've løst my mind, i'm løsing the war and my will tø fight før myself is fading away. My demøns are always øne step ahead øf me, they have made me øne øf them and turned me aløne with my førgøtten insanity. My angels are leaving me øn my øwn watching me suffer frøm abøve døing nøthing.. that is if angels ever existed.. /Last time cut 02-04-2018 5:48Am\

[forgotten-insanityy]

Its funny tø see høw søme peøple have their whøle life figured øut while i døn't even knøw høw tø explain what i feel

[anna-alina]

[70sgroupie]

[closedforgoodbyelol]

[forgotten-insanityy]

Happy new year to everyone who survived 2019. It may not have been easy to see the sun rise every morning without you thinking "why am i still here?" But im glad to tell you that you made it through and I'm happy for every single one of you guys. Hope that the 2020's sun shine bring through your window and make you realize that you're way much more than what you think you are or what you've been told about yourself. I love you guys from the bottom of my heart and thank you guys for all the support.

[a-monami]

[suicide-hesitation]

[bpdohwhatajoy]

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[thegoodvybe]

[my-bitter-soul]

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