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i miss you even though you only live thirty minutes away and you leave my messages on read faster than i can send them

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do you miss me as much as i miss you ?

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i’ve never wanted someone out of my life as badly as you before

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i remember a time when your voice sounded like honey and molasses. now it sounds like how rust smells and broken glass. you were right, you should’ve shut your mouth a lot more often before it started to grate my ears

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i hate you.

the way i cared about you so much. the way i daydreamed about your hands on mine and our lips intertwined. and we never even got to and it was over quicker than it had begun.

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wtf?

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-mod o

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all you can ask for from me is forgiveness for the things you did

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i’m buzzed

i was frantically looking through my phone

looking through years of pictures on my google drive

i wanted to see if i still had your nudes saved on my phone

i read something i wrote in my notes back in 2013

its exactly how i feel still today

i remember that night

you fell asleep on my chest, shirt off

your hairy chest soaked in moonlight and sweat

your nipples, god your nipples

my favorite color

i want to kiss them again

i don’t miss you

i just want you under me

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oh how much i’ve missed you. it’s been six years and i want nothing more than to hold you in my arms

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i’m nervous to have hope again

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suddenly, before I knew it, my life started over

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we haven’t spoken in months, but your words still spill out of my mouth sometimes

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Melancholy sweetened by nostalgia as I remember what we were like at sixteen. Brand new souls, my twin flame. I’ll see you in the next life.

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Hi!

Hi folks! It’s been years since I’ve been on this blog, and I’ve missed you all! I want to come back and renurture the community we had created. I’m older and much wiser than I was when I started this blog, and I want to reframe this environment as a place of healing. Please submit anything you feel like, and send in asks if you need advice or have any questions! I will include a personal update under the page break about what i’ve been up to. 

Hope to hear from you soon,

mod o

I went MIA on this blog shortly after I brought on mod q. I got super wrapped up with work, school, and the relationship I was in at the time and completely lost track of how this blog was even doing. During that time, I finished my stint at community college, got accepted into UCLA for art history, and then promptly transferred out and into an art school. I’m now studying photography and creative writing and will be graduating with my BFA in 2022! 

Shortly after I created forgottensuggestion, I entered into a relationship that I someone I thought was it for me. We were together for just over four years, and they ended things in March. Things were extremely complicated, toxic, and messy during the last month we were together, and we are no longer on speaking terms. They entered into a new relationship almost immediately after we separated and their new partner took it upon themselves to threaten me and spread rumors about me. The way things went down in the end made me extremely sad and threw me into a deep depression for a while, but that was 7 months ago now, and I’m doing much better!

I’m still in school (going to art school online sucks, but we’re making it work), and am currently working on my mid-residency gallery show! I’ve been processing the trauma of my breakup and coming to terms with the toxicity of the relationship through meditation, therapy, and general spiritual healing. I work as a barista for the green mermaid company and I love my job! I’ve managed to find a supportive and loving community of people that I see/interact with almost daily now and it’s helped tremendously. 

mod o

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the way you kissed me. so delicate and afraid. harder than a butterfly, softer than a moth. you tasted like salt and chapstick and saliva. i villainized you and you didn’t deserve it.

i loved you. i can’t anymore, im so sorry.

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hi! so i was rosyxna but i cant get to my account anymore, can you please delete all of the asks i sent u? i found some that were still up

sure! 

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seems that all of it is gone at this point