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#𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐒𝐋𝐔𝐌𝐄𝐍 :     an  independent  &  multi-fandom  multimuse  roleplay  blog,  highly  selective  and  mutuals  only. written  by  nina  ( she/her ),  26. ✰  sporadic  activity  and  hella  slow  at  times.  ✰

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memes.  —  open  at  all  times  for  mutuals.

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hi friends! thanks for sticking with me for so long! great news tho, finally. stopped being lazy and moved blogs since many things here aren’t working. come love me and let’s write again @fortislumen

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happy new year! guess what? I moved blogs and needed to take a step back again lol. anyways we're back for a few days and sure enough to reblog to remind you we're over there. it's been so long I'm leaving for you to decide if you wanna follow and don't be afraid if you want or not! <3

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hi friends! thanks for sticking with me for so long! great news tho, finally. stopped being lazy and moved blogs since many things here aren’t working. come love me and let’s write again @fortislumen

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how you doing? here goes a last update

my last day of work was indeed the 11th, then I had family parties, things to do and whatnot. then about a week in of not really knowing what to do and idk resting/living life, because my job was indeed taking all of me, my stepdad needed to be hospitalized (nothing too serious tho don’t worry, although tomorrow marks a week he’s there) so between taking care of a huge house and 4 pets I didn’t even remember this site existed

anyways this weekend I did sit down to start doing drafts and find people who moved and etc and realized my blog is a mess and some links and tags don’t work so I might as well move blogs. it’s the one thing I despise especially being a multi but anyways it has to be done so it should be coming in the next couple of days

I am gonna announce and follow everyone I don’t have patience to not follow anyone and wait for others lol so that’s that. I guess if you don’t wanna stick around unfollow me soon but I imagine after waiting almost two years with little to no activity you’re all coming with (it’s s threat)

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Hey friends. Long time no see. Little update under read more 🥰

It’s no news your girl has been going through it. Specifically since I started my job November 2023. Not only am I not having the energy nor the time to devote to my hobbies and my own damn self overall I also included not really talking to anyone to the list oop. But that’s on me, I have a weird way to punish myself when I blame myself for things not going my way in my life. Therefore, as I continuously beg, do not take me not replying to messages nor me not being here, personally. I’m just losing it a lil.

HOWEVER, on a brighter note, I have handed in my damned resignation. It’s the one step I need to getting back to being myself and not this robot who sleeps, works, cries a little, gets sick, and continues on this loop. My health says thank you…

Since here is different, I shall work until the 11th of July. I do not promise much if any activity here, especially since I shall be training some new teacher, but I already feel GOOD just knowing I will be out soon. I do not have another job on the looks but I thankfully have family support, they see right thru my smile. I’ll be okay, and I’ll be better. I shall see you all very very soon. In the meantime I’ll try to at least be communicative but no promises, that self punishment is something I could never get myself rid of. Just remember I adore you all and hold each and every one of you in my heart and thoughts. Thanks for sticking with me through it all.

TLDR: I’ll be back 100% after July 11.

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ᵉⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢ ᵉᵈᶦᵗˢ: alexa, play the bodyguard theme song madam president pepper & michael [ 01 ]

@fortislumen // @soullesstrouble

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in other words, look at ms potts being a diva on main. what will ur muse do if she looks at them like that hm?

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Lemme say this one more time. I feel like I need to get it out of my chest.

With my routine, my job and being completely unhappy in that place whilst also needing money to live, I really don’t have much of the energy nor the time to be at all times, having conversations with people. I barely talk to my own girlfriend on week days, then on weekends all I do is sleep. It’s hard. It’s easy for us to assume or make it about ourselves when a friend seems to be “around” but not talking to us. But perhaps let’s take a deep breathe and check up on that friend. Send a first message, start a conversation. Remember we are all trying to survive in this world. That it’s not just our friend who might be struggling because honestly everyone is. That it’s not because our friend every once in a while appears here and there that they’re talking to the whole world. Your friend Nina here thinks about her friends every day. Hates herself for not being happy enough to be the person who was on everyone’s messages all day. Things change sometimes and it doesn’t mean our friends love us any less. It’s a guilt I carry with me every day that in fact many times holds me back from messaging people, especially if I’m met with a cold attitude. Anyways, I just had a bad dream and felt the need to post a good old reminder that we grow up, need adult jobs and it’s not because x and y have time to be here all day with also a terrible job, that z can do that too. And Z will still adore you to bits <3

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𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐀 👀 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 (a collection of spicy prompts with various contexts. They were left vague to match varying levels of spice and situations.)  → add + reverse to reverse the roles!

[OFFICE]: sender and receiver are making out in receiver's office

[CAR]: sender and receiver are making out in receiver's car

[BITE]: while kissing, sender bites receiver's lips

[PULL]: sender pulls on receiver's hair to expose their neck

[PINNED]: sender pins receiver against a wall

[LAP]: sender pulls receiver onto their lap

[ELEVATOR]: sender and receiver are making out in an elevator

[FLIRT]: sender flirts with receiver to make them blush

[CHOKE]: sender grabs receiver by the throat

[KNIFE]: sender uses a knife to rip receiver's clothes

[GROWL]: sender growls in receiver's ears

[QUIET]: sender orders receiver to be more quiet

[COLLAR]: sender grabs receiver by the collar to pull them closer

[WRESTLE]: sender wrestles receiver, pinning them on the floor

[WHISPER]: sender whispers sweet nothings into receiver's ears

[KNOCK]: sender walks into a room without knocking only to find receiver in their underwear

[HALLWAY]: after inviting receiver into their flat, sender and receiver start making out in the hallway

[INJURY]: sender gently tends to receiver's wounds, which leads to them kissing

[MUFFLE]: sender puts their hand over receiver's mouth to keep them quiet

[PUBLIC]: sender and receiver are making out in a secluded but public place

[TABLE]: sender touches receiver's thigh under the table at a restaurant or a dinner party

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president potts but still with the extremis plot added...

/drops this and goes back to work

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Despite Pepper cutting him off, Tony's smile didn't falter. Instead he held up the cup of coffee and shook it gently in her direction. "I should keep my comments about Cruz and his new attack on mutants to myself Madam President?" Tony asked setting the cup down on her desk.

In truth, he knew she had a lot of her plate. Dealing with him prepared Pepper for a lot in life, a lot of surprises, and the arrogance and borderline narcissism that came with being friends with Tony Stark. The only difference between Tony and half of Congress was at least he earned his stripes so to speak.

Tony put a hand up and shook his head. "I'll handle Cruz." he told her definitively. He was Secretary of Defense after all. If anyone was going to try and implement the military into acting on U.S. citizens just because of a little X-Gene they were gonna have to do it over his dead body.

He took a seat, buttoning his coat as he made himself comfortable. "For the first time in decades military funding has been cut on the federal level and it's not at the cost of jobs or veteran benefits. If you would allow me Madam President. You kick ass at this job."

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she's  silent  for  a  moment  because  how  did  he  know  this  woman  desperately  needed  some  coffee  as  much  as  she  did  now?  she  pouts,  breathing  out  through  her  nose  as  she  reaches  out  for  the  cup,  murmuring  a  thank  you  as  she  does.

❝  i'm  sorry,  go  ahead,  talk  to  me...  ❞  she  allows  herself  to  take  a  sip,  relaxing  a  little,  knowing  she  wouldn't  have  to  deal  with  cruz  by  herself.  although  in  fact  he  should  have  been  dealt  with  by  the  rest  of  the  staff  before  he  went  out  defying  orders  coming  from  her  and  her  subordinates.  and  they  all  had  been  advised  by  pepper  herself  that  he  was  going  to  turn  into  a  future  problem.

❝  you  deal  with  it  carefully,  we  don't  need  anything  else  on  our  plate.  even though  it  won't  take  me  much  to  put  someone  else  on  his  place.  ❞  she  was  rather  surprised  how  the  rest  reacted  to  what  had  happened,  already  having  schedule  a  meeting  to  further  talk  damage control.  upon  hearing  his  next  words  she  can't  help  but  shake  her  head  and  smile.  even  after  so  many  years  of  friendship  he  still  surprised  her.  ❝  well  thank  you,  give  yourself  some  credit.  you're  the  one  who  talked  me  into  this.  ❞  she's  right  where  she  wanted,  doing  what  should  have  been  done  decades  ago  but  of  course  everything  comes  with  its  challenges.

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Dios Mio.

The sound of her voice—soft, teasing, familiar—made him pause for half a second. Benjamin had spent the past year convincing himself Lucia was part of his past. But as he turned to face her, his expression betrayed him. A smile came easily, instinctive. As if, just for a moment, they could pretend things weren’t as broken as they really were.

"Competition?" He exhaled a quiet chuckle, resting a hand on the marble railing as he met her gaze. "You of all people should know, I don’t mind a little competition. Keeps things... interesting."

He walked closer, his eyes flickering over her, amusement giving way to something else. The careful way she held herself. The touch of makeup, just a shade heavier than she used to wear. He had studied her for years, more attentively than any relic, enough to know when something was off.

"I’d say you look stunning, but I know better than to flatter you," he said with a slight tilt of his head, his voice light—teasing just enough to mask the concern beneath. "Though, I have to admit, you look a little different tonight," he accentuated his last words.

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❝  oh  no?  you  really  don't  mind  the  competition?  hm.  ❞  lucia  hums,  shaking  her  head.  although  she's  not  at  all  doubting  him.  it's  almost  like  a  challenge,  even  if  she  doesn't  even  plan  on  doing  something  today.  truth  be  told  she  can  always  see  in  his  eyes  the  way  he  in  fact  finds  interesting  these  events.  meanwhile,  sometimes,  lucia  rather  hates  them.  just  a  bunch  of  rich  people  not  caring  about  culture.

as  soon  as  he  walks  closer,  she  takes  a  half  step  back.  she  stops  herself  from  moving  farther,  not  wanting  benjamin  to  think  she's  afraid  of  him.  she's  just  wary  of  the  things  she's  hiding  tonight.  looking  down,  she  pretends  to  be  fixing  her  dress  but  of  course  she's  caught.  ❝  thanks,  i  guess?  ❞  finally  looking  up  at  him,  her  eyes  meet  his  just  for  a  second  before  she  turns  a  little,  eyes  now  paying  attention  to  the  crowd  below  them.  at  least  from  this  side  he  can't  really  see  the  bruise  she's  hiding.  and  at  least the  worst  of  it  is on  the  rest  of  her  body.

❝  i'm  just  tired,  don't  worry  about  me.  went  somewhere  looking  for  a  piece,  the  jet-lag  is  getting  to  me  now  that  i'm  back.  ❞  she  bites  her  bottom  lip.  it's  always  so  easy  to  lie  to  some  people,  but  to  him...

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/ growling

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the fact i wouldn’t be pissed if a friend or a very close loved one had to do what emily did (fake her death to protect herself until they found the person who wanted her gone) because this isn’t about me.

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FOR WHICH CHARACTER?? The amazingly posed and pillar of strength Diana? The sassy yet overly competent and wonderful Pepper Potts? The guarded yet soft Emily Prentiss? The AMAZING OCs you have from the entire Potts clan who feel so real and canon that I can barely imagine Pepper not having them in her life???? I can't decide which portrayal I adore most

beep beep how’s my portrayal ?

you'll spoil me rotten one of these days i swear. thank you so much for always being here for a comment under a post, for always knowing what to say and sticking with me no matter how long it's been that we haven't spoken to each other. i love you and all your muses with all of my heart, and the amazing portrayals that make me love characters i never really did so much before. <3

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favourite fictional red heads

↳ Rose Solano (Jane the Virgin)