KITTY !

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I’m crying right now but i think I’m going to leave this blog forever I’m sorry but I’m just hurting people and no one deserves that but me so I’m leaving I’m sorry

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ok but like for a starter if you wanna?

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! ... || ** adoriia !

   “You have every reason to be afraid,     but I’m not out to harm you,      I promise.”

     ‘ then ... th     th      the     then       then                    fuck           ’           they’ve become stuck. like a record. claws are            pushed into addi’s own palm to kickstart  their            brain.      ‘ w      why ARE you h       here ? why have      hav           haven’t you k i l l e d me yet ?            you know i won’t protect myself. ’

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@adoriia.

     ‘ y - you scare me, qu     quite         quite a bit.       like       like       li      like,  like  i’m  scared  of       m - myself, but WORSE. ’

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ok but like for a starter if you wanna?

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! ... || ** betawithascarf.

‘that right there is exactly why i didn’t tell people about my ‘hidden talent’ before.’  isaac laughed, it was fairly trivial compared to his actual secrets.

     addi laughs, hesitantly        constantly, consistently      checking the odd noise so rare from the kitten’s lips      won’t be horrifically out of place.            ‘ it       it’s amazing wh - what talented liars can h - hide,           i guess. ’

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! ... || ** @betawithascarf.

     ‘ i - i’m not       not sure i can r - rea     really talk, but            but ... that’s really weird. ’

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ok but like for a starter if you wanna?

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ok but if i maybe said i was ready to come back and write would anyone actually do that with me?

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             a beautiful sunset that was mistaken for a dawn.

[anomalcus]

     my skin feels too tight      over my fragile bones    but i’m starving myself         as self medication.

[victiiim]

                         with every breath you take,                                    you’re DYING.

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                    did you  know                     a   cat’s   heart                     beats    almost                     twice   as   fast                     as                       a                       HUMAN’S ? 

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|| 🐱 ↭ ❛ unblunting !

            “    nonononono  !  it’s totally fine , i PROMISE .                  please don’t worry about it , oh my gosh !  ”

     ‘ th - the       the claws, they       i can’t a - always control       them. i ... i don’t know how to ... t - h - how to       ’

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|| 🐱 ↭ ❛ changingpontius !

      Elizabeth stares for a few seconds longer before arrogant words would fall       from her mouth.   For a girl of high intelligence,   she often don’t know the       appropriate time to keep her thoughts in her brain.  She swears it’s for his       own GOOD in this capitalist world. Because sitting on the ground infested       with germs (and worms) won’t get him anywhere.

                        –      “There’s a chair nearby. And you can QUIT that stuttering.”

     the kitten, filled to the brim with anxious energy, opens      their over-sensitive, hidden fang-filled mouth  to  speak,      ever so stutteringly, at this  sour  stranger,  before  the       sound of the words, QUIT THAT,  reach their  ears.  no,      those words       those words cause addison  to  fucking      bite down on PALE, CHAPPED LIPS.            the lion shuffles backwards, closer to the wall, uncomfortably,           bony spine pressed  flush  against  the  hard  surface.  chairs           are uncomfortable when you’re skin && bone.

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|| 🐱 ↭ ❛ andonyourright !

               it’s almost a given that every tour will have that                one person that does not have a great time, &&                luckily, alex is one of those tour guides who won’t                get pissed at that. so he ushers the tour along, &&                speaks softly, kindly, && only a little worried.

               ❝  do you need me to help you get inside? people                    tend to make space for me to pass, so you don’t                    have to worry about a big crowd.  ❞

     addi feels STUPID stupid. they’re being STUPID stupid.       the  kitten  wraps  scrawny,  shaky  arms  around a bony       ribcage, now, head ducking carefully. their head HURTS      hurts, &&  everything   is   DIZZYING                  fingers      SHAKING, heart RACING. not okay not okay not okay.           ‘ mmmm       i do      don      d - don’t want to be an      an                any TROUBLE. ’

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uh. hey guys. i’m kinda back again. i blocked the anon + deleted the messages. i doubt i scared anyone, but if i did, i’m sorry. i did have a breakdown, + i’m sorry for that - i didn’t mean to, nor did i want to. i’m really sorry. i was really super close to the edge, honestly, and i need to thank tammy ( biochemed ) for pushing me back from the precipice, helping me breathe + even offering to phone me when i got really bad. i’m so fucking grateful.  the truth is, i’m still really fucking vulnerable. i don’t wanna have some fucking spitting contest about it, but i’m still broken + terrified + not okay at all. that said, i really wanna come back, so. i know i’m running the risk of getting a billion more hate messages, just by returning. i know now i’m going to get very little support coming back, purely because very few people actually care about the mun of this account. for these reasons + many, many more, i have no idea how long/permanent this ‘ returning ’ will be, but eh. i might as well give it a go, hey ?