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canislycaon24

Send the closeted child soldiers from Homophobic Empire to Mega Queer Island. I’m sure it will work out great

watchingwisteria

post-rumbling reijean feels like

#it really be like that

norumaru

"Imagine there is a button. If you press it, you'll steal every heart in the world in one fell swoop."

Based on As You Like It by @corviiids!!!!

#i fell to my knees #akeshu #shuake #i love them so much

clownowo

worlds most well adjusted teenaged girl

#pmmm #madohomu

snnxnr

#p5r #goro akechi #shuake

painkiller

#floch forster #get it... because poppies

cakefight

IDUBBBZ AND MAXMOEFOE FOR 20 MINUTES STRAIGHT

I made this three years ago and it still only has like 500 views but it's lit

#actual soulmates #you had max. what the fuck have you done ian #ian's whole entire life is a colossal fumble honestly

estro-boi

we gotta get back to torrent distribution, i just watched someone eat eight grand in bandwidth charges because they ran a direct-download piracy site with local file hosting through cloudflare. torrents were invented literally for this exact reason

estro-boi

torrents work like this

i have a file or folder on my pc that i want to share with other people. let's call it gayshit.mp3

unfortunately gayshit.mp3 is 750mb and im not paying for discord nitro so i need another way to send it

i put it into qbittorrent and it makes a torrent file. this is essentially a very small file that points to gayshit.mp3 so other computers can find it. kinda like a treasure map

i send this tiny file to my friend, who loads it into qbittorrent. their computer takes a moment to find mine over the vast expanse of cyberspace and then (as long as my pc is running and the file is still where it should be), it gets copied from my hard drive to theirs

this is the cool part: if somebody else loads that tiny file, they can download it from both of us. if i'm offline but my friend is on, the third person can still get it. this also means that if two people have separate halves of the file, they can download the other half from each other. as long as some combination of people have the pieces between them, they can all have the whole thing.

crucially this does not require a server!!! you can just upload the file to a few people and as long as they keep it, it's still accessible. as long as somebody, somewhere is still connected, it's available forever. the only way it goes away is if everybody disconnects from it.

please learn to torrent

macleod

An expert guide to get started using torrentsTorrents are one of the most popular forms of file sharing on the internet, accounting for over

always use qbittorrent, do not use bitorrent or utorrent.

choccolateebar

one thing that i love about annie is that she allows herself to cry.

growing up with a father like hers and then training in the warriors unit was a very harsh experience. annie is seen as an emotionless woman and yet she is the warrior that cries the most out of everyone.

she cried when they took eren from her, realising that she killed a big amount of people for nothing and that she couldn’t go back to her father because the mission wasn’t done yet.

annie is a very strong and independent woman and crying isn’t seen as a weakness in her eyes. annie cries, annie gets frustrated, annie gets mad.

also in this scene she feels SO upset that not only she is crying, but the titan itself. i think it reflects well enough how deep her pain is.

she cries when she gets defeated and realises that she needs to crystallise herself to survive: she doesn’t know if her comrades will save her or when she’ll have the occasion to get out safely. she thought she could finally go home and see her father, but her only wish (and reason to keep living) now looks so far.

as i said before, annie is seen as an emotionless and cold character. yes, reiner, berthold and other characters also cry, but the fact that SHE also does it is the demonstration of how deeply she actually feels things and how her nonchalant behaviour is just a way of trying to protect herself from her own actions.

#i love annie so fucking much #she's such a multifaceted and brilliantly written character

covid-safer-hotties

This is probably going to be messier than I want it to be, but something that drives me toward this information-gathering project and covid activism is the fact that I was a child with chronic illness. I had asthma and allergies, extremely common and well-understood conditions, right? That doesn't mean the people who had power over me treated me even baseline normal about it. I was mocked by teachers while having asthma attacks. I was tortured by bullies who found plants that would make me sprout welts, only to recieve similar punishment from the principal for "starting a fight." I had to keep my rescue inhaler almost a half a mile away in the nurse's office because of draconian anti-drug laws I couldn't even get a doctor's excuse for. For my 5th grade stay-the-night trip, I was forced to do kitchen duty and other similar labor even though I was literally the sickest I've ever been from allergies, literally woke up with my eyes glued shut from mucus and could barely hold myself upright.

I say this not as "boo-hoo poor baby nadi," I say this because I know worse is already happening to kids with long covid. Despite two rounds of democratic presidents since I was undergoing this torture, we still "No Child Left Behind," and I remember how students with even minor learning issues were taught by teachers when I was in public school. Now imagine you're a 8 year old with persistent brain fog and constant fatigue and weird gastrointestinal issues and imagine how teachers (whose jobs are still tied to student's standarized test scores over 20 years later) are treating them. How many of these kids are getting the opposite of attention? How many are getting crammed into already overpopulated and under-funded/staffed special education rooms? How many are branded as lazy and stupid and "problem" when they're literally sick and getting sicker because we can't even get schools to put an air filter in the room?

I have this passion for airborne illness caution because I can see just how many kids are living worse childhoods than I had. I can see the hundreds of thousands of kids across the country, the millions across the world, who struggle to pay attention to lessons not because they're uninterested or unintelligent but because they're in constant suffering no one will comprehend or lessen or excuse. And knowing what it's like, I don't want more kids to go through that: I was lucky to live through it, and many don't. Masking keeps kids safer. Air filtration keeps kids safer. Improved ventilation keeps kids safer. Frequent testing for respiratory diseases keeps kids safer. Paid sick leave keeps kids safer. Hybrid options for education keeps kids safer.

Quit making sure kids aren't safe and healthy. Do your part. Wear a respirator.