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Pain.. Day 5

Nothing changed it still hurts but I know I just have to stand strong like before ... ok I know that everything is hard and things are going crazy but my choice is God's so I will continue to live by His will and this pain may stay forever but I give up my life and I had enough...

Pain.. Day 4

Apparently the pain was about to go away yesterday... "WAS", but he told me that he was upset of what I posted on facebook... I know it was really stupid of me .. but I really don't know what to do.. he told me that today he might talk to me once he cools down.. but I still haven't received any message from him ... well I was a bit happy that one of my friend on facebook was online last night and I kinda felt like the pain was going away..

but right now the pain is going back but even worst.... I am now having a little bit of hard time standing up.. my legs hurt so much... I guess this pain is killing me slowly... soon I might not be able to use my whole body and would start to sleep soon.. I just hope my body would collapse sooner, maybe by then things will get a "bit" better...

Pain.. Day 3

So last night as I go home I try to smile and think of other solutions... but no use...

today I didn't received any msgs from him,.,, like all day... and the pain is getting worst... I can't hardly breathe anymore.... so right now I'm trying to call him again... but it's always "THE SUBSCRIBER CANNOT BE REACHED , PLEASE TRY AGAIN LATER" It's like he doesn't want me anymore ....

and I haven't eaten anything for 3 days... I don't feel the hunger... I just feel the pain

Pain.. Day 2

It didn't work... I think it's even much worst than before... I called him last night like 122 times yet he did not answered..

now I told him to text me again once the one that I used to knew returned but he did not even react to it...

so I texted him again after some time... but he told me he wasn't feeling good that he rested... and so I did not get another reply... again after 3 hours I recieved a gm from him and then I texted him but he said that he was busy so he'll text later.. again .. I texted after his class but there was no reply....

I logged into facebook I saw him online ... I started chatting with him but he said he was again busy... unlike back then he wasn't busy much even if he has some homeoworks... so after he has done his work I chatted him again but this time he told me he was going to sleep...

HELL I'M GOING CRAZY!!

Pain.. Day 1

It happened again...

that feeling.. the feeling when I'm about to loose a bestfriend... last night, my bestfriend told me that he just got into a relationship and HELL IT HURTS LIKE WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE... back then when I was highschool..my other bestfriend before we got into a little fight I felt so hurt when I heard that he was going to court someone and then eventually they became couples.. it hurts me so much that I could even talk or go near to him... and eventually we started fight without any reason.. but we just fight...

now what I felt before came back and much worst than before... I loosing my new bestfriend... knowing that now he got a boyfriend.. It's really painful as I try to ignore it.. but I just have to say what I felt to him.. I wanted for it to change this time ... so maybe if I tell him that I'm hurt maybe everything would be better?

Day 34 of Forgiveness: the day ends again and tomorrow...

They who dwell in the ends of the earth stand in awe of Your signs; You make the dawn and the sunset shout for joy. -Psalm 65:8

#sunset #photography

Day 33 of Forgiveness: What to ride on? In your majesty ride forth victoriously in behalf of truth, humility and righteousness; let your right hand display awesome deeds -Psalm 45:4

Day 32 of Forgiveness: Movie... what story is much more entertaining?

For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit, -1 Peter 3:18

Day 31 of Forgiveness: Time to rest and move on to the month of love...

See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are. The reason why the world does not know us is that it did not know him. -1 John 3:1

Day 30 of Forgiveness: Near end of the first month...

But you, take courage! Do not let your hands be weak, for your work shall be rewarded.” -2 Chronicles 15:7

Day 29 of Forgiveness: Elevator ride....

Therefore, as the Scriptures say, "If you want to boast, boast only about the LORD." -1 Corinthians 1:31

Day 28 of Forgiveness: I don't need luck...

Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” -Hebrews 13:5

Day 27 of Forgiveness: Well its been a while since the last time I saw the Noon sun..

For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven -Ecclesiastes 3:1

Day 26 of Forgiveness: May just be another ordinary day but suddenly in one moment it changed...

Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. -Isaiah 41:10

Day 25 of Forgiveness: Excitement to meet again...

Listen to advice and accept instruction, that you may gain wisdom in the future. -Proverbs 19:20

Day 24 of Forgiveness: Memories...

Every time I think of you, I give thanks to my God. -Philippians 1:3

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