foxxbones

fourteen • queer • he/him • probably gonna be alot of venting and ranting

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i just came out to my best friend, they're non-binary so i knew i had no reason to be worried but i was still super scared

BUT it went super well !!!! ahh i'm so happy right now :D

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God i'm so fucking gay

[transenbyconfessions]

not a confession. to everyone saying they wish they were/seemed/presented more in a certain way, that is exactly how i picture you in my head. to everyone not feeling valid in their gender or feeling like people would not accept them, i think you're valid and i accept you. to everyone hating parts of their body that others seem to love, if you change those parts or are even just open about it, someone will learn to love those parts too. to everyone feeling as if they're faking it because they are able to feel comfortable in their body, comfort does not ever define whether you are fake. to anyone scared to come out or make changes to stuff like your name or appearance because your label might change, do what makes you feel good, if your label changes again that's okay and normal. it is also normal to figure out who you think you are and never have that change. that's okay. it's all okay. you are valid. i am here for you. there are others like you. there will always be someone, somewhere, who will love and care for you, no matter what.

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Day 10, LGBTQIA+ Cliché(s) You Most Identity With:

i cant do math i cant sit properly in chairs and i love musical theatre / acting

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cuddling with your boyfriend as he passionately explains the video game he's playing, and you have no idea what he's talking about but you're listening intently because he's so passionate about it. Him grinning every time you ask a question, and excitedly explaining the lore to you, talking so fast he trips over his words.

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Day 9, favorite LGBTQ tumblr :

i can’t pick! theyre all so amazing 💕

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Day 8 , pride playlist So its kinda really short but here: The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades Is Out to Get Us! By Sufjan Stevens Boy, I’m just a loser for your love By Good Morning Target parking lot by Human Petting Zoo Gender is boring by She/Her/Hers I think I finally love myself by She/Her/Hers

:)

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Day 7, favorite LGBTQIA+ book

So ik it's a popular book but Aristotle and Dante discover the secrets of the universe! It helped a lot with me trying to figure out my identity and I also just really connected with the characters. So it has a special place in my heart. It has around 65k words i think, and there's a sequel coming out in a few months ! So if you haven’t read it you definitely should.

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It just dawned on me that i'm fully closeted again (kinda)

Like i've been out to my friends as queer for a few years. So they all know i'm apart of the community, but they all think i'm a queer cis girl and i'm not, i'm a gay trans guy. And that like so weird to think about. I feel like i'm lying to them, but i just don't feel comfortable coming out yet.

i know they wont be upset with me but its still just, i'm just not ready

[namelessvoid77]

i would make more mlm/nblm yearning posts but half the time my thought process is just "mmmmmmmmmmmmmmboyyyyy,,"

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Day 6 tag your chosen family: I can't tag any of them because some of them don't have tumblr and either way none of them know about this account, but shout out to my friends!! they deserve the literal world <3

[blackbcnnet]

got my new glasses today.. why ?? so i can see pretty men better ofc, what do you take me for ??

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B-B-BOYS 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 THEY'RE SO CUTE 🥺🥺🥺 BOYS!!!! I JUST WANNA HOLD ONES HAND MAYBE 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 MAYBE EVEN KISS ONE 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 BOYS!!!! BOYS 🥺😭💞

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Day 5, a moment your proud of: Its not a specific moment but I'm really proud of the last couple of school plays I've been in. A lot of people praised my acting which was nice, and not only did I get leads in them, but male leads! I’m not out and during the first one i didn’t even realize i wasn't cis yet.

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Most of the time i feel sick to my stomach thinking i'm just a cishet girl faking everything for attention. And that if i come out, in like 3 years ill regret everything :( I have some days where i'm like "I'm a boy!! I like boys !! and that's okay !!" but on those days i usually end up dealing with a lot of dysphoria. And its just tiring.

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Day 4, Pride mood board 🥰

i've never made a moodboard before and i'm not entirely happy with the way it came out, but i think its cute !

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day 3, something rainbow!

pretty colors !!!! :)