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a faceless shadow amongst the dancing leaves; the individual gone & only a mask by the name of Hound remains. [[ indie ANBU!Kakashisee guidelines before following. thanks.#fractumnexus ]]

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THIS BLOG IS ARCHIVED !!

idk if it even matters at this point, but if anyone is wondering kakashi is still around --- just as a highly private sideblog here. 

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it’s been practically a year how do i still have followers here

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so i’ve deleted everything i had in my drafts until now. tags & theme revamp will probably be done when i actually have time to do so, but until then, if anyone would like to start something, please let me know or give this post a like for something! verses will vary

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            ♔ TWO THOUSAND FIVE HUNDRED !!

First off, a very special thank you to Hades for drawing me this beautiful picture of Soi Fon and allowing me to use it on my blog (casually links to her art blog so you can all go see what wonderful work she does). Second of all, I cannot believe that 2.5k people looked at my blog and said, yeah I want this on my dashboard! I am so grateful to be able to share my love of Soi Fon with you all and that you all have given me that chance. I have some of the sweetest followers and friends, too. You guys are always there when I need you and I couldn’t be more grateful for my experience here. Its true there have been ups and downs, but I wouldn’t trade it for anything because being allowed this opportunity to write and grow alongside you has been an honor. You are all so talented and wonderful, it’s just such a joy to have you on my dash. I hope you can turn around and look at my blog and think at least something similar.

Anyway, because these things are wont to get sappy (and probably no one reads this part anyway) I am going to just do a few specific shout-outs and mention a few people who have really changed my life with their kindness, their writing, their talent,and their presence in my life. If I ever hit 3k I will do a longer one but for now here is my follow forever:

TO MY CLOSEST FRIENDS:

Those of you listed below have played such a crucial role on my blog and in my life. You have all been there for me, lent me your time, your ears, your strength. You have inspired me to become a better person, a better writer, a better artist. You have all shown me qualities that the world needs more of. You’re welcoming, kind, understanding, patient, talented, and above all you are my friends. When I think of my experience here on tumblr I know it wouldn’t mean nearly as much without all of you.

patereius ♔ unchainably ♔ hushedillusion♔ masochisticsadist ♔ suisosei ♔ dstrys  ♔ brideofsparda ♔ chalceum ♔ aerreo ♔ mubouna ♔ ignitivn ♔ seigiso ♔ hirugae ♔ krypahem ♔ rysntry ♔ wyntrveined ♔ terraene  ♔ gensoku ♔ calisvol ♔ theblood-redsandman ♔ grotesque-puppet ♔ maitreyaring ♔ keigaii ♔ ablackwing ♔ toshootfirst ♔ eldirexto ♔ xelaton ♔ c-h-i-t-a-n ♔ eyesofwater ♔ muyuun ♔ aestui ♔ taiyofu ♔ duoplicit ♔ floiice ♔ princesa–serpiente ♔ shunkoprincess ♔ ermachtigen ♔ inspirenjional ♔ purpura-viri  ♔ induratismo  ♔ nightcrusade  ♔ bloodthirstygod  ♔ falsequerade  ♔ mxntis  ♔ faiirbrook ♔ ofzaraki  ♔ houtousha  ♔ ophiidious  ♔ illusixnistin  ♔ oddhealer  ♔ chthanic

TO THOSE I ADMIRE:

All of you are so inspirational in one way or another. I sit here and look at your blogs in awe, I look at the people you are and how generous and talented and genuine you are and I am amazed. I am so glad to call you all my friends, and to those of you I can’t quiet say that to yet— I hope to be able to in the future. All of you have made a difference to me in some way, be it by your friendship or your writing, and I am so grateful for every single one of you.

ichxgo  ♔ luneneige ♔ persxqui ♔ hiinami  ♔ sola–cordis ♔ edhelhernil  ♔ cosmother  ♔ vindictivevirus  ♔  kireiiya  ♔ veilled  ♔ heritir  ♔ gxfangen ♔ lucxns  ♔ lighttningpanther  ♔ rapusodosu ♔ mothersins  ♔ rohavens  ♔ caedxs  ♔ roundhaus  ♔ zxnpakuto  ♔ nightgreyowl ♔ willprevail  ♔ galaxychord ♔ baka-naruto  ♔ xhaeres ♔ wcrshipper  ♔ azymus  ♔ winkchain  ♔   kunaihime  ♔ deriision  ♔ dhampyrite  ♔ malucro ♔ brangwyn  ♔ kenosiis  ♔ sanctificeture  ♔ ontoiism  ♔ venomoustigress  ♔ eaxsolis  ♔ grimmjxw ♔ fatamoirai  ♔ goukai  ♔ x-m-p-e-r-e-u-r  ♔ greenveined  ♔ sawakool  ♔ corrxptela  ♔ machinejaws ♔ toboshahime  ♔ hisfledgling​  ♔  tooflless  ♔ queenistically  ♔ decoriis ♔ grishildr  ♔ pxignard  ♔ thundcrs​  ♔ viduxm​  ♔ ingenixre​  ♔ desbearer​  ♔ iatrical​  ♔ arraneous​ ♔ nekurooma​ ♔ flirtiings​  ♔ umberling-queen​  ♔ category69​  ♔ cleverindeed​  ♔ naru-uzumaki​ ♔ binoshi​  ♔ nervenzerstorung​  ♔ biteharm​  ♔ erkiengill​  ♔ ishidauryuu​  ♔ originalheir​  ♔ stoiikos​ ♔ illustriis​  ♔ regalisdecorum​ ♔ sxbstitute​  ♔ reyvicioso​ ♔ duvoziir​  ♔ rebelliouspantera​  ♔ poiised​ ♔ draicon​  ♔ naivne​  ♔ noxpraelia​  ♔ narashii​ ♔ hasuheishi​  ♔ lafoys​  ♔ mordorshi  ♔ bestiaxcantus ♔ bladeorigin ♔ mxliti  ♔ sensualiteit  ♔ uzuttebayo  ♔ frutpin  ♔ fractumnexus  ♔ cxrbstomp

                                                                       & BLOGROLL

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HEADCANON. GAI HAD A PLATONIC-ISH CRUSH ON KAKASHI IN THEIR TEENS I mean like not heartbeat-fast, stuttering nervousness kind but a strong desire aLMOST PINING to be where Kakashi is and shown affection and HAVE HIS FRIENDSHIP RECIPROCATED omg Gai wonders if he's gay but it's not like a LIKE or a LOVE like it's just------

oKAY BUT LISTEN — 

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anyarps:

I love chill roleplay partners that don’t mind when you go mia for a while and totally understand that some weeks you’re just busy and some days you’re not even busy you just don’t want to deal with the world in general/don’t want to do a thing and who don’t think that just bc you haven’t talked in a week or two that means the plot is dead and who don’t need to be in daily contact with you to enjoy writing/talking/plotting with you and I love that when we finally have so time time to talk/rp we just pick up right where we left off and it’s never weird or awkward God bless u guys

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      “ a-ah. ”        her throat pushes up, making it all the more difficult to speak, let alone swallow.       hunger is the last thing on her mind. as the hollowness within herself dips in further, hinata gives a small shake her head ( smile. remember to smile. ) to decline his offer, watching as he shuffles over toward the couch. there space is definite — and for some reason, it hurts her. she fights herself to stand upright and at a distance, but also to push herself to follow him. to sit. to talk.        the obvious is present; it faces her, swallows her with anxiousness and guilt. perhaps he hasn’t given much thought to her being away, if she really ponders over it. kakashi too has a knack for being on and off, disappearing in odd intervals. the apartment bare. quiet. untouched.        feeling the weight, she sits down. the gap is far more then the physical can transcend into. she reminds herself to breathe — to let the unsaid deep in her ribs and the questions forced in her head. if he won’t ask, there’s no need to tell. things are the same, aren’t they?        “ a-are you? ” normal. ( you guys are normal. )        “ i can .. make you something. if you’d like. ”

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                “----no. It’s fine.”

it wouldn’t be very fair for her to make something the moment she returned. even he had more decency than that.

( it had nothing to do with long-gone voices of years past, of a fire, loud & scathing, scolding & attempting to teach a brazen young boy about something that was so completely out of his comfort zone; had nothing to do with a warmth long gone between figures that could have had so much had life not interfered; had nothing to do with a calming sun that broke through his darkness & given him so much more than he could ever return ) 

              “What’s wrong?”

because despite how everything was the same, both she & him & their shared little space, there was something off, a strange sort of divide that hadn’t been around since the first trials of this arrangement. it wasn’t obvious, wasn’t glaring so, not even an absolute awkward affair, but it was there & so, so very palpable. 

kakashi was perceptive, a natural skill honed from years both in & out of the front lines, & while he was never one to pry, to allow such tension to bloom & grow without much care, she was someone who was more than another being that meant nothing. so he cared to ask, the slightest bit of concern lacing his monotonous tone.

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        crawls into your arms

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            hugs tightly !!

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@fractumnexus started following you.

   IS THAT

          IS THIS FOR REAL

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             surprise --- !

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I wish I could have at least told you goodbye; but I didn’t know there was a goodbye to be said.

(106/365) by (DS)

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      when he approaches, she can’t face him right away. his voice sends soft chills, making her body quietly tense. she knows this is to be expected. he’s here, eyes unwavering to her sheepish figure seated in the living room. she’s here, merely waiting.       but, how long has he been?       it’s only been a few hours since she’s returned to the apartment ── clean and tidy, just as it was. he, the same, minus the lack of expressiveness sought in her roommate’s eyes. there’s a fear in her that he must’ve grown to hate her by now. or at least, her lack of presence these days.       he’s still staring, and it burns.       whites slowly lift, wisteria fringe barely hiding her nervousness.        “ .. h .. hatake-san. ”

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she hadn’t changed at all. not since the day they met. still quiet, still with a stutter, & still with that will he could never fathom.

he wasn’t expecting her to still be here, in all honesty. he himself wasn’t around all too often, the apartment bare & quiet. just as it was before she came along. perhaps that’s why it hadn’t bothered him nearly as much as it should have -- this apartment wasn’t home, was nothing like home ( home was dead & gone & never to return ) & had long since discarded the notion of home being a place that could so easily be destroyed.

but home couldn’t be a person either, for they were just as likely, if not moreso, to break & crumble.

she wasn’t home, not at all, but --- he supposed she was the closest thing.

so he stepped forward, plopping himself on the couch that separated them, a clear invitation for her if she so wished. as if nothing had changed & everything was just as it was, time passed be damned.

                  “----hungry?”

& really, nothing did change. not really.

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Scarecrow in the rye.

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silently leaves a bouquet of moon flowers for her to find whenever she comes back

                                  ( so. he had been thinking of her, had he? )

      she doesn’t know how long the flowers have been out, but judging by the faint discoloration along the leaves and the soft curl along the petals——not long. and that’s good. he’s been here. he’s swift and almost ghost like, but hell, she’s just the same. disappearing forever how long its been, the lush green of her home village brings her back.       taking in the quiet air and the spring heat, hands tighten around her bouquet of closed moon flowers. konoha would and will always be home, and the young heiress knew if she were to come back from long mission, she will not wither, but find her roots here.      even if hound— at the moment — was elsewhere, he still keeps her in mind. he brings her flowers of her likeness, and that alone alleviates pain wedged inside. surely with her being so far off, her bodyguard would no doubt keep himself close by. but perhaps it was hound who knew she would return. at some point. for sure, he couldn’t say.      but she’s here. today. tomorrow? who’s to say.       ‘ i wonder where you are, ’ she hums mindfully, the tip of her nose skimming over the flowers, catching his scent faintly. she’ll have to pay him a visit soon. maybe he knows she’s arrived back. she’s hopeful of this thought. but for now, she has his flowers for keeps.

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who even remembers me on this account ---- 

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     he came in like a ghost, unseen, unheard, swerving      around the apartment as if he were a snake, sliding,      twisting, as if nothing had changed, been moved --      until he found himself within her line of sight, unchanged      since the day they last met.

                     “----Hina.”

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toutlefromage:

inspired by itispleasingtomyeye-ishipit​ and this post

team 8 members always have each others’ backs ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́  )ᕗ