2020 is almost over and I just remembered we were supposed to get NTTD this year and that didnāt happen. ripĀ
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@fragdoll
2020 is almost over and I just remembered we were supposed to get NTTD this year and that didnāt happen. ripĀ
I donāt know when, but eventually this blog is going to be archived and Sav will be moved to a multi-muse that includes most of the characters I wanted to play on @starscharted (including Nomi, I still have lots I want to do with her).Ā
tbh my motivation for tumblr in general has been non-existent, but I really miss writing and interacting with other people, but Iām also in my last year of grad school and have been incredibly busy. I miss you all and hope to be back soon.Ā
miscellaneous angst starters.
when were you going to tell me?
you canāt keep doing this to yourself.
thatāsā¦a lot of blood.
can you walk?
please donāt lie to me.
you were supposed to leave.
iām not going anywhere without you.
shh, itās okay. it was just a dream.
there was nothing more you could have done.
it wasnāt your fault.
this is all my fault.
you arenāt acting like yourself.
iām never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.
youāre hurting me.
donāt ever do that again.
go to hell.
please donāt cry.
you have to stay awake.
i wish i could take the pain away.
you could have died.
hey ā stay with me.
itāll be over soon.
did you ever love me?
iām sorry. i canāt do this anymore.
things wonāt always hurt this bad.
you passed out.
how much have you had?
iām okay. itās all fine.
itās not okay! youāre not fine!
let me get you something for the pain.
itās nothing. itās just a bruise.
itās clearly not nothing.
have you been to the doctor?
i didnāt mean the things i said.
i thought we meant something.
people who are okay donāt act like this.
you donāt have to go through this by yourself.
i donāt want you to be alone.
please donāt regret me.
i heard you crying.
you need to get some rest.
when was the last time you ate something?
iām worried about you.
did you have another nightmare?
[name], thereās nobody there.
i want to be happy but i donāt think i deserve it.
please talk to me.
why are you mad at me?
alcohol isnāt going to solve your problems.
donāt leave me.
did you do this to yourself?
itās breaking my heart to see you like this.
tell me whatās wrong.
tell me how to make it better.
why donāt you care?
get the hell away from me.
please donāt do this.
i canāt believe that you lied to me.
justā¦stay for the night.
you obviously canāt be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.
you canāt die. i wonāt let you.
just hang on, okay?
hold my hand if you need to.
iām sorry.
why do you have a gun?
donāt panic.
just breathe.
youāre bleeding.
iām trying to stop the bleeding.
youāve been crying, i can tell.
you should have told me sooner.
i wanted to tell you in person.
a phone call wouldāve been nice.
i hate you.
i love you.
with shelter in place having been in effect for almost three weeks (has it really only been that long?) and all my classes been moved online, youād think Iād have more time, but it turns out I have less.Ā
Anyway, Iām still around and checking in on the dash a few times a week, but I will probably remain inactive until inspiration hits or things slow down ā¤ā¤ā¤Ā
tracydracoā:
[ savvy ]  »  i have sailed before.Ā i know what sos means! [ savvy ]  »  scorned ex lover sounds delightful,Ā but perhaps too dramatic.Ā what if thereās someone at the bar who fancies you?Ā we want to keep your options open
[ to: trace face ] thatās beside the point.Ā [ to: trace face ] Iāll be in the same room as you. No one is going to be looking at me when youāre there to admire.Ā Ā
tracydracoā:
@fragdollĀ Ā & Ā savannah wen Ā / Ā accepting
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[ savvy ] Ā Ā» Ā sos [ savvy ]  »  to clarify,Ā i am safe and free of harm.Ā sorry.Ā i realize now that texting a government operativeĀ āsosā has a higher significance than texting a civilian [ savvy ]  »  but i am still suffering at the hands of a bad date.Ā come rescue me?
[ to: trace face ] we can talk about what sos means some other time.Ā [ to: trace face ] what role should I play this time? scorned ex lover? associate of your fatherās who has come to collect you? a government operative come to take you into custody?Ā
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ā whyĀ mustĀ youĀ go ? ā
ā takeĀ meĀ toĀ parisĀ withĀ you. ā
ā soonĀ itĀ willĀ beĀ spring. āĀ
ā theyĀ tellĀ usĀ timesĀ areĀ better ,Ā well ,Ā iĀ sayĀ theyāreĀ not. ā
ā haveĀ youĀ heardĀ whatĀ theyāreĀ sayingĀ onĀ theĀ streetĀ ? āĀ
ā youĀ andĀ iĀ Ā ,Ā friend ,Ā willĀ goĀ downĀ inĀ history. ā
ā thereāsĀ nothingĀ toĀ beĀ afraidĀ ofĀ anymore. āĀ
ā weāreĀ goingĀ toĀ createĀ aĀ fairyĀ taleĀ theĀ wholeĀ worldĀ willĀ believe. āĀ
ā iĀ heardĀ itĀ fromĀ aĀ personĀ whoĀ assuredĀ meĀ itĀ wasĀ absolutelyĀ true. āĀ
ā iĀ donātĀ knowĀ aĀ thingĀ beforeĀ that. āĀ
ā youĀ donātĀ knowĀ whatĀ itāsĀ likeĀ notĀ toĀ knowĀ whoĀ youĀ are. āĀ
ā donātĀ giveĀ upĀ hope ,Ā comeĀ whatĀ may. āĀ
ā weāveĀ lotsĀ andĀ lotsĀ toĀ teachĀ youĀ andĀ theĀ timeĀ isĀ goingĀ fast. āĀ
ā iĀ feelĀ aĀ littleĀ foolish. āĀ
ā iāmĀ sorryĀ thatĀ weāveĀ everĀ met. ā
ā beĀ veryĀ carefulĀ whatĀ youĀ say. ā
ā weĀ canĀ doĀ whatĀ weāreĀ told ,Ā weĀ canĀ goĀ whereĀ weāreĀ lead. ā
ā funnyĀ howĀ aĀ cityĀ tellsĀ youĀ whenĀ itāsĀ timeĀ toĀ go. ā
ā letĀ meĀ sayĀ goodbye. ā
ā youĀ areĀ allĀ iĀ know. ā
ā meetĀ theĀ royalĀ mess. ā
ā whyĀ didĀ iĀ sayĀ yesĀ ? āĀ
ā whatĀ aĀ lovelyĀ dayĀ forĀ aĀ totallyĀ illegalĀ lovelyĀ getaway. ā
ā sheĀ doesnātĀ knowĀ sheĀ needsĀ you. ā
ā donātĀ turnĀ backĀ nowĀ thatĀ weāreĀ here. āĀ
ā letĀ thisĀ beĀ aĀ sign ! ā
ā weĀ wonātĀ haveĀ muchĀ longerĀ toĀ wait. ā
ā itāsĀ hardĀ toĀ believeĀ thatĀ iāmĀ finallyĀ there. ā
ā look at the water. ā
ā everyĀ lightĀ isĀ likeĀ aĀ promise. ā
ā youāreĀ aĀ lieĀ thatĀ iāveĀ waitedĀ for. ā
ā weāreĀ outĀ ofĀ secondĀ chances. ā
ā oh ,Ā itĀ wasĀ simplyĀ divine. ā
ā weāreĀ backĀ whereĀ weĀ began. ā
ā youāreĀ makingĀ meĀ feelĀ iĀ wasĀ thereĀ too. ā
ā makeĀ itĀ partĀ ofĀ yourĀ story. ā
ā iĀ triedĀ notĀ toĀ smile ,Ā butĀ iĀ smiled. ā
ā sheāsĀ radiantĀ andĀ confidentĀ andĀ bornĀ toĀ takeĀ thisĀ chance. ā
ā iĀ triedĀ toĀ thinkĀ ofĀ everything. ā
ā iĀ neverĀ shouldĀ haveĀ letĀ themĀ dance. ā
ā keepĀ yourĀ nerveĀ andĀ seeĀ thisĀ through. ā
ā iĀ refuseĀ toĀ hope. ā
ā loveĀ isĀ notĀ whatĀ revolutionāsĀ for. ā
ā whatĀ areĀ theyĀ saying ? āĀ
ā youĀ wereĀ leavingĀ forĀ paris.Ā Ā youĀ neverĀ cameĀ back. ā
ā whatĀ kindĀ ofĀ letterĀ didĀ sheĀ send ? ā
ā iĀ shouldĀ beĀ gladĀ iāmĀ whereĀ iĀ shouldĀ be. ā
ā theĀ onlyĀ thingĀ iĀ loseĀ isĀ you. ā
ā iāveĀ comeĀ toĀ takeĀ youĀ home. ā
ā iĀ amĀ myĀ fatherāsĀ daughter. ā
āĀ iĀ amĀ myĀ fatherāsĀ son. ā
ā sheĀ wasĀ aĀ dream.Ā Ā aĀ beautifulĀ dream. ā
this scene is funny on its own but Iām just happy it wasnāt one of those drawn-out Abbot and CostelloĀ āwhoās on firstā bits
Okay, but the Bond and Nomi clip in the NTTD super bowl commercial!!!!!Ā
starschartedā:
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dash only & written by julia. feat:Ā
astrid leong (crazy rich asians)Ā
carmen sandiego (carmen sandiego franchise, netflix series non-compliant)
rose wilson (DC Comics & Titans 2019)Ā
nomi (James Bond franchise:Ā No Time to Die; headcanon based until release)Ā
This is me making a great bad decision. I know there was some interest in Nomi from No Time to Die, so Iāll be writing here here.Ā
Also, dropping the alias because I donāt care tbh. Call me Julia or Jinx, both are a-okay with me.Ā
slowly putting together a multi-muse of characters I want to play; itās meant to be a lowkey, dash only place where I experiment with muses and donāt worry about completely accurate portrayal. Current roster of muses (subject to change):
Nomi [Lashana Lynch] James Bond/No Time To Die (headcanon based until the film comes out)
AstridĀ Leong-Teo/Leong [Gemma Chan] Crazy Rich Asians (primarily film based)
Carmen Sandiego [no fc] Carmen Sandiego franchise (not Netflix cartoon based)
Undetermined Star Wars muse (consideringĀ Zorii Bliss and/or Rose Tico, open to other suggestions and comments)Ā Ā
hit me up with comments, grievancesĀ or if you want to plotĀ
Saw Star Wars and now I want to write someone from the franchise (not sure who, whoops), but I still want to add Nomi from the new Bond movie as a muse, but Iām never here???? At the same time, Iām taking less units next semester...Ā
mynameismoneypennyā:
@fragdoll liked for a starter
āI thought you might want to get a drink this evening, I heard about the mess 004 made of things,ā Eve offered, stopping near where Savannah was working.Ā āIāve just finished, but Iām happy to wait a bit if youāre not done yet.āĀ
Savannah looked up from her computer, eyes exhausted but alert.Ā āA drink? Face to face human contact? Eve your a goddess, yes please.ā She looked back to the screen, quickly assessing how much work she had left to do and how much could be done later.Ā āLet me finish up this report and Iām all yours. It should take fifteen minutes tops.āĀ Ā Ā
When Savannah is bored, she probably hacks into the user accounts of various MI6 employees and sends a stern email to those who need a stronger password. Some of them probably complain to the higher ups, but if anyone thinks that Q would handle such complaints in the way they want him to, theyāve never met the man.Ā
a concept: 90s style sitcom with sav and tracy with the my two dads theme song
I didnāt know that I needed this until now? There would probably be After School Special Episodes about the power of love and friendship plus there would be a laugh track.Ā
A 90s sitcom, but with guns and fast vehicles because itās still Sav & Tracy.Ā
me: doesnāt have the time to develop Savannahās character; meant to replace the sidebar images on her blog like a year ago and hasnāt yet.Ā
also me: but what about playing NomiĀ
tracybcndā:
@fragdollā Ā & Ā accepting
ā come on, iāll race you. ā
a brow arches,Ā her lips curving into a soft, coy smile.Ā Ā āĀ someoneās eager to lose.Ā āĀ Ā but her attentions are captured and sheās already pulling the helmet snug over her head,Ā silver motorbike keys chiming in her hand.Ā tracy glances at her sideways.Ā Ā āĀ good luck and all butĀ āĀ Ā āĀ she laughsĀ āĀ Ā āĀ i wouldnāt call this bet particularly savvy.Ā ā
With a flick of her head to toss her hair over her shoulder, Savannah pulled on her helmet, choosing not to respond to Tracyās jab. She didnāt mind, it was all in good fun after all, but the punny nickname was one Tracy loved to pull out on occasions like these. The thing was, she was normally right in the annoying way only someone close to you could be. Savannahās bike was her baby, the thing she spent the most of her time and money on (after her rent) and she was proud of it. But of course, Tracy was even more of a speed demon than Sav was and had a natural skill when it came to street racing. She was certain to beat Savannah, but that didnāt mean she couldnāt have fun even in loosing.Ā āLosing this bet only means losing a bit of my pride, no big deal. But, if I get arrested, youāre the one responsible for bailing me out of jail.ā