my journey LicensedCivilEngineer

by franch s. | ig: franchieboy

[franchieboy]

why be normal, when you can be extra ordinary

Motiversity

[franchieboy]

iron fist

blood fuels the hands to move, to feel something, and even hold someone,

my hands were different, its source up with anger.

I wanted to enter in the ring, to punch and be punched.

I wanted to release the pain,

let go of the anger that has been growing inside,

 and free the burning iron fist.

I even enrolled in martial arts class, to control my fist.

put direction in my hook, not just in someone's face.

These hands should always in my pocket,

contain the roaring beast inside of me, but no bars can hold the blood to flow.

QUESTIONS:

how long can I hold the trigger of my explosion?

which side are you on?

the enemy that activates the bomb or

the coach that prevent the nuclear explosion.

CHOOSE

-Franch S,

[franchieboy]

rain

clouds covering then sun, owing to the fact that its too much.

white turns to black clouds, commencing its cry because its heavy.

windows and doors starting to close,

why?

afraid to be wet by others pain?

afraid to be involved in their shits?

or maybe you just don’t care!

sometimes its good to shower in the rain, play just like when we were kids, and  embrace the blessing from above,

breathe!    

accept the suffering and pain, then,

 find a way to dry off and wait for the next rain to come.

-Franch S.

[franchieboy]

BLACK

lights getting dimmer as time runs,

the sun is trying to rest  for the morning bullshits,

darkness starting to shadow the streets.

walked into the pavement of hell,

hopes to find souls at the dark, trying to capture lights,

lights that have been faded by heartaches,

pain turns to nightmares,

trust starts to burn out,

words begin to hibernate in our thick skulls,

words lurking in our tongue, waiting to be trigger,

just like the king of the jungle patiently holding its roar for the right enemy.

are you in the dark?

-Franch S.

[franchieboy]

bats

august 20,2020

I taught I can be batman, who lives alone, solve problems alone, can fight alone, can stand alone, protect himself alone but all of this was just in my mind trying to be a superhero inside.

I don’t know how I will survive in this shitty life of mine, I’m trying to be private by not telling my problems to my parents, friends not talking to me, gods not answering me and my brain doesn’t take orders from me now. to be honest, I don’t know what's going with me, I just want a friend, a brother, or maybe a stranger that I can talk too.

I read and watch a lot of batman’s comics and movies, the thing I noticed was batman's not alone, he has robin who fights side by side on him and Alfred who takes care of him in the bat cave.

it was just a daydream thinking that I am batman who can fight his joker. if I am batman, where is robin wheres Alfred? it was just me all alone.

I am not batman.

[franchieboy]

Good news

last time (July 29,2020) I was sick with fever and cough, then was afraid if I have the virus (COVID-19) haha. but now I'm feeling better, I only have a small cough. all I did was I drank a lot of water everyday sometimes I drink lemonade then I work out without equipment just the home exercise because I think that if I sweat a lot it gets rid of the bad feels in our body. haha

the reason i never told anyone because i am scared to admitted in the hospital haha

keep safe everyone.

[franchieboy]

you knock at my door, told me that you already forgive me and you love me back. it feels like I'm floating in the clouds of happiness hearing the words coming out from your mouth. 

Then my eyes suddenly open.

Good Morning motherf*ck*ers.

[franchieboy]

yesterday (July 29,2020)  my aunt orders foods from her friend which is muffins, sausages, and bacon, then she asks me to go outside and get the orders from her friend’s house which is a few distances from ours. when I step outside, it is raining, and there’s a lot of people outside doing something, It's time to put my hoodie and walked and get the orders. after that, I went to the bathroom to wash my self because I’m wet a little bit. the later night I feel like my body temp. gets down then I went to my room and lay on my bed, I didn’t eat dinner because it feels colder and colder every time I move. that night I didn't sleep well because I can feel my surroundings being tight I don't know why then I put up my jacket, I think every 2 hours or less I keep on waking up due to the cold, its 12:36 am, I want to sleep but my eyes won't close. then I realized that I think I have a fever, then I starting to think of the virus (COVID-19). I hope its just a feeling. afterward, the sun’s climbing up, I keep my self in my room so that no one notices my pale face.

I hope and pray that its not the virus but just a normal fever.

stay safe everyone.

[franchieboy]

I’m not scared of death, but I'm afraid of what will happen to the people I left behind.  

[franchieboy]

Never trust anyone, at least not today.

[franchieboy]

Why i’m always horny? sh*t

can you make it stop?

[franchieboy]

Yesterday i was accused for the reason of exposing the avocado 🥑 that got eaten by a rat eventually . They said it was me because i was the last person opened the box that night, they said it on me, face to face, then i post my side that I didn’t do it but they refused my words. Maybe because I’m not part of their family, I’m staying at there’s, that’s the easy reason i could think of. Then i shut my mouth, thinking that if I argue to them it will cause me trouble. Today june 11,2020, i woke up late then go downstairs to eat but my cousin is already there watching tv, when i stood beside him he said that “don’t be angry to my grandmother, because i was the one remove the avocado from the box because I thought it was already rotten” it shooked me in a few seconds there, i don’t know what to reply to him, then i leave without even saying anything. Then there you go, i caught the real culprit. I don’t know if it makes me feel better after he confessed but i doesn’t. It feels like i need to watch my 600, my actions, or what i say to them because they judge directly without any evidence. By the way they didn’t feel sorry to what they did or even say sorry to me. Tssskkk god help me with this family I’m staying.

[franchieboy]

never say “i give up”,

remember, surrender is not a choice.

[franchieboy]

The world is harsh, but i want to survive with you.😊😘

-Engr. Franch

[franchieboy]

Then you choose to survive with someone else. He’s lucky though!😑

[franchieboy]

The world is harsh, but i want to survive with you.😊😘

-Engr. Franch

[franchieboy]

help

march 27, 2018     1:36am Power controls everything, our mind, our actions, and specially our hearts. Those who are being controlled commits happiness or the other way around. every persons in the world carries a tons of stones in their back. our lives in this planet are short, its up to us on how we used it. most of us that carries weight on their back tries and find solutions on how they will carry it. but not all, some cant afford to handle the weights. maybe because their body are weak to handle, or their mind and heart are weak also, or maybe just because other people were adding much weight to it. nowadays people will try to hit someone, specially those who they think on their selves are superior. trying to hurt someone for their own happiness. did someone tries to help them?

by that, wounded people will try to be alone and push someone away. those people are like wounded animals, will smash those who's near, but it does not mean they don’t need help. the thing is, "care for the people who are in need, don’t make it as an advantage".

-Engr. Franch S.

[franchieboy]

sh*t

its raining handsomeness, but why i’m not wet?  😑