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plnts-deactivated20150108

i basically got a far as the bit where ur body’s sending u signals

nONONoNONO THIS IS HOW TO FORCE YOUR BODY INTO SLEEP PARALYSIS WHICH IS A TERRIFYING STATE WHILE YOU HALLUCINATE AND YOU ARE UNABLE TO MOVE DO NOT DO THE THING DO NOT DO THE THING DO NOT DO THE TIHNG

keyblack-hl

I REBLOGGED THIS A WHILE AGO AND SOMEBODY CORRECTED ME AND I LOOKED IT UP AND IT WAS TRUE PLEASE DO NOT DO THE THING

quartetcontent

DONT DUE THIS STUFF OKAY SLEEP PARALYSIS IS ONE OF THE SCARIEST THINGS IVE EVER EXPERIENCED AND IT IS SERIOUSLY TRAUMATIZING DON’T TRY THIS

surprisebitch

SLEEP PARALYSIS IS LIKE NEAR DEATH. I GOT INTO IT ONCE AND TRIED CHANGING MY DREAM IT’S BS IT JUST FELT LIKE I WAS GONNA LOSE BREATH AND HAD TO WAKE UP. THEN ENDED UP KICKING SO HARD AND SCREAMING.

Signal boost this shit.

52hearts

I’m not saying that at some point love isn’t staying up until 2am phone calls or stealing kisses when you least expect it, or instantly falling for each other’s favorite songs because it is, or at least that’s what the lead up to it feels like, but real love, is so much more. It’s going out at 12am to get something to eat for your wife who can’t get out of bed, it’s listening to them as they explode with vulnerability on your living room couch talking about how they were only so young when their parents passed on. it’s remembering how someone likes their coffee in the morning without asking—without ever asking, it’s visiting someone in the hospital knowing the last thing you want to do is see them in that condition, it’s wanting to be with that person despite everything, the future, the past, and everything in between, it’s the intimate things that you don’t even realize involve such intimacy, but they do, in secret, like the pinky promises you two made behind your back, to love one another for always, in the time you thought you were in love, when you were actually just on your way to it.

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aurorae

Everything that should kill me, Makes me feel alive.

#kill me #makes me feel alive

Go(o)d and the (D)evil.

There is no God, There is no Devil, For in the hearts of man there is neither good nor bad, There just is, There is pain, There is suffering, There is joy, There is happiness, All actions are results of these Because there is no Go(o)d And there is no (D)evil

#no god #no devil #pain #suffereing #joy #happiness #neither good nor bad

I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.

~Elizabeth Wurtzei

#elizabeth wurtzel #quotes #quote #Suicide #depression #sorrow

decidingrecovery-blog

An eating disorder can be

binging

purging

restricting

fasting

eating only healthy food

eating only junk food

excessively exercising

any type of disordered eating

So please don’t assume that just because someone is overweight or a normal weight that they don’t have a serious problem. Eating disorders are not diagnosed by your appearance.