FREDWARDFALL

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[fredwardfall]

It's getting hot in here..

The world is on fire. In many ways.

We should cool down. In many ways.

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We all need someone to have our back.

Don't forget.

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C'mon punch me once again

and let's see if i still stand.

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In control I used to be,

but now my demon is leading me.

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I'm flying my kite through the dark of the night.

And if my kite breaks, I'll break by its side.

I hold these values and ideals high and let them fly — for it is actually my heart that dances up there in the storm. So fragile and small that you can barely see it.

[fredwardfall]

Get Festivalized and then get surprised,

Instead of exhausted u get revitalized.

[fredwardfall]

Every step I did

has ended up in shit.

Every step I'll do

will end up in poo too.

Literally. You can't imagine the smell I carry around...

[fredwardfall]

Depression has many faces. And voices. But they all try to do or say the same thing to you. Keeping you in a constant condition of fear, anxiety and doubt. In a state of stunned lethargy, so that you can't fight it.

It hates to get surprised or confronted. And that's probably the only way to fight it.

Do new things. Be unpredictable and break the always same poor prison it wants you to stay in. But only fear keeps you there. The prison itself is just a projection of your fears. Fight the fear and throw it back to the depression.

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[fredwardfall]

Sometimes life is just overwhelming...

...and flattens you to a pancake existence with your blood spilling out like it's sweet marmalade, just to make you more delicious when it eats you up alive.

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There's no way out, I tried them all.

On every end there is a wall.

I'm trapped inside a vicious maze.

Counting down remaining days.

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[fredwardfall]

The soul can be consumed.

Fairytaled and doomed.

Be sure to take good care.

Of your little white square.

If you wonder why the soul is a square sized blank... don't ask me. I'm not creating them. I just visualize it. 😉

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That's the great difference and benefit too - humans create something from nothing. For a reason, a cause from emotion or a problem, a need.

Machines copy that. Mix it up. Illegally.

That's the reason A.I. art always looks emotionally empty and lifeless.

The problem is, that the missing of art and artists, starving now from A.I. art, will be recognized too late.

That's the age of conform selected emotionless data slaves looking at recycled ows and ones.

[fredwardfall]

Hey friends.

Sadly I can't draw or post anything anymore cause after losing everything, now being close to homelessness and in a situation where in fact everything that I try or do is not working - now Photoshop and MacBook aren't working at all. No solution, no idea, but even nothing that I can do. In fact.

This is unrealistic, unfair, unbearable and unexplainable but obviously I'm living in hell or a parallel universe, not in any reality everyone else exists.

I can't find words anymore cause no one's believing me anyhow. But it's true. Just an impossible truth. But true.

[fredwardfall]

We're going down the drain..

And sugar we're going down swinging.

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More or less - happiness.

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Dear mums all over the world...

May this day be as beautiful as you are and may there be forgiveness for all those bloody idiot sons you invented in this world. 🖤😁

[fredwardfall]

A short story about a familiar problem that is so obviously misguided that we we absolutely could be aware of it.

But... In the heat of the moment emotions take over and they are often not reasonable. But rage and anger aren't always wrong feelings. They only need to find and hit the right one.

Mind that.