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I’m really tired. It’s been circling around about my dad’s diet. The request was starting point. Went with dietician, went with gp, went with clinical manager, went with kidney dietician center …..

My dad has behavioral issues….

#dramaissues

#anxiety

Been fed up . I’m paying all our food bills. Im tired to do marketing and cooking. I’m working too! 😤 I really need credit and compliments 🥺

#vending #self care reminder

I have a bitchy week …. 😒🤦🏻‍♀️🫤

#bitchyweek

I came from trip to London and Paris. I had my list of my POI ( Point of Interest). I did well except one and one cancellation for London List.

The feeling of longing to stay longer in Paris is hunting me. Maybe next trip, me and my husband will stay for a long time… 4-5 days perhaps in Paris ( we stayed for 3 days, not enough to satisfy my hungers to see the historical insides). Then Italy. I didn’t see Italy yet… put in the bucket list again 🤗.

I did well…. I’m so happy I did it 🤗🥰

So, Mỹ boss talked with me afternoon. She said that she felt that I’m giving cold shoulder. Hurray! Told about my feelings about yesterday and she apologized. Still I’m not “friends,” with her but I have to work with her. Anyway, #karmaisabitchandiamwaiting

After I wrote my feelings here….now I can sleep.

#tookheavyfeelingsonmychest

I applied for higher hours ( open position) in my work place. It was second time I did that. The first, my boss said that somebody was given the position by seniority. I gave in. This time ( second time) , it was NOT given an opportunity to interview me….. and we have work union! 😡 My boss didn’t tell me , she gave the position to another coworker. She waited 1 week to tell me after my approved vacation!

#karma is a bitch #karma

You know…… I’m thinking that I can sign for my DNR. So tired to fighting my life. Told my children that I’m thinking about it…..

<sigh>

Letter from a depressed woman.

Hi. I have depression. It started with taking care of my parents and my work. It’s a long story but I accepted that I have mentally issues. I told my doctor about them. She prescribed me “ happy pill,” which it helps on my anxieties. I shut off my social media account last year and focus to be better. It helps! It turned my attention to plants. They made me smile. Nevertheless, my friends circle got smaller, which I did myself . I talked to real serious friends and they supported me. My interests had smaller too, like cooking, arts, go shopping at the mall, etc. I don’t like crowd. I rather to sleep. I guess, my sleeping is my excuse or my cave. I was very tired. So tired that I want to sleep forever ….

Now, I’m not taking happy pill anymore. My parents moved to home care but still I take care of my parents’ financial issues and special doctors appointment. Still, I work and I have my family to attended to. Slowly, I opened my social media account but not regularly. It was big change from me. I am happy and calm.

Im still longing to have peaceful forever rest.

For my mom:

Magaling ka na? Nakakalakad ka na? I wanted to visit you but I’m afraid uutusan mo ko ulit … paulit2. This is my day and tomorrow. Although, I remember you every day. I wish you can come with us…., yung matino pa ang isipan mo. You’re moods are swinging and I need to rest for a while. Anyway, I’ll see you Monday, mom 🤗 enjoy your weekend. Love you so much….. Kung Alam mo Lang gano kita mahal 🥲

My dahlia 🌸 she’s gorgeous 🤩😍🤗

It’s free taste of hell’s temperature outside 😱🥵😱🥵😱🥵 … going 42C.

#staycool

I’m hungry. I wanted to eat home cook meal. I’m really tired from my work. I just sleep….

#tired

I’m tired. Physical tired. I wanna take a nice bath and sleep 🛌 😴

This pandemic has a big toll in WW 😔

I wanted to sleep.... again and again 😶

But I have to work. Somebody needs my help...

I need a holiday... for a while. Until I get back myself 😞

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