Life kinda sucks. But drawing hand is suckier

I identifies as antique cause dang my bone cracking He/She/It/They/Them/Yours(22 forget to update this on my bday) if you know me from somewhere, no you dont <3 ENG IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE BTW SORRY IF MY ENG THAT BAD ig/twitter: FresnoNightDraws

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Start again

I DECIDE TO EDIT THIS THING AND EVERYTIME I MAKE CHANGES TO MY PROFILE I TELL THE CONTEXT :D like how my profile picture actually something i made for CF (comifuro if ur wondering) and the uh bg? u know behind the profile... IS MY DESKOP BG :D

NEW :D : well been posting for a while and it's not that or as consistant as i hope i be but its ok i hope anyone who is new to my acc would love my art :D don't be scared to interact with me :3 i'm here to make friends and conections after all :D OLD : Honestly idk what to put here

Have this for a long time now maybe i should post art again?

Don't be mean and do give criticism so i can improve.

Art be published soon (probably just old drawing and assignment)

i would say i have com open but idk how that work too plus i dont think a lot would like lmao.

edit: I DON'T HAVE PAYPAL TOO CUS IT'S LIKE uhhhh not common where i'm from. plus my fear of getting scam is stronger then my love for money

teach me the way of tumblr plz

share and repost is apreciated but don't steal pls

COM AIN'T OPEN TILL I FOUND OUT HOW TO MAKE A PAYPALL ACC OR OTHER PAYMENT METHOD YEAH?

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ASAT PRAMAD

i love this man i want him i desire him i hate him cause he's 3 hand and i can't draw hand.... so i do hand studies the dice also annoying so i be putting the symbol later

Edit: yeah the hand is mostly the same cause it's for a joke me and my friend make hehe

IF ANY OF Y'ALL CAN MAKE HAND I WOULD LOVE SOME RECOMANDATION AND CRITICISM i'm kinda proud of my self with the hand tho never make complex pose so theres a lot of trial and eror :3 the reference is my own hand anyway i will render it oneday (like when i wake up maybe)

made and finish 27/06/2026

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well new post

edit: tthere be like the whole series of this. Next I'm making mammon

due tO my friend finally did the uh thesis defense but for internship....... I CAN POST THE ART NOW (pass ofc. It's very easy after all)

Cus i make as sticker I don't have my water mark shamefully. Also cause I'm in bed at 00:42 am. I don't wanna open my laptop again. SO FOR NOW HAVE THIS CRUDELY MADE ONE (will be replaced tomorrow) (without text too)

edit again: HERE IT IS :3

the Lucifer is based on the newer obey me game.

Obey me! sinner's choice

me think....

But yeah make this as a surprise ish for my friend. Make it like Friday? And finish it Saturday.

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Going back to my roots...

HETALIA

me and a friend decide to do some sketches of hetalia characters the characters are 1. italy 2. fav main character from AXIS and Allies 3. fav SEA character 4. switzerland (a dif friend choice) 5. fav micronation yeahhhhhhhhhhh

start 28 mei at 22.00 ish finish 29 mei 00.30ish

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IT'S DONE

edit: I FORGET HIS EARING 😭😭😭😭😭

dottoreeeeeeeeee before the whole fire filter (ngl i should have draw the bg when it's already burning cause now it look orange as hell 😭😭😭)

after the whole fire filter (or the environment lighting ig....)

and the just fire bg

LETS GOOOOOOO CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM WEDNESDAAAAAAAAAAY

after a very horrible work week i finally finish my dottore art hope u guys like it :DDDDD

finished: 17/05/26

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WIP DOTTORE ART BEFOR 6.6 (?)

DAWG IM DYING I NEED THAT 3D MODEL DESPERATELY IM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LITERALLY USE HIS SIDE HAND FOR UNDER AAAAAAAAAAAA

i post the result soon i hope

i made revision when making this post and ngl im too lazy to change it its from his uh raiden musou no hitotachi(??????) from live stream its mostly black so ig i have to change that.... UGH I HATE HIM (i need him playable i save up for him plsplsplsplsplsplspls) i now can open commission :D maybe idk i kinda can't make a paypal acc ITS SO STUPID so i ask for my mom help (my acc is basically her's too) but i kinda don't wan't her privacy go out tho 😭😭😭 so maybe soon..... ok see yall when i finish this art

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ART

so remember my last post is about me playing vn? and decide to draw The Freak Circus mc well KINGDOM OF MARIONETTES MC NOW like before baby girl(s) (#1 cus i play this game first before the other tfc is #4) gender neutral is their name and like before they are a creature but human see them as human. no crown and crown

idk how to make security guard clothing ngl. if i remember correctly jestyn like 202??? cm???? i swear all the marionettes is tall af EDIT: I FORGET TO EXPLAIN jestyn hold feet cause mc have no hand if u know... u don't understand... ok thats it shout out to knighter gotta be my fav UNTILL I GOT THE "GOOD" ENDING BOY JESTYN MAKING ME AND MY FRIEND THIRSTY anyway i can't wait for Prieston i would put more doodle but JESTYN IS SO HARD TO DRAW BRO MAKE ME WANNA CRY that gonna be the only doodle of Jestyn in this piece. there be more soon but i think for that need a stand alone art. for the mc how ever.... NO MORE HUMAN FORM IDK WHY I HURT MY SELF WITH THAT HAIR. start: 17 April 2026 fin: 18 April 2026 (23:28) i need more kom content ngl can't wait for day 2 i just know it's going to be.... interesting to play :3

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its a repost cause IDK why IT'S LABELED AS MATURE

But if y'all wanna see the ori. U can check it out. Or u know just imagine the hand full of tiny bite marks

That's it

Tumblr fr making me stress

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last art before my holiday end (have to w*rk tomorow :' . i hate my j*b) PIERRAT anyway see y'all eventually mc: this rat keep on biting me.... why this lil sh*t look so smug edit: WHY IS IT MATURE??? i can't draw animal btw so dont mind the ugly rat

finished 23/3/2026

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NEW ART AGAIN WOW SO PRODUCTIVE

i made like 3 art at least but the main focus gonna be my freak circus mc

with and without the apron i try to make mc as gender neutral as i can their pronounce are they/them casue when i play the game there's 2 other (m and f) with me thirsting over clown HAH the name baby girl(s) cause plural and well it just stick hehe anyway NGL BEFORE I DESIGN THE MC I WAS LIKE what if the mc is my creature? just a thing with leg so the concept just POV mc look human/normal in ppl eyes but the clowns see them as a creature my artistic rendition of the concept before i make it (I ALSO REDRAW IT LMAO)

my friend: pierrot recognize u not from ur face or eyes but from ur ass my friend: "i knew u were the one when i first say u" .... "well ur ass but u know what i mean" mc height is the height of me and my 2 friend divided by 3 the creature is 200 cm tall cause that always how i imagine their official height pierrot it like 6ft something so 180-190 cm tall camera capture mc human form too so in picture mc is human that how the clowns knows of mc human appearance. i hope yall can see the doodle ngl anyway MC DONE YIPEEE A CLOWN AND A MC for the other 2 drawing

during art block (like the day before i draw mc and a day after i finish pantalone) my friend say i should draw monsters that ain't clown and that's that OK THATS IT MC finished 21 march 2026 creature done 19 march 2026

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guys i'm happy to announce that i am now a proud mother of 2 clown

y'all probably don't know the first BUT MY NEW CLOWN IS DONE bro be white and gold i say clearly i lied

i made my friend pick the color cause i be damn coloring all in white 😭 bro look more peacock now tho so its a win win my other friend tell me he have Brazil color at a glance 😭

anyway my clown Pantalone the richie rich elegant clown who flaunt his beauty like a peacock don't trust him with money he will spend it all on useless stuff he def on the crafty side i'm thinking he would be the one who make circus merch or something he also tall (plus he use them sharp heels(?) too) idk havent polish his story as much all i know in a nutshell his past is: peacock = fancy feather/tails = good money good money = haha plucking go brrr finished art: 18 march 2026

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ITS BEEN A WHILE AGAIN WOO

SO.... I HAVENT BEEN POSTINGA AGAIN BUTTTT last week i fall in the vn hole again... and lets just sya i played some.... interesting game the most memorable one don't eat the cashier, kingdom of marionette(?), and the freak circus WELL THE FREAK CIRCUS STICK A WHILE A LOT VERY VERY LOT so be the simp i am DOTTOREEEEEEEEE anyway

draw it on discord whiteboard i think.... i love jester would have color him if only bro not 4 dif shade of purple and like any normal person ever clown oc.... but first the fanart

eheheheheheh

now the oc

pantalone cause u know Commedia dell'arte clown a clown who gamble cause that what rich ppl do or something the back story i'm thinking a bird monster specifically a peacock color be white and gold that's it depends how it goes he might just be reuse for other fandom too bro is mostly a clown oc not and tfc oc ANYWAY I'LL POST WHEN IM DONE

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new post?? In this economy???

anyway I was like look a redraw wip I'm doing then I realized I don't think I ever post this specific oc

So boom woman

Well I draw some fem oc... Like the stardew one..... But listen.... This one def better

A hsr oc WOW

I would post her old design but my laptop kinda broke..... So yeah

Edit: I realized something... Her nose kinda ugly... Like the shading don't fit her skin at all.... I will be fixing that

New one wip

ngl it's kinda plain... Lack the hoyo detailing LMAO. Like her old design also plain but compare to my 2 other hsr oc she really plain. In term of clothing atleast.... Idk what to add 😔

Wait lemme post her old design.... From an ss I have of my portfolio

U can see some of my other art LMAO

Anyway yeah she's a capitalist crystal gems 😔 (10 stonehearts) well no longer 10 now that I have this oc. Usually I don't wanna make oc that like inserted to an organization with specific number aka. The 10 stonehearts, 4 general of the xianzhou(?), and more(?)??. But we'll it's oc and the story stay in my head soooo.... Yeah :3

The big changes I made is her hand ofc. I draw them unlike the ine before cus hand is hard 😭and her hair no longer tied. Mostly I forget what her hair look like and after I finish line art I realized her hair is uh not tied.

Oh I should add more pearl.... Good idea me. Thanks me.

Anyway.... Hope you guys like her :D

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FINISHED

edit: i will revise this again cus the lack of moon kinda disturb me. oh and new bg :3 2nd edit: FINISH THE REVISION THIS DEF BETTER well i'm bad at lighting so i hope this good enogh I'M HAPPY I FINISHED MY DOTTORE ART BEFORE LUNA 4 love my man. The art for celebrating bro "godhood" ig LMAO BEFORE

AFTER

hope yall like it :D first finished art of the year 8 January 2026 I JUST REALISE I FORGET BRO MOON yeah u know what bro hold it yeah yeah

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MORE PROGRESS UPDATE

I have to ss from my story again cause one again I forget

yIPEE

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Progress update

no tag cause I feel bad if I use the tag everyday 😭

Is bro neck too long? Maybe

It's ok tho bro like my giraffe doctor

Anyway the amount of later in I have used is interesting and that don't found the duplicate. Honestly idk why I duplicate a lot but ig it's so I know the before after and compare which better

Oh I also fix the hand thingi. It's honestly still wrong but when u can't draw u can't complain a lot. If I'm uh..... I legit forget the word but basically If I wanna fix it again one day and with more effort, I might just make a 3D of that hand thing and then trace it over in 2D OR IDK FIND WHERE Y'ALL LEAKER GET BRO 3D MODEL would help a lot with drawing ngl. Anyway....

Currently at this many layers. Gonna be a lot more tho :)

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aNOTHER ONE

yet again a wip (my stupid ass have to ss this from my ig story cause I turn off my laptop already and take pic using insta :'))

after blood, sweat, and tears.... Mostly tears cause I have to remake bro mask 5 time..... I make it satisfying enough for me

And like the writing there I hope I didn't start hating it.... Oh and

I change a lot of it during the process this one is the before

The after one is definitely much more better.

Anyway I'm sure I can finish this tomorrow so wait for it :)

Man I love this walking black flag of a man..... Free my man.... He did all of those but he just a guy 🥺