He still has feelings for me and while we promised to stay friends, idk if he can do it. I try to reach out and every single time he finds an opportunity to make some out of left field comment or question about what's wrong with him. I don't even know what to respond with anymore and it's so frustrating.
He spent all that time hearing me trying to communicate with him and never made a change. He even acknowledged that I was unhappy and that breaking up would be a good idea. And then more than half a year after he's still hitting me with "Are you happy? Have you been happy since we ended things? I haven't- I'm not." Its like walking though a minefield anytime I want to catch up like we used to- like we promised to.
Anyways, I'm about ten months single and I haven't been this happy with myself and my own skin since before I can remember. Genuinely enjoying life and going out to do stuff, hang out with friends, and go to functions. I'm not letting people hold me back because they can't stand to have fun that isn't sex and I'm surrounding myself with friends who genuinely want to hang out.
Here's hoping I can spend at least two years focusing on myself like this, because at this rate I'll come out of it unstoppable!
