Important please read/skim
I started Rping on tumblr my freshman year of high school. I spear headed the indie community for Rune Factory 4 and created an amazing community for not only myself but others. I remember those two years very fondly despite the chaos that was inusing within my personal life that ultimately ended with a complete mental breakdown that forced me out of school for 2 months. The friends and community I had made for myself held me together for those two months and kept me from being alone during such a dark time in my life. But all good things must come to an end.
It all began falling apart, drama, lies, jealousy and miscommunications riddled the community. The golden age of my rping days were over, but I desperately tried to hold it all together. Needles to say the creation of this blogs shows I failed in my attempts. There is surely still an rping community for RF 4 but neither myself nor anyone I know/may have known linger. I’ve desperately tried to re-create such a community for myself, along with a knew muse/blog the could give me the feelings I felt when I was in high school. But all those attempts have failed, I am unsure why but I seem to attract unnecessary bullshit the impedes on my ability to enjoy rping within tumblr.
I want to enjoy rping with others (which i genuinely do) but like I said i attract unnecessary bullshit that has only shown me that I should just stop trying at this point. So, I give up. I’m done. I’m done with the tumblr high school bullshit. I’m done being a door matt for others to wipe there feet on. I’m done trying to not upset people even though they could give a rats ass if I’m upset. I’m just done with all of it. To those I regularly rped with I thank you, you made my time here enjoyable and fun. I did enjoy the time I had on this blog, meeting knew people and rping, but I think its time for me to fade into obscurity.
I wish you all the best - Vish
