what are you, like four different dogs? @fruitmouse - Tumblr Blog

hii max yap sideblog o/

no real fandom reblogs except d20 for some reason. sometimes personal sometimes kind of whatever. more personal/sad/triggering/wtv stuff usually put under cuts or in tags but i don’t have any specific tags for anything Sorry. i love you. yayy dirt dirt dirt dirt

#new pinned for whatever reason #this is not a sad blog 95% of the time but unfortunately i do get sad sometimes so like. shrug #you all know me anyway nobody else gaf about fruitmouse dot tumblr dot com LOL

tmi i guess but Good news found something that seems to make my period not nearly as intense or painful Interesting news i smell like syrup?

#like ok LMAO

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1990 green ford f150 with a bench seat. perfect a/c two pedals only seven hundred dollars maximum <3

fruitmouse

slowly becoming a mini cooper guy SAVE M

#modern car that isn't butt ass ugly... </3 #ugh ugh ugh ugh Augh #mint green mini cooper white hardtop 4-door... wouldnt even mind a 2-door honestly.......

1990 green ford f150 with a bench seat. perfect a/c two pedals only seven hundred dollars maximum <3

#i hate cars

i almost feel like i need to make some kind of public statement to all my irls about Why i disappeared off the face of the earth like immediately after i graduated high school

#'to all my irls' literally two people and like a handful of friends-of-friends who might gaf #might start menacing around and follow requesting people on instagram LMFAO #just to feel something #but like god this whole thing still haunts me so bad😭#something to pin to me as Sucking Kind Of Bad Actually and it double stings bc im always so preachy abt Just communicate with people!!!#like sure it was /complicated/ but. idk #they all deserved better and im kind of feeling the effects of all that now #i guess the frq thing cant hurt

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ohhh 8 chapter unfinished mega angst h/c fic that hasn’t been updated since SEPTEMBER. we’re really in it now.

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did i ever update you people on this. good news they’re alive & have been posting occasionally for a few months bad news Not this fic specifically. you are GOING to kill me

#came back from the dead writing pitch perfect fanfic i screamed out loud #like #it’s been like a year n a half now PLEEEHEHEEASEEEE

i will truly have hard conversations with myself and no one else while i drive it’s a little cathartic

#some problems are only for me i think and that’s. okay?#for now i suppose #i get a little too sincere and start wondering if i should be an actor

id probably fw BOCC so hard is the thing but i can not for the life of me sit down and listen to this album for some reason

#dylan thomas is really good though i love this song #everything else… Heh… never heard it #if it’s advertised we’ll try it and buy some peace and quiet and shut up at the silent retreat #they say you gotta fake it at least until you make it that ghost is just a kid in a sheet #like ok

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I love when there’s a really bending heavy episode because you just KNOW Sokka is about to get the dumbest C plot

andhumanslovedstories

They stuck that boy in a hole for 22 minutes

fruitmouse

i think about jane horrocks cabaret performance like every single day it's driving me insane. i keep wanting to show people but completely devoid of context it would not hit nearly as hard Obviously. but like.

fruitmouse

i think about jane horrocks cabaret performance like every single day it's driving me insane. i keep wanting to show people but completely devoid of context it would not hit nearly as hard Obviously. but like.

#everyone watch the cabaret proshoot literally right now it's so good #she hits the sort of dead and static performance that the character is supposed to . do #and you can tell that this is is a fantastic vocalist despite the fact that she's doing. All of that #oh my god she gets SCARY . like what are we talking about #START BY. AD MIT TING. FROM CRADLE TO TOMB #just so fucking tense and strained and pulling herself apart while standing completely still it's so #jesus fucking christ #watching people talk about different cabaret (song) performances on the internet is so infuriating #“why is she yelling” “she cant even sing” im going to shoot you in the head #CABARET HATES YOU #its not even just the song though horrocks is fucking phenomenal throughout #this song specifically is just what hasnt been able to leave my head

oh yeah

#gen everything feels kind of awful all the time no matter what #you COULD kill yourself you could also buy a box of mid protien bars and an inhaler for . thirty dollars #well closer to 40 for both #‘inhaler’ or as close as i can get rn #cant eat cant sleep can’t breathe either #just fucking. i don’t know #i don’t know!

fruitmouse

shaking a lot recently

fruitmouse

ohhhhh i’ve made a mistake i think

#too much caff #feel. bad #update from the future bc i don’t want to make a whole separate post/addition to complain #aaaaa. :(#what happened here was i got like 2 or 3 hours of sleep and i’ve just been like. dealing with that the only real way i can #it’s actually so dog that staying up until 3am gets me . three hours of sleep #like yeah it’s /late/ but it doesn’t feel like it should be that late #anyway #had a test today also because i HATE myself. aced that shit though #i <3 cramming #ive been nauseous and dizzy literally all day i’m honestly shocked that went as smooth as it did #in & out in like 12 minutes maybe #i wanted to get other things done so badly today but alas i’m probably going to fully crash sooner than later #at least i hope so #if i don’t sleep at all again tonight i am probably just going to have an episode unfortunately #boo tomato et cetera tv static in my brain

shaking a lot recently

#thinks & ponders

fruitmouse

screaming at the top of your lungs at your dogs that won’t stop barking is kind of insane to me. you’re playing mind games with an animal and losing

fruitmouse

i mean like really angry screaming. if you’re getting genuinely mad multiple times a day bc you (checks notes) didn’t want to train your own dog i Think That Might be a You Problem

fruitmouse

“well how do you get YOUR dog to stop barking” i bark back at him and it works. my dog is also my brother but

fruitmouse

screaming at the top of your lungs at your dogs that won’t stop barking is kind of insane to me. you’re playing mind games with an animal and losing

fruitmouse

i mean like really angry screaming. if you’re getting genuinely mad multiple times a day bc you (checks notes) didn’t want to train your own dog i Think That Might be a You Problem

screaming at the top of your lungs at your dogs that won’t stop barking is kind of insane to me. you’re playing mind games with an animal and losing

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