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[fruitypurpledragon]

I know I'm beautiful, to some extent. I have conventially attracitve features, and there are days of which i could admire my own soul. It doesn't really bother me though. I see it either as a tool or to experience oneself. I see beauty in tons of people, not neccesarily in a lustful way. More in a, i see your soul has shaped your features, that your way of moving about the realm we call earth is nothing short of the love you've carried or shall carry, wether detrimential or envigorating.

Should I now call myself arrogant? I could be seen as ugly on some days, but who cares.

The compliment "You're beautiful" is nice. Sweet and well intended when received from a loved one. I do, though, feel more loved when someone takes notice of me. Or asks a question. When you notice I care heavily about an otherwise boring subject. A doodle I make. The joke I shall inevitably tell. When you ask me about my dreams, even though we're strangers. Because what are strangers really, if not hearts yet unknown.

You can live around people, yet do not care about their inner world. Their innerclock work shall remain unbeknownst to you for as you do not ask for their time.

I love to percieve people. I know it is not the same as loving/knowing, but it is interesting. It makes a mundane day lighter, though that'a dependant of your own implications of your perceived observations. For me, it's usually positive, though thinking too hard about the world can put a strain on you. It makes the colors brighter, yet put a strain on your eyes.

I'm also aware i'm posting this into a void, this post doesn't even have a coherent conclusion. I just like writing and thinking. Though right now I should be sleeping. Even though this is into a void, it is not nothing. Just like the quantum principle i suppose. True nothing would create absolute certainty, and that does not exist, so there is always a possibility of something. So, hi something, thanks for reading. I hope you have a good day.

(I must disclaim that I am not a fan of quantum pseudo science, i'm more interested in the real thing, though I quite like this methaphor.)

[fruitypurpledragon]

Lord give me the courage to bleed

To stand up and give into the greed

Lord give me the cour-

age to bleed, to stand up and

give into the greed

I plead

[fruitypurpledragon]

If Eloise Bridgerton had a nickel for everytime her best friend turned on her and used the Lady Whisteldown persona to drag her family name through the mud, she'd have two nickels but it's weird that it happend twice.

[fruitypurpledragon]

I may feel like shatterd glass right now, but I shall remain to reflect light and rainbows.

I shall keep looking at the world through the lens of the love poured all around me, in the books I read, in the posts people like to help others, in the creations I use all around me, crafted and invented with care.

[fruitypurpledragon]

Anythimg bad that happens to Harriet Manners is literally her being bullied or having no media training she can do no wrong.

[fruitypurpledragon]

The only reason better than the movies couldn't be made into a movie, is because a movie can't reason away Liz her obliviousness. The premise would be her asking her next door nieghbour enemy to help get the guy she likes, but every scene you would just see Liz swooning over Wes, completely obliterating the romantic build up in the books. (And in my opinion in the book she immediatly started falling for wes in the beginning too, so even in the book its sort of a problem)

I'm not saying it is impossible, and I would love for it to happen, but would have to be done very well to be as good as the book.

[fruitypurpledragon]

I never understood the concept of bribing someone not to tell something. Because like, you give the money, and leave. Then they have the secret AND the money. And if they tell, literally what's going to happen?

- You told the secret?!

- yes...

- Give me back my money?!!!

- no.

Like it would only work if you're extremely threathening, but still, most of the times the secret puts you in such a nasty position you can't act out your retribution.

[fujihelexicon]

all I'm saying is that if Cressida Cowper did marry a man who travelled often, she'd have time to focus on the important things in life. like kissing her girl best friend.

[fruitypurpledragon]

Maybe I'm reaching but do you think Francesca saying "just as you think you're starting to comprehend the melody the song is over", could be a metaphor with her experience in social situations

[fruitypurpledragon]

Am I the only one who things Penelope has a lot in common with Cinderella?

• Cruel mother who only truly pays attention to Penelope's sisters.

• Cruel sisters who do not believe she could find love.

• Penelope is some sort of wallflower who doesn't stand out from the crowd and then suddenly has a makeover, suprising everyone with her beauty, at a BALL nonetheless.

• Gets the guy who most girls are pining for.

• Last but not least, in the preview for the next part of the season, she literally has UNTIL MIDNIGHT to be truthful towards Colin.

[fruitypurpledragon]

Strangely, while watching the final episode of bridgerton (and third), i have not finished the episode yet, but it made me realize something. The encounter between Penelope and Lord Debling, about Penelope admitting she'd rather watch nature from the windowstill and prefers romance books, being accepted with such grace. It was not only acceptable that she was not an extreme fan of nature, she was great, because she was her own person.

And though I do know it sounds a bit cliché, but as of late I have to perform highly for school, this scene calmed me.

It made me realize that;

There is no right way to be

You do not have to be excellent at performing in the system, nor only love facts, but can love love aswell. You are right, because you are you.

[intergalacticgoose]

From @rrmeggy on Insta

[octopusoptimusprime]

why do zafira and yasmine have so much gay energy ,,,

as much as i ship zafiranasir (a fucking LOT) zafira was looking a lil.. jealous thru yasmine & misk’s wedding. & thru the whole first bit of whtf tbh

bi!zafira? methinks.

[fruitypurpledragon]

Was thinking the exact same thing like. O Yasmine is so beautiful🥰🥰🥰 MISK IS GONNA STEAL HER FROM ME🤬🤬🤬😡😡 and o right Deen is here too my kind bestie but oh Yasmine my beloved❤❤❤ she's leaving mee😭😭😭for a MAN

I don't think i KNOW

[elainiisms]

[fruitypurpledragon]

HEAR ME OUT, Percy Jackson as a SITCOM.

The internal monlogue, akward zooms that catalyse the comedic effect, long seasons and being able to carry the sarcastic spirit of the books.

[fruitypurpledragon]

This is an excerpt of a dutch encyclopdia from 1955 (translated so a bit of beauty is lost), that strangely sounded poetic in a so called objective book. And it spoke to me, because I also have an interest in architecture (thank you Annabeth Chase, strange how the world works and can influence you)

" Moreover, the past has its own meaning for every person, without falling into imitations, it is quite possible to make tradition resonate in the home. Every building: cinema or church, factory or electric power station, ministry or garage, has its own requirements for efficiency, but can also express its material and immaterial inner nature through its appearance. It is up to the architect to find the balance and shape the material and spiritual functions expected of a particular building. It will be the architect's personal vision that makes him focus more on one or the other. It is the old, but never consciously waged, battle between spirit and matter that makes the picture of modern buildings so complicated. But the reflection to which this struggle forces the architect, cannot help but benefit the building."

[appleinducedsleep]

dear god, did no-one proofread this?

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